I woke the following morning feeling guilty about my lustful thoughts of the night before but peculiarly pleased with myself at having resisted them, even though I knew pure tiredness had lent a big hand. I showered, which helped clear my head, then dressed and went across for breakfast, surprised on wandering into our so called 'kitchen' to find Willow and Angie both already dressed and up and sitting at the table, breakfast dishes empty in front of them. A yawned 'good morning' brought an echo from them both but apart from that they were strangely quiet. This time it was different, loaded kind of quiet. I didn't actually notice that until I sat down with my own bowl of cereal and looked across at two very serious faces.
'What?' I asked, looking from one to another and hoping that they'd not fallen out over anything.
The two girls looked at each other and then looked at me. For a few seconds there was silence and then Angie looked meaningfully at Willow who drew a deep breath.
'There's something we need to tell you.' She looked distinctly uncomfortable as an obviously pre-selected spokesperson.
My spoon hesitated between the bowl and my mouth. 'Go on.'
'We've just spent the night together.'
The spoon returned to my bowl with a clatter as I put my own interpretation on the statement. 'What?'
'We both slept in my bed.'
There was a long pause while I tried to get my head around that statement.
'Is that slept as in slept or as in...?' I asked eventually, letting the question hang because I was pretty sure I already knew the answer.
Another long pause, this time from the girls and accompanied by guiltily downcast eyes, confirmed what I thought.
'How? Why?' If truth be told I was a little bit jealous.
Another heavy silence and then Angie started to explain.
'When we went to bed last night I started to feel really frustrated. I know I was tired but I really needed some sort of release from somebody.' She looked directly at me, eyebrows raised.
I got the message and my heart suddenly started to beat faster from guilty knowledge.
'Anyway, because I couldn't get what I needed.' Another meaningful look. 'I started to help myself -- I don't have to explain that, do I?'
I sat dry mouthed with illicit excitement and mutely shook my head.
'And then I heard Will call me from her room asking me to go and help her, or at least I thought I did.'
'But I didn't call to her, honestly.' Willow interrupted then, leaning forward to get her side across. 'Like Angie, I'd started to feel horny when I went to bed and I started to feel like I had the previous night, you know, about not caring if everybody heard me and wanting someone to see me? But I wouldn't let myself. I just sat on my hands. Not really of course, but in my mind, you know, metaphorically? To stop myself?' She looked to see if I understood what she meant and I nodded again.
'I was as randy as they come, but I daren't play with myself again in case you heard me two nights in a row and thought I was some kind of slut, so I lay there and pretended I didn't want it. I even rolled on my side and tried to go to sleep but I couldn't, and then after a while the door opened and the light came on and Angie stood there stark naked, asking me what was the matter.'
'I'd never even thought about stopping to put anything on when I heard Will calling me because it sounded so urgent,' Angie interjected. 'I just got out of bed and went straight round to her room.'