"I came here to get picked up."
Even though she couldn't meet his eyes, Stef knew, could feel it with her entire body, that this guy was glaring at her. Like he was mad. Like he didn't realize how much such an admission could work in his favour.
Stef was suddenly thankful for all the gin and tonics she had had that night. Otherwise, she doubted she'd still be in her seat at the bar, looking up at this guy like it was nothing, saying those words to him like it was something she did all the time. Stef did not talk to men like this. Men like this did not talk to her.
"No, you didn't."
His voice was low and scratchy but completely clear over the din of the club. Stef sat back a little bit. His amber eyes were too intense - way too cold for such a warm colour.
He sounded almost annoyed, and she could see a faint pulsing in the corner of his impeccably sharp jawline. She waited for him to continue but he remained quiet, looking at her intently. He moved only to brush off some suspiciously underaged, over-eager kid who was trying to squeeze behind him up to the bar. She watched him flick the kid away like it was nothing, and she felt her own spiky burst of irritation.
Stef had come here with a plan, and she intended to go through with that plan. All of her life she had been told, by herself most of all, that she didn't go after the things she wanted. Not hard enough, anyway. And here she was, looking unbelievable, being unbelievably forward, and this asshole shot her down with three words.
Stef was not pleased.
"Yes, I really did. Can't you tell? Is this dress not tight enough? A man like you looks like he'd know how to tell when a woman is looking to get picked up."
Shit. That is not something you say to strangers.
Thank god she didn't live here. In one week her placement would be over and she'd be able to go back to San Francisco, back to Piddles, back to Lula and the apartment. Back to real life. With her, she hoped, she'd bring a newfound sense of confidence, or at least a believable fake one, which she would in turn use to - she hoped - get an actual date.
Stef turned back to her empty gin and tonic, looking up and down the bar for Petie. She needed something to occupy her mouth, and, now, her mind. Nerves had made her ramble - as I do, Stef thought - and she may or may not have just insulted the big, beautiful slab of a man next to her.
She didn't feel too bad, though. The man really did look like he'd know all about women, especially whether or not they were willing to be seduced. She doubted he had much experience with the latter.
Stef almost wanted to laugh, he was so attractive. He had everything. Tall (at least 6'4), muscular (jacked, as her niece would say), and, worst of all, those stupid broad shoulders and thick forearms she was so fond of.
As close as he was, Stef had felt him stiffen at that last remark. A new type of tension wound itself around her stomach. Throughout the night Stef had been nervous. Down in this tacky hotel bar in this ridiculous makeup and these stunningly beautiful torture-chamber shoes, Stef was far from her element.
What she felt right now was entirely novel, a different type of nervous. Sitting next to this huge, dangerous-looking stranger, knowing she had at least minorly offended him, Stef's anxiety shifted within her. What was once a fuzzy feeling of insecure unease jumped quickly from a place of embarrassment to one of anticipation, melting and emulsifying. Stef had to look down into the mirrored bar to be sure she wasn't blushing.
"A man like me?" At least he didn't sound annoyed anymore. She registered this only dimly because as he spoke, his breath fluttered below her left ear, her hair tickling the delicate area.
Get it together! The tiniest part of her, the one resistant to both alcohol and lust, was screaming at her to hold onto some semblance of dignity. This man did not matter.
He was not what she was looking for tonight. Or ever, really. He was too good-looking, too aware of those good looks. This guy could ruin her. First in the good way, and then, inevitably, in the bad way.
Turning to face her fully now, he leaned a thick, hairy forearm on Petie's impeccably windex-ed bar. He nudged her with his knee, the dark denim rough against the delicate skin of her upper leg, just hard enough to be purposeful.
Stef fell for it. As soon as his leg touched hers, she jolted. Instinct pulled her gaze to exactly where he wanted. She stared at his thighs, bulging tightly as he perched on the tiny barstool. One of those thighs could support her entire weight, no problem. Stef was having difficulty not picturing it.
Swallowing, Stef channeled every bit of sense she had into an outer shell of indifference. Men loved excited vulnerability, and that's exactly how Stef felt. Excited and vulnerable. This one looked particularly alert, though. His eyes may have softened just a little bit, but Stef knew all about men like him. They were not to be encouraged.
"Tall, burly, broad-shouldered. You know!"
That wasn't what she had meant to say.