Chapter 4.
--book--
Teagan watches Professor Jackson through hooded eyes as he orders food at the Chinese place in the food court. She hadn't expected to see him at the mall but when she'd caught a glimpse of his as she was headed to a table after grabbing her pizza from another kiosk she'd suddenly lost her appetite. So she was picking at the cheese on the dough trying to focus on something else when he sits down in the chair in front and her. "It's impolite to stare Miss. Moseley."
She swallows hard and kicks her suddenly dry lips, "I uhh...sorry." She isn't sure what to say, she doesn't understand why he is sitting by her. She nervously looks around her wondering if she should leave when he laughs, the sound deep and throaty. She doesn't like the way her stomach tightens at the noise and she sure as hell doesn't like the ache she is suddenly feeling...like she is hollow and empty.
"Teagan, I am not going to hurt you." He says this playfully but there is a dark edge to his voice and the look in his eyes is anything but playful. "I've been wanting to talk to you actually."
She picks up a slice of the pizza and looks at it disdainfully not wanting to eat it. "I am sorry professor, I just don't usually see my teachers outside of school."
He nods and takes a bite of what she assumes is chicken, after chewing for a moment he swallows. "Do you go to the movies often?" She blanches and shakes her head, taking a large bite of the pizza so she doesn't have to answer with words. "Fate must have been smiling on us that day then," he muses taking another bite of his food.
She doesn't think fate was smiling on her or she wouldn't be forcing herself to eat something she'd probably throw up later while entertaining a conversation with a serial killer. An unfortunately attractive serial killer, she wanted to scream and throw something at the ridiculousness that her body would picked this man of all people to be attracted to. "I suppose so," she mutters as to not appear rude.
"How old are you Teagan?" He asks as he sets his fork down and taps his fingers absently on the table.
"18," she answers confused as to why it mattered.
Then he grabs her hand causing her blush and stiffen, "you have such young skin." He traces his fingers over her veins circling back and forth. "untouched and clean, so perfect. Tell me Teagan have you ever encountered something so beautiful that you just wanted to keep it exactly as it was in that moment, forever as it is...frozen."
Her eyes widen and she attempts to pull her head back but his grip is too strong. "I uhh. I am not quite sure what you mean professor Jackson."
"Just Jackson will be fine," he says bringing her hand closer to him as he leans over the table and whispers. "I think you do understand what I mean Teagan and despite knowing that you still want to know me. This is my only warning sweetheart, run away now before it is too late."
Teagan feels a gush of air leave her chest as she stares at her hand so close to him, "I'm not afraid of you...Jackson."
"But, you should be." He says before drawing one of her fingers into his mouth and biting down on it hard enough to draw a small droplet of blood out the tip. She does nothing more than gasps slightly when he does this causing his eyes to darken. "Careful Teagan, wolves don't make for good pets."
She watches in fascinated horror as he sucks the blood off her finger and leaves the table tossing his mostly unfinished food in the trash and disappearing out of the food court area. "I am so fucked," she tells herself as she squeezes her thighs together to ease the ever growing ache.
--reality--
I reread the scene and grin, it is sexy in a fucking weird kind of way. I would be super embarrassed to say it was arousing out loud but given the type of book that reaction is so very perfect. I want to show it to Dr. Robinson so badly but it is Saturday and showing up at his house uninvited would be super stalker like. My stomach growled slightly so I got up and headed into the kitchen to see if there was any leftovers in the fridge that hasn't expired in the last decade. Spotting a bag of tacos from two days ago I grab that and proceed to make them ready to nuke when my phone vibrate in my pocket, I take it out and see the text from my mother.
Harrison wants to have dinner tonight.
I groan and sense a snarky reply, so go to dinner.
Funny, Rachel. I mean as a family.
Vomit. The idea of the prick being anything near my father makes me want to dunk myself in battery acid.
I am really busy with school Mom.
Rachel, please just this once.
Fuck. I am going to have to do this shit now.
Fine. What time?
8.
I will meet you outside.
Under no circumstances do I want that dickhead in my house. I have two hours so I toss the tacos in the microwave and walk back to my room to grab a quick shower. I contemplate wearing sweats and a hoodie but don't want my Mom bitching the whole time. What she sees in that scumbag is beyond me.
*Later that evening*
Harrison sat across from me, his hand casually laid on top of my mother's. He'd ordered a salmon platter with some zucchini noodles and was currently spinning them on his fork. "Your mother tells me you are writing a book Rachel."
I don't fucking want to talk to him so I stuff some of my chicken florentine into my mouth and nod. I can't lie the food at this place is amazing, it should be though for the ridiculous price tag. My mother doesn't know what to order in fancy restaurants so she stuck with a garden salad and eel rolls with lemon mango salsa.
"What is the subject matter?" Harrison asks as he calmly removes his hand from my Mom's and start to cut his salmon. Salmon is probably the most disgusting fish ever and I don't eat any seafood so that is saying something.
"It is a romance novel," I say with a tight smile as I use a knife to cut myself a piece of the pumpernickel bread the restaurant offered.
He arches a brow and pours some sauce that came with his food over the fish. "You have never struck me as the romantic type Rachel."
"I'm not," I reply with a shrug adding butter to my slice of bread. "I didn't want to write a typical book, Dr. Robinson expects us to actually entertain him."
"Not too much dressing Stella baby. You're watching your figure remember?" He scolds my mother when she spoons some ranch onto her salad. "Now Rachel, I have tried to be the proper father figure in your life (I snort rather loudly and roll my eyes). I think it is high time you marry. (I freeze and narrow my eyes at him) Your mother and I have chosen the perfect man for the job."