"The weird norms of Gallic relationship etiquette had kicked me out of a very comfortable arrangement, but Henri had not totally abandoned me to the wolves, bless his heart. Soon afterwards, I became aware of some phone calls he had made when I was contacted by a certain Madame W, I'll call her.
"Mdm. W asked me if I was interested in meeting her and her husband for some 'self-actualization' exercises. Intrigued by the phone call, I agreed. Mdm. W's 'self-actualization' turned out to be her and her husband exploring the concept of a sex slave - namely, me.
"They proved to be nothing more than a pair of rich perverts, but they paid well and so it suited me to become a plaything for their bizarre games. They would have me stand naked before them, wearing nothing but my slave collar and a strappy pair of heels, while they put me through what seemed like an endless series of humiliating scenarios.
"I was tied up and spanked, then made to get on my knees and beg for it. Mdm. W would have me suck her husband off while she watched, a patronizing smirk on her face, or she would have me lick her pussy while M. W fucked me from behind. Almost ever scenario ended with me either getting it in the face or getting it in the ass.
"They invited other couples over to witness my humiliation. For the entertainment of their guests, both men and women, they would order me to masturbate openly, and more, much more. In the name of questionable intellectualism they reveled in the power they wielded over me.
"The way I dealt with the whole thing was to complete immerse myself into my new role. I became a cock-hungry slut. They paid me very well to carry out the craziest fantasies, and quite honestly, the crazier they were the more I loved it.
"And so I became very popular in the sexual underworld of the very rich. Sadomasochistic couples hired me to play games where humiliation supposedly gives pleasure. So I played along, pretending to take pleasure by being treated like a submissive little dog! All along I kept telling myself that all I wanted was cocks to suck, cocks to impale myself upon. When things got really weird I just thought of the money, and of real men, real cocks...
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"And then one day Mister Right came along..."