I felt someone stirring behind me and an arm pulling me back against their body. My mind was trying to wake up as I heard someone whispering in my ear "Morning Sweetheart." The whisper sent shivers down my spine and the chills moved up and down faster as he bit and sucked my ear lobe.
My head was pounding and I felt like some dwarves were inside my head mining with their pick axes against my skull trying to find gold. My hands felt like they were being poked with needles. I groaned and didn't want to wake up. I wanted to go back to my peaceful sleep where I didn't feel the pain in my head or hands.
I felt someone moving in front of me and realized I was between two bodies as my eyes slowly opened. I saw a man blinking his eyes as he too was waking up. He moved on his side to face me and kiss me. I instinctively pulled back and when I did, I saw the hurt in his eyes as I pulled away from him.
It actually took me a moment to realize it was Josh. I moved my hand to cover my mouth so he couldn't smell my stinky breath "I'm sorry Josh I just really want to brush my teeth before I kiss you." Which was mostly true, I didn't want to kiss anyone with morning breath.
He looked at me and I could see the hurt melt away from his eyes. He smiled "Of course Luv." He moved backwards on the bed so I could get out and I realized I was naked. My face was suddenly red and he laughed "Luv...It's not like I didn't see you like this last night." He cocked his head to the side and asked "Or don't you remember?"
I had to think about last night. I remembered we went to a bar and had some drinks, then we came back here and the memories suddenly came back to me all at once. My face was probably redder than a beet as I looked at him.
He sat up in the bed and moved so his legs were over the side and he wouldn't have to look at me. Was he embarrassed or sorry for what happened last night? Did he feel guilty because all of us were drinking and he felt like he and Dex took advantage of me? And now that I was sober, I wouldn't want them? But I had wanted both of them for so long and now there felt like there was tension between us that wasn't there before.
Dex must have sensed my uneasiness because he said "Ash, you don't have to feel embarrassed. If you regret last night or didn't want it to happen we're adults and we can pretend like nothing happened between us."
'It's not that' I thought to myself. "I wanted it to happen" was what I thought and whispered it out loud unconsciously.
Josh turned to look at me then and I saw the raw need in his eyes. It wasn't a sexual need it was just the need to feel loved and someone to care for him. I moved to sit up and look him in the eyes. "I did want that last night. I wanted it for a long time Josh." I kissed his shoulder softly and moved my face so our lips were only inches from each other. His arm encircled my waist and pulled me closer to him so my body pressed against him. "Did you Luv?"
I nodded and leaned my head into his and gave him a small, quick kiss. I didn't care about what my breath smelled like any more. They saw me every morning when I woke up and loved me for who I was and not what I looked like. I smiled at him "Yes." He smiled and kissed me passionately then.
He slowly broke the kiss and opened his eyes "So have I Luv...So have I." He smiled at me and I smiled back. He smacked my ass playfully "I need to brush my teeth and take a shower."
I nodded and Dex and I both said "I do too" at the same time.
Josh laughed "Are we going to conserve water then? The three of us take a shower together?"
I looked at Josh and then at Dex. I knew they were fine with each other taking a shower together, since they did it a couple of other times before. I put my hands in theirs "I guess we're conserving water then."
Josh stood up and helped me off the bed. Dex followed behind me as Josh led me to the bathroom. Josh turned the water on for the shower while I grabbed a couple of aspirin from my small bag and swallowed them down with some water. I could see the steam rising when the water finally got hot. He tested the water and turned the knob a little bit before he stepped in the tub and helped me inside.
Josh stood under the shower head, letting the water spray me as Dex moved in to stand behind me. There was something so erotic about standing there in the shower between the two of them. My body was suddenly tingling and it wasn't from the water, it was watching the water rolling down Josh's chest.
He turned around for a moment and bent down to get something on the side of the tub. He turned around holding a bottle of body wash in one hand and a sponge in the other. He smiled as he looked down at me. He moved the sponge under the water. He wiggled his eyebrows "You want me to wash your front or back?"