I boarded the plane still a little flustered. I had just made it, no thanks to the end of term party at Redwood College of Art, my flatmates, the late taxi, and the usual chaos on the M25 motorway.
Inside the airport there had been the usual female security guard who I was sure this time was a lesbian. Moving the metal loop across my body to the hem of my dress, I felt her feathery fingers touch my naked thighs, and my nipples immediate response. She smiled her face strong and hard, and I knew instinctively she wanted to strip search me, and I wanted her to. We held each other's eyes, and she licked her lips, but the queue behind me was like the last day at Wimbledon and she relented.
I felt alive even reckless. I was free of college for the next eight whole glorious weeks. In the departure lounge I knew eyes were watching me, as the hem of my skirt flounced across the top of my thighs, barely covering the only other garment I wore, a snug fitting blue thong. I giggled at the memory of my bending slightly to pay the cabbie, his eyes never leaving my breasts as they lay captured in the top of my dress. Behind the wind blew and two male Japanese tourist started chattering excitedly. When I turned they stopped, smiled and bowed. I of course returned the bowed to show them what the cabbie saw, and moved off through the entrance to Terminal four, aware my dress was swirling around just below my naked behind.
Alice one of my four flat mates and a fellow student at the RCA, had took one look at me just before leaving the airport and chuckled. Advising me in her mock motherly tone, not to use the escalators dear, and certainly not to stand on the moving steps with my thighs slightly parted.
The two men below me stepped back down three steps to get a better view. I blushed imagining what they could see, and wickedly enjoying every moment.
I had sensed their eyes between my legs, and turned in mock admonishment. They both wore identical track suits with strange logos on the left breast, and some squiggles below, which I suspected must be some form of Arabic script. In the way they filled out their tops and bottoms, I guessed they were athletes. I shivered as one of them moved his hand to highlight a large bulging crutch, and gave me a smile that told me if this was their country.
I moved off teasing them and myself with thoughts of being confined between them.
But for now all I wanted was the thrill of silky material skimming over my bare skin. I had thought of buying a thin gauzy white dress, where in front of the mirror in the changing room at Zaras. I saw the fuzzy outline of my panties and bra. The thought of not wearing anything underneath had seriously tempted me. Oddly it was the colour white and the long journey ahead of me, that made me buy the blue flowery print mini dress. Still it felt both sensual, with its flouncy short skirt and low cut bodice.
The interior of the aircraft smelled of old leather sofas, plastic, re-conditioned air, and quite panic. I waited after showing my ticket to the smiling stewardess, whilst the passengers in front of her hurriedly stowed their cases, and flopped down on their seats. I felt my heart beating faster. Although eighteen heading for nineteen in a few days' time. I had never flown this far alone.
The city of Mumbai formerly known as Bombay in English, I knew was the capital of the Indian state of Maharashtra. This being my total knowledge, other than my parents lived there. My Father an IT Manager for Bensons a family bank probably as old as the Raj, whilst my mother seemed to be involved with a Maharishi and some kind of lifestyle sect.
This was going to be the start of my new life. My body ready, my mind flexible. This was my new world free from teachers, and timetables. For the next nine hours I would be in the belly of this enormous plane, constrained for reasons perhaps more delectable, because I knew my body and how it played with my mind.
The beautiful blond stewardess led me to the window seat. The blind pulled down. I looked at the blank plastic and left it down. The view would only be rows of opaque glass windows from the terminal beyond.
I turned to look at my fellow passengers. I snuggled into my seat, feeling the thick cloth caressing my naked thighs. For a moment I abandon myself to the power of the deep seat, drifting in and out of thoughts between its arms. Here it would be my lover, touching, caressing, and holding me for the next nine hours.
I looked down. The hem of my skirt had moved up my thighs, a curtain edge now still hiding me. I regretted for a moment that I had not worn stockings, to show that bare flesh would not be a fingernail length away from the black lace.
I blushed remembering the two Arabs, wondering how it would feel to be in the middle of all that solid muscle. I felt the heat rise to my face; they were powerful men who would dominate me.
Around me the hustle and bustle of boarding, slowly gave way to the singularity of individuals settling down into their seats.
The slim blond stewardess came down the aisle and stopped to lean over me, her blondness contrasting with my long mahogany tresses.
She smiled, "Please allow me?" She took my light leather travelling case and placed it in the overhead stowage compartment. For the moment she seemed lost in her thoughts, looking down the aircraft and back up to the front, before bending down to fuss over some safety documents in the netting at the back of the next row of seats. The stewardess caught my eye and smiled. We both held each other's gaze, and I felt my body respond. Suddenly I was imagining, we were long lost sisters, or soon to become lovers? I felt her presence, and noticed through her blouse the rise and fall of her breasts confined to their bra. I suddenly felt sorry for the poor things. I looked up and saw the stewardess eyes roam over my body, taking in the long line of my closed thighs, and my unfettered breasts nestled inside the thin cloth of my dress.
I saw something cross her face, a doubt perhaps. I wonder for a moment what it could be. However before curiosity got the better of me, she stood and with a smile turned to move back towards the front of the aircraft.
I felt eyes on me, and I turned to look across the aisle at a man reading the inflight magazine. I smiled as our eyes met. He was blond and in his early twenties with striking coral blue eyes. I teased him with a smile and arched slightly in my seat, letting my skirt ride higher, my breasts thrust forward. Slowly I pulled out my seat belt on either side of my hips and locked it. I was deliciously secured to my seat and helpless. I looked at him with begging eyes. Here I was safe. I shivered even though I felt hot and uncomfortable, the dress and my attitude had made me feel sultry, and shameless.
He was stripping me with his eyes, and I wanted him to do it for real.
The last passenger to come on board was a head taller than the stewardess who smiled at him, and waved him to his seat. The beige lightweight suit highlighting his dark skin, and glossy hair streaked with grey.