Ch 36
There's no place like home for the holidays
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Early morning, Sunday, December 23rd
Alessa....
I startled awake; my breathing started to slow as I stared at the ceiling fan, slowly turning, turning, turning.
I looked at the clock. Too early to get up, too late to fall back asleep. Lying there, trying to recapture my dream before the details slipped away from my mind. Jimmy and Philip stood side by side. A smile came onto my face as I thought of him. Jimmy told me it was all right, he didn't want me to spend the rest of my life alone. Our love, just as his and Miriam's, would live on... death was not powerful enough to destroy what we had.
God would never be so cruel as to fool me, would he? I could never believe in a God that toys with fragile human hearts. One of the biggest differences between Jesus and His Father and the capricious Greek and Roman gods, God didn't play with humans for His own amusement.
Christmas had to prove His love for us... for me... as the song says, 'for every dream that's shattered, another one comes true,' and I needed another dream to live so badly it brought me to tears every night.
Ever since I had begun my flirtations with Philip I knew it was going to end here. He was the only one that Jimmy trusted explicitly, why else would he 'give' me to him? Almost a medieval, Biblical sense of protection and who else would THE alpha give his woman to than his second in command in that respect, another alpha. He knew that if something happened to him, Philip was the alpha he wanted me to be with.
When I had first thought about it, it angered me that Jimmy would consider me someone to be 'given' away but the more I reflected upon what he had done, I accepted his judgment. No one else would be 'man' enough, in his opinion, to protect me and desire me as he felt I deserved.
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Christine....
At sunrise, every member of the staff was grouped together near the water, prepared to continue the daily run we did in Malibu. Even though some had made a major error of staying up late, we all knew the run was mandatory.
With all the guests from California, we set out in smaller groups heading away to the west so that the early morning sun wouldn't be in our eyes.
Alessa didn't change any of the standing traditions that had been in place before her lover was killed. I hope to never find out how horrible a feeling that had to be. I noticed, quietly, that she had been friendly with Philip the last few months and oddly, had mixed feelings about that.
I knew that she had only been with Crowell the shortest time but still... and then I had reality hit me in the face. Paolo had found himself a new lady friend following the tragic death of his wife, Angelina. I don't think the truth will ever come out about what really happened but the police over there were satisfied. Paolo had the best alibi you could have, having coffee with the parish priest in full view of the village plaza.
Those two men with her... the one question no one had an answer to was 'why did Angelina give everyone the day off except those two men who died with her?' I'm sure that rumors must have flown around the village, helped along by the old black-dressed widows still grieving their husbands twenty years later.
The woman always treated me kindly although I always felt she was watching how and when I spoke to the men at the villa. Although I personally had some serious misgivings about her own behavior, I'm sorry what happened to her was so violent.
If she only knew that I had no interest in the villa's men... or, any men for that matter, she might have felt a little more secure. It's all over, now, so let sleeping dogs lie, as they say and hope that God was more forgiving than Paolo.
Yes, Paolo... I knew damn well what he had done, somehow. He's a Marine and although I was Air Force, I understood what any Marine was capable of doing.
I just hoped that Paolo gave Angelina a few moments to explain her actions and a chance to pray to God before he killed her. She was an ungrateful bitch, now that I really thought about it. Good for him!
Those two bastards who helped Angelina cuckold Paolo in his own home, his own bed... as far as I was concerned, they got what they deserved. Paolo may have been the doting husband when it came to her, giving her everything she desired... yes, probably even that. But, the complete lack of respect, to fuck that wanton bitch in the house with the children there, with the servants there... it was unavoidable there would be retribution coming in a most violent guise.
The run began along the beach and would eventually work its way up to the waterfall a mile away and then back to the house. The hard packed wet sand made running easy and cool, constantly wetted by the foamy light-green water coming ashore.
"Ohhhhh, I'm glad I watched what I was eating last night. What do you think? Am I improving at all?" While Sella's heavy rapid breathing was quite different from mine, she was now keeping up with the group at the back of the pack. Although we had been in Malibu for a good while, Sella still needed daily encouragement on these morning runs. The years of staying at the villa... although she was a very nice looking young woman and would have attracted any man with her dark features and Italian hips and bust... she was out of muscle-tone and I continued to work with her.
I loved her... just not as a friend...
"Sella, you're doing great. I've noticed that I've gained a little weight, also," I lied. "I'm sitting around too much, with these classes we've been taking as well as studying all of Alessa's stuff.
"Remember those gowns we were measured for when we first got here? We're going to be seriously embarrassed if they don't fit when we go to pick them up.
"Don't feel bad. Since we've come into whatever it is that we're doing, the food has been flying at us. We'll help each other."
"You'd do that for me?" she asked between short gasps as she stopped running and bent over, her hands on her knees, her luscious ass pointing at me.
"Yes, Sella, I would. Even though I'm your watchdog, I'm also your... your friend and I've come to love you. Sella, I do love you."
I took Sella's hand and gently squeezed it. How I wished that she would understand my desire for her. Philip had to feel the same way every time he was with Alessa, I imagined.
"Sweetheart, it'll be fun and as long as we're here on the beach... this has got to be the best place in the world to run around. People pay big money to come over here to do this for a few days and we're going it for free. Alessa and Maria weren't kidding when they said we would be rats on the wheel."
"Thank you, Christine. You have no idea how alone I've felt since..."