In his comments on my story 'A View from the Bottom' 'Oldmarriedtar' stated that there is no cure for depression, and I tend to agree with him. My personal experience with depression is that there are three avenues open, the first is the chemical approach and this may be necessary to stabilise the condition, but it is not a cure. The second and third can be used individually or together to minimise the effects, that is to recognise the cause of the depression, and take steps to combat that cause. The reason that I mention this is, that this story is the first time that I used writing as part of the process of minimising the effects of depression.
This story, my first by the way, was first written in 1986 following the breakdown of my first marriage. What my main character went through in 'A View from the Bottom' was close to my personal experience, unfortunately I did not find a good woman at that time to help me. The story took my mind off my problems for a short time, the original draft of 60,000 plus words taking just 10 days to write on a clapped out old typewriter, no mean feat when you consider my digital dyslexia. I have since then used writing to prevent myself from sinking into depression, not always successfully, but I get by.
As to the story, it is a reflection of attitudes existing at the time that it was written, so situations as presented may no longer apply to the present. In the past I have posted my longer stories in stages and been criticised for that, so this time you get the whole bleeding lot in one hit, so you can read it at your leisure.
BTW, my change from 'single' status is a work in progress, but I have to admit that there seems to be little likelihood of success in the short term. CM
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I was awake. I was instructed to assume an alert mental state by the sensors attached to either side of my head. It was not an unpleasant procedure, at least not as long as I obeyed the instruction, it was more like a gentle nudge in my brain that said to me 'Leandara it is time that you were awake'.
If I ignored the first message the stimulus becomes much more insistent, and painful, until I eventually react to it and rise. Somewhere in Central Monitoring a demerit is recorded against my performance record.
I was not usually awake before the first instruction entered my brain but so far I had managed to wake before the second message and thus far avoided demerits.
Turning to face the new day I saw the same boring walls of my same boring apartment. The very fact that it was called an apartment owed more to the imagination of the constructors and less to reality. Of course I wasn't aware at the time that the walls were boring because boring was not an emotion that I was programmed to have. It was one of many emotions that I was not programmed to have because I was not programmed to have any emotions at all But I wasn't to know that, yet.
I removed the sensor pads from my temples and they retracted into the wall above me in my Passive Energy Replenishment Chamber or PERC. As soon as this action was completed the cubicle came alive. The illuminators rose from nocturnal to diurnal; the transparent panel that enclosed me shished out of sight into the wall, a set of audio-sensory modulators rose from slumber mode to fill the room with pleasant sounds that I had been reliably informed were music.
Getting out of PERC I strolled, if walking two metres could be considered strolling, to the scenic view panels that took up all of three of the four walls of my apartment and looked out over the world as seen from what would have been my window if I had one.
A silver flash caught my eye as one of the early morning shuttles swooped out of the sun and hovered briefly before coming to rest out of sight but, as I knew, adjacent to the terminal building at Adelaide Airport. There were several of these about to arrive and they constituted all of the visible human life forms, not that I could see the passengers in the shuttles but I knew that they were there.
The green expanse of parklands was devoid of human form. Only the birds and animals doing busily what birds and animals busily do, and the trees bending and swaying in the dying remnants of the overnight gully winds, gave any indication that this scene could have been real and not some static display.
It was all an illusion. My apartment was on level 23 of the apartment building that meant that I was twenty-three levels beneath the ground. There was no outward sign that my building actually existed, no doorways or windows opening to the outside world, all that could be seen from above were the trees and grass.
This was because all apartments were built underground, and the view out of my view screen, like all other view screens, was via computer generated imagery beamed onto the large flat screens from a series of video cameras mounted on a slender tower high above the ground.
The absence of human life from the scene was no illusion. As all urban transport was by means of the Teleport Transfer Link or TTL, there was no need for any surface transport of people over short distances. The system instantaneously relocated people from source to destination by means of a molecular refraction process.
As all such journeys were monitored by Central Monitoring, there was no need for police because every person in the city was constantly tracked and their location recorded. If in the unlikely situation where a crime was committed, and the opportunity for this was in the billion to one category, then Central Monitoring was instantly aware of the perpetrator and the necessary actions were taken. Such summary punishment was seldom publicised and the population as a whole remained blissfully ignorant of any transgressions.
That there were no people to be seen on the surface didn't mean that there was never anyone there. There were such Environmental Maintenance Personnel as was necessary to maintain the general appearance of natural bushland. The only outward sign that there could conceivably be an underground city was the presence of a tall communications tower in the centre of the lush bush. This tower controlled all View Screen Imagery, monitored all personal monitoring systems and controlled all communication between the City of Adelaide and the outside world.
A voice entered the room through the sound system, "Good morning, I hope that you are sufficiently rested for the day ahead. The external ambient temperature is presently 15 degrees Celsius with an anticipated maximum temperature of 40 degrees late in the afternoon before a cool South Easterly breeze moves in overnight. The programmed workplace temperature has been set at 22 degrees Celsius, well within the Comfort Zone as specified in the Occupational Health and Safety parameters. Aren't you pleased to be working in such a pleasant climate?"
I felt that I should hate the saccharine tones of the voice but hate was another of those emotions that I was programmed not to have.
The news at 7:00 am appeared on a monitor set into the wall and was read by a particularly mono-dimensional newsreader who gave the impression that a major global catastrophe would have the same impact as the image of a person rescuing a cat from a tree. "The President of Australia has met with a delegation from the North Americas and has agreed that the reconstruction works could be speeded up if the peoples of those countries could find sufficient unaffected personnel who had the minimum intelligence necessary for training in the basic construction skills. She has insisted that all management and supervisory personnel should continue to be sourced from Australia."