Chapter 39
I was surrounded by women loving women
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Morning, Sunday, December 26th
North Beach
Maria....
We woke up within moments of each other, still wrapped together under the sheets, his left arm around my waist. Shy smiles were exchanged between us, almost rested from our midnight celebrations.
"Good morning, Maria... did you sleep well?"
"Good morning, darling... the sleep of the innocent, kind sir."
"The innocent?"
"Well, not so innocent any more. Too much talking for this early in the day." I rolled around kissed him tenderly, then much harder.
"I'll give you a backrub."
"A backrub, Philip? I bet that's not all you have on your mind."
"Who, me? Why would you ever say something like that? Don't go away, I'll be right back."
He got up and got several clean towels and motioned me to lie on my stomach. After I moved over to the middle of the bed, I closed my eyes and placed my arms under my pillow. He warmed up some baby oil between his palms and began to rub my shoulders and upper back. I responded with slight movements under his hands, finally moving in rhythm with him.
His hands, with their freshly warmed oil, moved over the middle of my back and down, back and forth, the oil sliding between my cheeks and down between my thighs. He continued to the back of my thighs, pushing his hands up toward my waist, massaging, massaging, warming me.
"Philip? Make love to me, baby, love me now, Philip, please, honey, I need you inside me."
He moved back and knelt between my opening thighs, pulling and holding my waist back to him and as I arched up onto my knees and forearms, he used his hand to oil himself and thrust forward smoothly into my depths. I gave out an 'oomph' and pushed back as hard as I could. "Oh, God..." I moaned.
He held my waist with both hands, his thighs against the back of mine, waiting a moment and then started to withdraw. I pushed back as he moved forward again, gasping to myself, enjoying wantonly whatever had come over me.
His left hand moved under, pulling me to him, his right hand resting on my slippery oiled back. Our motions came faster, faster; he wiped one hand after the other on his chest and then moved both hands back to my waist as the oil had made holding me difficult and after he felt me shudder several times, he exploded into my dripping tightness hidden between what he had called my 'salsa thighs' because he wanted to eat my spiciness.
I had wondered how Alessa and I would feel about our new arrangement but she had convinced me it would work out and God, how grateful I am to her... and Philip who 'rose' to the occasion, loving me fully. If I had not been so foolish, waiting for a man whom I could never had, I would have discovered Philip long ago.
I wondered how Alessa was doing with Michael.
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Alessa....
I had no idea what to expect last night. Maria had told me what she and Michael had done, even before he came north with her. If all he was, was just a little sex toy for something like that, I would have just talked for a while with him and sent him to sleep in the guest room.
But... I liked him as a person, as a friend... he was a good person and his work with me replacing Mary Tybal as my personal assistant was fantastic. Mary was an excellent assistant but Michael had attacked the position like a military commander and found ways around problems that Mary... or, I, for that matter, would have never even thought of, let alone find a way to implement.
We had walked along the beach, holding hands. Whether he was doing it to keep me from falling onto the sand or just was trying to be friendly? romantic? what? I didn't know but refused to let go of his.
Every now and then, I would try and see if Maria and Philip were still sitting on the bench but we were too far away and it was too dark. Michael stopped walking.
"Miss Alessa, I think they've gone. We can head back if you wish."
I was uncomfortable with his observation. He said it so matter-of-factly, as if he not only expected it but approved. I realized he had no choice in the matter but, still...
We were breaking new ground. By this time, I was aware that people did many different things in their relationships and I'm sure there were people doing what we were contemplating, somewhere.
But... this was us, not some other people.
We walked back and weren't surprised to see the bench was empty.
It was close to two o'clock in the morning when we entered my rooms. Since Maria and Philip had been residents here whenever Jimmy was, it made sense they were somewhere else, probably his rooms.
I, safely ensconced in Jimmy's suite, was now alone with Michael and I wondered just what was going to happen.
"Michael, honey, sit down, let's talk."
He moved over to the couch facing the TV and sat down in the middle, leaving me space on one side or the other. There was no space that I could have retreated to, one side or the other. Did he do it on purpose, or was it just one of those things he did out of habit?
"Would you like to see TV?" he asked.
A neutral diversion... a way to kill time before going to sleep. I planned on having him stay in the guest room. Jimmy had used it as a private office but with our laptops traveling everywhere at the estate, I had it turned back into a bedroom.
Poor Michael, he was as nervous as I was. He had no more idea what would transpire than I did.
"Would you like something to eat, Michael? I have some sweets from dinner and different sodas."
I moved into the kitchenette using the distance to get my mind together.
What would I do?
I knew that Maria and Philip were doing something at that moment. He's a very good lover, almost as good as Jimmy was. Would I always compare him to Jimmy? I told Jimmy goodbye.
"No, thank you, Miss Alessa... Miss Alessa?"
"Yes?"
"Are you comfortable with what's happening? I mean, with Miss Maria and Philip? I know that you and he... well, anyway..."
I didn't know how to answer him. All my trepidations about sharing him with Maria rose to the surface like a breaching whale and as it splashed down onto my heart, I knew I had to say something, if only for myself.
"Michael, honey... I'm not quite sure... I've never been in a situation like this. I feel strange. It's like I want it but I don't. Can you understand any of that?"
"Miss Alessa... may I say something and not have you get upset?"
"Michael, you can ask me anything. I'm not sure I will answer, though. Are you still accepting your submissive position in whatever we have?"
He was silent, working through it, I thought. I'm glad that he didn't just blurt out an answer; he was taking the time to formulate an answer that would satisfy him, if not me.
"Miss Alessa, I have come to love you more than Miss Maria. You've always been nice to me and never made any demands on me for... you know. And, now, you've given me the opportunity to be your personal assistant. You have no idea how happy that's made me.
"I have a confession to make to you. But, I have to know if you are going to share it with Miss Maria. I need to know if you and I are able to have secrets, just the two of us, if we're not hurting anyone."
Wow! Once again, I'm surprised at Michael. When Maria 'rescued' him from his crazy mother and sisters, we were afraid he was going to be a submissive houseboy for the rest of his life and that was something neither she nor I could accept. Over time, we had brought him to this place where he was able to talk to me like he just did.
"Michael, whatever you say will stay with me unless it's going to cause a huge problem that I can't fix. What is it, honey?"
"At... at night... when I'm alone... I think of you. I get... hard... thinking about you and I can...
"I'm sorry, this is so embarrassing. Please, forgive me, I should have said nothing. Please, don't be mad."
Oh, my God! What Maria had been wishing for all these months and it was happening because of me. If I slept with Michael... but, wasn't that what Maria and I had agreed to? We would share Philip and Michael... well, she didn't know anything about Michael's new found ability. How could I ever tell her something like this?
And... if she didn't know, would she end up monopolizing Philip? especially after the baby was born? Ah, God, what an impossible mess my life has become.
I knew I somehow was submissive to Maria, just as I had been with Jimmy, just as I... I wasn't sure about Philip. I was his boss at work and that's how we met. But, as dominant as I was in the office, when I was with him... Jesus, when it came to romance... and, I comprehended, just sex, I WAS submissive to Maria and Philip.