Chapter 24
Aidan and Samantha rolled out of bed. Julie had arrived.
"You get dressed," Sam said going into the bathroom and getting a bathrobe. "I'll go and let her in," she said with a devilish grin.
Aidan didn't feel very humorous, but saw her determination and agreed, and Sam left the bedroom for the flat door.
She undid the snib and opened the door. Standing in the doorway, her stance was not lost on Julie: this was the reversal of the last time they met. Then it was Julie blocking the doorway in the selfsame short bathrobe.
"What the fuck?" escaped Julie's gaping, flabbergasted mouth. "Samantha? What...?"
As she took in the short bathrobe and Sam's lack of makeup and her dishevelled hair, it was obvious to Julie what the 'what' was and she stuttered to a stop.
"Hello Julie," Sam said, without a smile. "I think Aidan is expecting you. Go through."
Sam stood aside to allow Julie entrance, and the latter strode into the flat and straight to the living room. Aidan was sitting in an armchair. He did not get up.
"OK, Aidan," Julie barked. "What's going on? This some game you're playing? What's
she
doing here?"
"Sit down Julie," Aidan said, his face registering no emotion, remaining neutral.
It halted her tirade or any other questions she might have had, but she did not sit down, choosing to stand instead with her hand on her hip and a glowering face. The emotions tumbled over one another: her worst nightmare had arrived, Samantha.
Julie felt mortally afraid she had lost him, then hope surged that this Canadian interloper would be going home again soon and her departure would drop Aidan in it again, and this brought outrage that the visitor should so easily get Aidan to betray her at the very moment Julie should have been moving in with him.
Her thoughts ran on: the bitch was so calm, so confident in her abhorrently perfect looks, so much of which was on display in that bathrobe, that she had found it so easy to slide into Aidan's bed again. Poor Aidan didn't have a chance, but Julie would be there long after the bitch had gone back home.
It reignited her rage at Sam for interfering in their happy lives - and she knew their life
was
happy - and at Aidan for being so spineless as to fall for her all too obvious charms yet again. Julie smouldered.
"Well?" she asked, her aggression clear.
Aidan looked at her. He saw her anger, fear and distress, but was certain that there was nothing he could do about it.
"Well, Julie," he said evenly. "What's going on, and what's Sam doing here? That's what you want to know isn't it?"
He sucked in a noisy breath. He spoke slowly as if explaining something to a small child.
"So-o-o. What's going on, Julie, is that Sam has come to visit me. And the reason she has come to visit me, is that I went to London yesterday to visit
her
and missed her. And I went to visit
her
because I found out
yesterday
that a while ago, last
October
to be precise,
she
came to visit
me
. And that time
she
missed
me
, and I think you know why I never knew of her visit.
"Now when I went down to London yesterday, a woman neighbour and friend of Sam's said she was not at home, but after I told her who I was, she
told Sam as soon as she could
that I had been there! So Sam immediately came here today.
"The question you can answer, Julie, is why did I not know that Sam had been here asking for me
months ago
, until Vicky told me
yesterday
? Why was I
not told then
? Why. Did. You. Not. Tell. Me?" he said quietly, but slowly emphasising each word.
"I'll sit down now," Julie said, and did so. "I thought it was for the best," she said. She looked uncomfortable.
"You thought it-"
"You asked; I'm telling you." Her voice and demeanour took on an urgency. "Look Aidan, think back to the first time you met Samantha. Everyone could see you fell for her hard. She used you, Aidan, she used you for a whole month before going home to her long term boyfriend without a backward glance, as soon as her passport came through.
"You remember how heartbroken you were, how angry? You were devastated and you refused to have anything to do with her. You wouldn't answer her emails, hell, you wouldn't even
read
them!
"Gradually you healed, you let me into your life again and you were happy, Aidan. You were, don't deny it."
He nodded: he had to, it was the truth.
She was continuing. "We were both getting nicely settled and then out of the blue,
she
turns up on the doorstep. She gives me her card and I find she's working in London for a Canadian company. What was I to do? How long would she be here for? A year? Six months? Then she'd be off again back to her boyfriend, and you'd be back deep in depression.
"So I decided to forget about her. I did it for your own good, Aidan." She looked at him with a look he could only interpret as hopeful. It irked him.
"No, Julie."
"Eh?"
"I said no. You didn't do it for me, you did it for yourself, and in any case, what right have you to decide what's good for me? You lied to her and you lied to me: you deceived me. You knew I would have wanted to see her again - you just said you knew how I felt about her, and you decided to stop that."
"No, I wanted-"
"You wanted to keep me from her and her from me. You knew she was in London and working there. What right had you to interfere? Am I some sad little boy who needs protection? How dare you take it on yourself to manipulate my life for your own ends!"
"Not true. I thought she'd mess up your life like she did before! And I'm right, she will."
"Julie, it's
my
life. Perhaps I
want
to mess it up. Perhaps Sam's worth it. You didn't think of that, did you? You and I weren't living together when she came here last October. You were house sitting, but you told her we were together. That was a lie. At that time I made it clear that you were not moving in. Hell, you were only going to move in today!"
There was silence as the tense of the last sentence hit home. Julie slumped in her seat and looked imploringly at Aidan.
"Please Aidan, don't do this to me!" and tears started in her eyes.
"Julie, you've brought this on yourself. If you'd told me Sam had been here, we wouldn't be in this position now."
"But Aidan, can't you see? She'll not be here long, then she'll be off home again and you'll be all alone again. She's got someone at home."
"Sorry Julie." Sam's voice came from behind Julie as, now dressed in sweater and tight jeans, Sam entered the room. "You're wrong, honey. There's no boyfriend in Vancouver: that idea came from my mother, and it led to this mix up. The man she thought was my boyfriend is just an old school friend. There's never been anything between us. The reason I was eager to get home was that mistakenly I thought my parents couldn't manage without me. They can. They're coming over here soon to visit with me."
"But-? "
"And you're wrong about my job as well. I'm here for the long haul. My company will renew my visa as often as maybe. I'm now in charge of the whole of the French Section, and it's a permanent position. There've been hints of more promotion here in England, so even if there were no Aidan, I wouldn't be going anywhere."
If it were possible for Julie to sag any further she would have done so. She shrugged. Then there was a wry half-smile through her defeated tears. "I don't suppose the distance from London to Manchester is going to put you or Aidan off, is it?"
"No!" Sam and Aidan said in chorus and smiled at each other.
"Oh, well," Julie sighed, "That's it then. I'd better be going."
She stood, and Aidan stood also.
"Funny isn't it?" Julie muttered. "I lose my temper. Do something stupid and selfish and it affects people I never knew existed. If I hadn't gone to Wales that time, you two would never have met, and you Aidan, and I suppose you too, Sam, wouldn't have suffered like you both have."
She gave another deep sigh. "I really am sorry, you know, really sorry."
Her sad state sucked all the anger and resentment out of Aidan, who hugged her, and Sam followed his example.
"Don't leave him again, will you?" Julie begged her as the two women hugged. "He was a basket case last time, and now I look back, I don't think he ever really got over you. You were always there in the background."