CHAPTER 14
***Mr. Ash***
At first I thought my window was being pelted by hummingbirds. That's the kind of dream I was having, although I don't like to brag about that. Then I opened my eyes to find myself staring groggily into the tear-stained face of Harmony Adair. Evidently, I had walked to the door and opened it in my sleep. If I thought she looked like hell last time she visited me, it was nothing to what she looked like now. Even with her bedraggled appearance, I was happy to see her. Happy, but confused.
"Miss Adair? What are you doing knocking on my bedroom door at... what time is it?" I stifled a yawn in an attempt to appear like a principal.
She grabbed my wrist and studied my watch a moment before answering in a haggard voice. "3:15 AM, sir."
There were just too many questions, so I opted to ignore them all. By some miracle, I was also able to ignore the chills her fingers raised on my arms. "Come in, Miss Adair. I apologize for the unkempt appearance of my humble abode, but you have chosen a rather unusual time for a social visit."
I don't think she heard a word I said. She was focused on the floor, and her words came out with an unnatural evenness. "Sir, I need to be punished."
I swallowed. I can't deny that I've been thinking about maneuvering her into another situation requiring punishment, but she has lately seemed so overwhelmed that it didn't seem right. Was she maneuvering herself here since I didn't do it for her? My eyes were drawn magnetically to her luscious curves, and my heartbeat began to sluggishly quicken. She looked up at me furtively, and the tortured expression on her face convinced me that this was not simply an attempt at seduction. Still, it seemed best to play the disciplinarian. Why else would she come to me?
"I see," I said, attempting to adopt a professional demeanor. It was quite difficult under the circumstances. "What infraction have you committed, Miss Adair?"
She didn't answer for a moment. Then she said, "I would rather not say."
"I'm afraid you must say," I said apologetically. "It must be a terribly severe infraction to prompt you to seek me out in my bedroom at this hour of the night. I must be certain to punish you appropriately."
A deep flush crawled across her downturned face. Then she raised her eyes and defiantly locked them on mine. I had never known the fiery indigo of her eyes to be so frigid. "I had sex with Coach Marshal," she said. "I had sex with Coach Marshal, several times, and I liked it."
I bit back the irrational anger that welled inside me. Harmony Adair was mine, and I wanted to throttle her for telling me so calmly that she was fucking another man. The impulse died immediately when I realized with a start that tears were leaking in silvery streams down her face.
I managed to reign in my emotions, and I asked sharply, "Why did you do this?"
And she told me in halting, ashamed sentences how Coach Marshal pushed her into this position. She finished with passion, "I am a whore now, and I hate myself for it. I need you to punish me, please Mr. Ash!"
I have never felt less like punishing someone in my entire life. Instead, I found myself pulling her into my arms. Her damp face was pressed against my bare chest, the silky strands of her hair brushing against my skin. I said, "Harmony, you are not a whore. He used you, and even if you liked it, that doesn't make you a whore. You told him you wanted to stop, and he forced your body to respond. It doesn't make you a slut that your body felt pleasure. Maybe not everyone would have, but you have always responded to rough sex. He knows that, and he used it against you. This is his fault, not yours."
"But what about Ty?" she sniffled.
I resisted the impulse to roll my eyes. Ty was one of the last people I wanted to think about right now. "From what you've told me about him just now, I feel quite certain that he understands the nature of your relationship with Coach Marshal. Forgive me for saying so, but I am sure he already suspects what you and Coach Marshal have done tonight."
"I don't deserve forgiveness," she said adamantly.
"Fine," I said, losing patience. "If you insist on punishment for something so completely ludicrous, I will administer it. Follow me."
I turned and glided into the bathroom and began filling the tub. When I glanced at her, she looked as confused as I'd ever seen her. I tapped my fingers impatiently on the cool surface of the tub and said, "Well? Why aren't you disrobing, Miss Adair?"