CHAPTER 14
***Mr. Ash***
At first I thought my window was being pelted by hummingbirds. That's the kind of dream I was having, although I don't like to brag about that. Then I opened my eyes to find myself staring groggily into the tear-stained face of Harmony Adair. Evidently, I had walked to the door and opened it in my sleep. If I thought she looked like hell last time she visited me, it was nothing to what she looked like now. Even with her bedraggled appearance, I was happy to see her. Happy, but confused.
"Miss Adair? What are you doing knocking on my bedroom door at... what time is it?" I stifled a yawn in an attempt to appear like a principal.
She grabbed my wrist and studied my watch a moment before answering in a haggard voice. "3:15 AM, sir."
There were just too many questions, so I opted to ignore them all. By some miracle, I was also able to ignore the chills her fingers raised on my arms. "Come in, Miss Adair. I apologize for the unkempt appearance of my humble abode, but you have chosen a rather unusual time for a social visit."
I don't think she heard a word I said. She was focused on the floor, and her words came out with an unnatural evenness. "Sir, I need to be punished."
I swallowed. I can't deny that I've been thinking about maneuvering her into another situation requiring punishment, but she has lately seemed so overwhelmed that it didn't seem right. Was she maneuvering herself here since I didn't do it for her? My eyes were drawn magnetically to her luscious curves, and my heartbeat began to sluggishly quicken. She looked up at me furtively, and the tortured expression on her face convinced me that this was not simply an attempt at seduction. Still, it seemed best to play the disciplinarian. Why else would she come to me?
"I see," I said, attempting to adopt a professional demeanor. It was quite difficult under the circumstances. "What infraction have you committed, Miss Adair?"
She didn't answer for a moment. Then she said, "I would rather not say."
"I'm afraid you must say," I said apologetically. "It must be a terribly severe infraction to prompt you to seek me out in my bedroom at this hour of the night. I must be certain to punish you appropriately."
A deep flush crawled across her downturned face. Then she raised her eyes and defiantly locked them on mine. I had never known the fiery indigo of her eyes to be so frigid. "I had sex with Coach Marshal," she said. "I had sex with Coach Marshal, several times, and I liked it."
I bit back the irrational anger that welled inside me. Harmony Adair was mine, and I wanted to throttle her for telling me so calmly that she was fucking another man. The impulse died immediately when I realized with a start that tears were leaking in silvery streams down her face.
I managed to reign in my emotions, and I asked sharply, "Why did you do this?"
And she told me in halting, ashamed sentences how Coach Marshal pushed her into this position. She finished with passion, "I am a whore now, and I hate myself for it. I need you to punish me, please Mr. Ash!"
I have never felt less like punishing someone in my entire life. Instead, I found myself pulling her into my arms. Her damp face was pressed against my bare chest, the silky strands of her hair brushing against my skin. I said, "Harmony, you are not a whore. He used you, and even if you liked it, that doesn't make you a whore. You told him you wanted to stop, and he forced your body to respond. It doesn't make you a slut that your body felt pleasure. Maybe not everyone would have, but you have always responded to rough sex. He knows that, and he used it against you. This is his fault, not yours."
"But what about Ty?" she sniffled.
I resisted the impulse to roll my eyes. Ty was one of the last people I wanted to think about right now. "From what you've told me about him just now, I feel quite certain that he understands the nature of your relationship with Coach Marshal. Forgive me for saying so, but I am sure he already suspects what you and Coach Marshal have done tonight."
"I don't deserve forgiveness," she said adamantly.
"Fine," I said, losing patience. "If you insist on punishment for something so completely ludicrous, I will administer it. Follow me."
I turned and glided into the bathroom and began filling the tub. When I glanced at her, she looked as confused as I'd ever seen her. I tapped my fingers impatiently on the cool surface of the tub and said, "Well? Why aren't you disrobing, Miss Adair?"
"Sir? A nice relaxing bubble bath is hardly what I would consider a punishment."
I raised an eyebrow. "Are you questioning my methods, Miss Adair?" My voice was sharp, full of the authority she was longing for, and she quickly shook her head. "Very good. Now once you have removed your clothing, I expect you to get in and stay there until I return for you. I have a few urgent business matters to attend to."
"Yes, sir," she responded demurely as she let the torn shirt she was wearing slide from her fingertips and to the floor. Truthfully, as it was 3:00 in the morning, the only pressing business matters I had involved sleep. But Harmony needed to relax, and I needed to figure out what the hell to do with her. I made a hasty exit, not quite prepared for the effect that her newly exposed golden skin had on me.
***Harmony***
Suspicion curled around me like the tendrils of steam rising from the deliciously warm water that was slowly siphoning all of the soreness from my body. The things Mr. Ash had said and done tonight were so completely unexpected. I wasn't sure what I had expected from him when I told him I had been fucking Coach Marshal, but it definitely was not understanding. A bubble bath was just below understanding on the list of things I would never have expected.
My thoughts were interrupted by the breathtaking emergence of Mr. Ash into the bathroom. His hair was tousled from sleep, and his scent of sandalwood was stronger than usual. A wave of guilt poured over me as I thought of Ty again, but my knee-jerk reaction to Mr. Ash was nothing compared to what I had done with Coach Marshal. I resigned myself to being innately whorish.
Mr. Ash knelt beside the tub and studied me for a moment. Maybe it was silly, but I felt acutely aware of my nakedness for the first time around him. Not just aware, but embarrassed. There was a soft heat in his eyes. The heat that told me he was thinking about sex, but the softness told me that he wasn't thinking only about sex. It was a look I didn't deserve.
He said, "Have you given up this ridiculous notion that you should be punished for being victimized by a sadistic bastard?"
I wish it were that simple. "No. I betrayed Ty. I betrayed YOU. Why aren't you furious?" I asked, desperation filling my voice. He should be furious. This didn't make sense.
"Miss Adair, I AM furious. However, I am directing my fury at Coach Marshal, the person who deserves it." I was silent. Some of the softness drained from Mr. Ash's eyes as he said, "Now, if you are certain that you want me to discipline you, stand up."