If you read chapter one then by all means keep on reading. If you haven't read chapter one, I suggest you do as I am writing this in a book type format. To get a feeling for this or following chapters, you will need to know what occurred in chapter one.
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After a couple of months of living on my own I recognized that I was lonely, angry, and yes, even lost. Sue had been my life and I couldn't stop thinking of her. She called me every day asking how I was then after getting my small and very skimpy responses, she'd say goodbye and hang up.
I heard that she had quit her job, moving to another agency. She still lived in our old apartment and would just go to work then go home. I wasn't doing much better myself. I would go to work then home; sleep was a thing from my past. Now I would just lay in bed and toss and turn.
I still loved her, hell; I still even wanted her. I just couldn't accept her cheating on me. After those months apart I figured that I'd have come to a decision about us, but all I had done is mope around more and more. It was affecting my job performance as well. I knew I had to do something, but now I wasn't sure what that was.
One night I decided to go out. I went to a lively dance club and soon discovered that I was among the oldest there. I hadn't been out much for a while and it seemed my favorite places had become overrun with a younger crowd.
I sat at the bar and nursed my drink. I was thinking that I had made a mistake and should just head on home. Suddenly a hand touched my arm.
"Can I slip in here for a sec honey?"
I was looking at a beautiful young woman. Long blonde hair and a very nice body. A model's body but with a rather large chest. I felt a stirring in my pants as I moved over a bit allowing her in beside me. The perfume she was wearing danced in my nose and drew me to want to get to know her even more.
She glanced down at my left hand and smiled.
My wedding ring gleaming in the backlight of the bar.
"So, you're here, where's the wife?"
"Pardon?"
"I can see that you are married yet out at this club alone...makes me wonder where your wife is?"
"Oh. Uh...well...we are not...uh...She's home...I mean...I'm in my own place...now...and..."
"Relax honey. I'm not running away. Tough times then? Between you and your wife I mean."
"Yeah."
Suddenly I didn't want to talk at all. I was losing interest. Damn Sue and her damned cheating on me. My life was fucked up and I didn't think I'd ever get over her now. Then, I go out and bump into a beautiful lady and Sue still manages to mess me up...and I haven't seen her in over a month.
I looked up and saw this beauty smiling at me as if waiting on an answer or something.
"I'm sorry. What did you say?"
"I wanted to know if you would dance with me. Out there...on the dance floor?"
"Oh...uh...sure."
I got up and taking her arm we headed out on the floor. She was dressed in a black silky slinky dress with almost no back and a plunging V in front. No Bra...the view between her almost showing breasts showed me that.
As we danced to the rather fast tune, she kept in pretty close to me. We couldn't talk much over the noise, but she smiled at me quite a few times. That number was over before I knew it. She grabbed my hand as I turned to leave and she held me there. A nice slow song started up.
"One more...please?"
"Okay."
I put one hand on her middle back and took her hand in my other. She had other ideas and moving in close to me, she used her elbow to move my arm that was around her back, down...a lot. Her other hand was placed on my chest. I felt my heart jump as the electricity between us became rarefied.
Leaning in close to me I could feel her breasts rubbing on my chest, on either side of her hand. The arm I had around her back was now low down and my hand was on naked flesh, just above her bottom.
"You are a handsome man."
"What?"
"I said that you are a handsome man. Probably the most handsome man here tonight."
"Oh...I wouldn't know about that...I..."
"I do know about that. I know my men. You are quite handsome. Dark hair chiseled face, strong hands, tall, rugged...yet a certain yielding in your eyes. Quite a catch."
I was uncomfortable with all this...praise from a woman I didn't even know.
"Um...thank you. You are quite beautiful too. Matter of fact, I think you are the most beautiful woman here too."
"There, two beautiful people dancing together...now that is interesting. Don't you think?"
"Yeah."
I was not smooth by any means. I was off step and unsure. I hadn't been in the dating loop for years and this sudden contact had unsettled me.
"I'm Nancy. Nancy Doogan. You?"