Part Thirty: Distribution of Diplomas
"Ladies and gentlemen, I give you: the graduating class of 2020!"
There was no applause. Into the silence, someone made a fart noise blowing into their palms. I was pretty sure it was Justin.
On stage, Principal Horen glowered in the direction of the disturbance, then resumed. "So then, everyone will applaud, you'll stand up, we'll allow a moment to smile at where your family is sitting so they can get a picture, then begin ushering out. It will follow the same order as the procession to stage; just turn the opposite direction. We'll lead you back out across the lot to the fieldhouse, where we'll distribute actual diplomas. There will be four tables..."
Mrs. Horen rattled off details to her disaffected crowd. The graduation rehearsal, a formality to reduce the chance of anyone making a fool of themselves during the ceremony, was always like this. It was attended by seniors who were burned out and way past ready to be done and gone. Any fondness they harbored for their four years at GHS was wrapped up in the people around them, not this ritual of academia. If we had some quality speakers this year who knew how to stoke the fires of those connections, they'd warm to it, but for now, they were simultaneously tense yet bored. This, they tolerated solely because they were inured to regulated tedium.
I'd volunteered to be a graduation usher a couple times in the past, but today, I was merely another spectator. Like a lot of teachers, I was in the auditorium for the rehearsal ceremony simply to have one last opportunity to see all of them in one place one last time. In a little while they would line up, proceed out to the football field, and commence the austere festivities.
I stood towards the back of the auditorium in a dimly lit nook. In a year that had been so fraught with my own drama, particularly of late, it was good to have time to see my students -- former students -- here in school again. Some I hadn't taught in years, sophomores who'd taken speech and dodged my classroom in junior and senior English. Others, I'd seen only Thursday while I'd been forcing a blearly smile from a heart dulled by Serenex. Fresh faces or students whose names were already beginning to slip from memory, our time together was at an end. All we had now was history.
As we waited for the go-ahead to mobilize, students shuffled over to say farewell, exchange handshakes or hugs, invite me to their open houses to celebrate their graduation, or, in Justin's case, to make a hushed word of gratitude for not flunking him.
"
You
didn't flunk you, Justin. I had nothing to do with it." He'd finished with a D+, as I recalled, but still, fail or flourish, it was my go-to line. In any case, it was better than Taylor had managed.
He glanced around. "Oh, and hey, about that thing..."
"I really don't want to talk about--"
"Nah, nobody's listening, C-dawg." True, we had a little space around us; the presence of others had nothing to do with my disinterest in discussing the topic, however. "I wanted to say thanks for being cool about it." I gritted my teeth. Still, there was enough background noise that it was safe enough so long as nobody came closer.
"I wish I could say the same," I said dryly.
He chuckled, grinning that irritating Justin grin of his. Lord, how I couldn't wait to never see that again. "Come on, buddy, relax. I was just busting your balls a little. Only not with my mouth this time."
My hands clenched.
"Look, I'm just joshing you, man!" he protested, slapping me on the arm. Like the reminder of what had happened between us, the slap was harsher than I was comfortable with. "Don't hold it against Taylor, though. She was only trying to do me a solid. Not easy to figure out if you're gay or bi or whatever without nobody finding out about it."
Much as I was inclined to be flippant with the little prick, especially now that I wasn't his teacher any more, his words engendered just enough sympathy that I held my tongue until I could compose something less snarky to say. "And the verdict?"
"You hitting on me, C-dawg? You're not my type, brah!" This time, his voice carried plenty loud, as did the ensuing guffaws. He lacked the fans he'd cultivated in my class; the only students near enough to overhear him glared at him for his crude suggestion. My empathy dissipated.
"Good luck out there, Justin," I said, and walked away.
I almost immediately bumped into Tabitha. "Hi, Mr. Canon," she said brightly. In a room full of people who'd been forced into antiquated ceremonial garb, she might be the one person who was pulling off the look. "How do I look?"
"Like a graduate."
"So, you approve?"
"Always."
Her smile warmed. "Are you coming to my graduation party? Daddy's going to be gone for most of the summer in Europe. He says it's to visit his mom and dad, but it's really for business. so we're doing it next weekend while he's still home." She took a half step closer, enough to lower her voice to intimate levels while maintaining a respectable distance. "I thought maybe you'd like to see my bedroom."
"I would like that."
Her smile brightened. "In the meantime, do you think, maybe, we could sneak out for a few minutes and I could go down on you? I could try to finish you really fast."
"Don't you worry about me, Tabitha. This is your day."
"I know. I want to be able to taste you on my tongue while I walk across the stage." The brief lick of her lips was subtle, but sufficiently suggestive to leave me forced to hold my hands in front of my crotch.
I shook my head. "A for effort, but I think you'll have to settle for a tic-tac."
"But you'll call soon, right? My grandparents -- my mom's parents, that is -- leave tomorrow, so then there's nothing standing between us. I'm yours for as much as you can handle me." She smiled hopefully.
"Oh, Tabitha. You know I will." I spread my arms, figuring her body would work as well for covering my erection.
She squirmed in surprise as she felt my hands close in on her ass. "Mr. Canon!" she squeaked quietly in my ear.
I enjoyed a few more seconds of fondling, then released her. With my back to the auditoriums' occupants, it was naught but a hug as far as they were concerned. Her face was suddenly flushed, and I knew well that the intense look on her face was not the righteous indignation that once would have been there at being publicly felt up by a teacher. It was arousal. Savage, urgent arousal.
"Congratulations, Ms. Hutchings. See you on stage." I walked by, and left her in my wake.
A few rendezvous with fond students later, I finally bumped into the fondest of them all. She disentangled herself from a cluster of friends to dash over to me and unabashedly wrap her arms around me in a truly fierce embrace, practically a tackle. "Mr. Canon. Hi."
"Hiya, Cassie." I hugged back, skipping the grope this time. She'd already arranged a sleepover tonight; I'd have plenty of opportunity to enjoy her ass then.
"Can you believe we're here? I mean, gosh, this is probably the last time we'll ever be together at GHS. Not that we were ever
together
together here. Which sucks, you know? Well, no, there was the locker room. That's technically GHS, even if it's way out past the parking lot. Wasn't that awesome? Do you think we'll ever do something like that again? I'm not good at hashtag roleplay -- yet -- but it was still fun. For me, anyway. You looked like you had fun, but I don't wanna be assumptuous. Presumptuous? That sounds better. You know, I bet I'd know way more vocabulary if I'd had you for English."
"I had fun," I assured her. Had her friends heard her? It had probably come out too fast for them to make sense of it.