Chapter 29
...What have you got to say for yourself?
Saturday, September 1st
Villa of General Paolo Vincenzi, USMC (ret), Southern Italy
Paolo...
I was sitting in the shade of the villa's vine-covered patio, nervously drumming my fingers on the table. Keeping twenty-five year old Marisella with my family was continuing to cause problems. Even with my reputation, the village's women constantly scorned and humiliated her and the men followed her around like wild dogs on the scent.
I had to get her out of Italy and to somewhere safer for her own sake. She would need some place to live and even with money from home and her own personal bodyguard, I knew the outside world could snatch her up and swallow her whole.
Deep in my broken heart, I recognized I was completely responsible since I had asked her to come and help Angelina with the two girls. After my first wife had died, I returned to Italy and married a beautiful, young woman thirty years younger. I saw a lush, classic southern Italian beauty and she saw a good life with no wants, or so I thought.
We had two children soon after.
In the back of my mind there was the evil knowledge the girls weren't mine, neither of them resembled me or Angelina, for that matter. I uneasily accepted that fact, realizing that I only occasionally was physically able to perform in the bedroom and a quick check of the calendar proved me correct.
My Angelina had a lover, possibly several. It was my own fault. I should have never married such a young woman who had desires that I couldn't satisfy. Was I foolish enough to think that she would live like a nun the whole time?
I had once considered killing her and her lovers but I was unable to discover who they might be so eventually I gave up the search but not the thought. Possibly, I really didn't want to know who it could be. I don't know. I know why she would betray me in such an intimate manner but it still crushed my self-esteem and my heart.
As long as she treated me with respect and lived with me in a loving manner, I had decided to live with it... or, so I had thought.
One morning two weeks ago, sadly, I was going to Rome to arrange the selling of next year's grape harvest when I realized I had left my cell phone back at the villa. It took me almost an hour to return and I parked the car on the approach so that I could leave easily.
Thinking that I had most likely left it in my office or bedroom I went upstairs and then heard the unmistakable sounds of my wife, someone else and the bed creaking harder than it had when we were together.
I so carefully opened the door to see my Angelina fouling our bed with Tomaso, that bastard. He was putting it up her ass, something that she had never allowed me to do. Obviously, she was enjoying it, the bitch, for her moans increased as he continued to pound into her. I saw him stiffen and gasp as he held her hips tightly to him and then shake two or three times.
I backed out of the room; they hadn't even noticed which was fine with me.
With Marisella, Christine and the two girls out of the way, I would be free to take care of Angelina, one way or the other.
Poor Marisella had only been with us three days when it happened.
For the last six years, she had been with my family, no longer sleeping around all of southern Italy.
Living in my house, even with her needs seen to by my staff, she felt sometimes as if her life was unreal and part of a very long sad dream.
The doctors had said that erratic sexual behavior often occurred following violent abuse. For my niece's own good, it was time to go. A new start somewhere else...
So, two months ago, I made the call, hoping the time difference between Italy and California would not be an inconvenience to my friend.
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"Bona sera, Giacomo ... it's me, Paolo. Ho un favore enorme per chiedere di lei. {I have a huge favor to ask of you}."
"Sรฌ, Generale. Che posso fare, รจ il vostro. {Yes, General, whatever I can do, it is yours.}"
Jim listened as I described what I hoped to do. He interrupted me a few times, asking enough questions so that there would be no misunderstandings.
"I can take care of this for you in a few weeks, say, at the beginning of September... have her dress conservatively... a dark blue business suit should do it... oh, and have her hair done up, you know, like you see those librarians have it so that she doesn't attract attention... she will be accompanied, naturally?
Don't worry, amico mio... after all that you have done for me... this is a pleasure for me. Let me know if there are any changes. Ciao."
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Finally, after several hours just staring out at the workers harvesting the hillside vineyard, I turned to my younger daughter playing with her coloring book and told her to send Marisella out to the patio. I loved that little girl, mine or not.
With the warm Mediterranean sun, I was spending most of my time outdoors these days, although today seemed much hotter than usual. Maybe that had to do with what I was going to say to my niece. Within minutes, the young woman humbly approached me.
"Si, Zio Paolo? Che cosa?"
"Sit down... please; remember that I want you to use English as much as possible. I have a... a situation that I want to speak to you about, and want to know how you would feel about it.
"I know that living here has been extremely uncomfortable. I have arranged for you to go to America and stay with my best friend, Colonel Jim Crowell, that is, if you wish to do so."
Marisella....
"What do you want me to do there? ...College? ...A job?" 'Thank God, I can finally leave this wretched place... America!'
"Why, I expect you to become his lover and then his wife."
"What?!!!" 'What the hell! He's got to be joking!' I angrily jumped up from the chair and turned to leave.
"Marisella, please sit back down and hear me out. When those evil men took you, I didn't have the ability to get you back by myself. The Italian police were useless against the Mafia.
"I had to call my friend for help. He came immediately with ten men, men who were Marines and Navy Seals and they discovered where you all were, but not in time to stop the horrors they did against you.
"I am sorry for that, it breaks my heart, and I have never forgiven myself for that.
"He had personally brought the ransom that they wanted. As you know, while we're very comfortable here, I don't have that kind of money. That money, along with American technology, was used to find where they were holding all of you.
"That night, the Americans moved against those evil ones. There was a terrible fire, I don't know, it might have been an accident.
"When he realized that you were still in the building, he ran back into the flames and found you, wrapped you in a Kevlar blanket and gave you his helmet. While leaving, he was severally wounded, twice in the leg and one that grazed his head by the exploding ammunition in the fire.
"When you were safely handed off to the medics, he collapsed. He had a serious concussion from the bullet wound, and while shielding you from the blast, he took the force of the explosion.
"Unconscious for three weeks, upon waking, he remembered nothing that had taken place. It turns out that concussions, serious enough, can cause amnesia of recent events.
"Today, he still walks with a slight limp."
"What happened to the money?" It was a stupid question but the only one that came to mind.
"All the money was lost, destroyed, burnt. Later, when he learned that everyone was safe but the money was lost, he said 'don't worry about it, it's all good'.
"My wife and children are alive because of him. You... you are alive because of him. I want you to have a good life with him; you deserve that, at least."
I looked at my uncle with amazement. After staying with his family all this time, this was the first time he had asked anything from me... and yet, it was a huge, uncomfortable, unbelievable request, even if it meant going to America.
"I had hoped to leave that life behind, Zio Paolo. What you ask..." 'Does he expect me to be some wealthy man's mistress, a putana again? I can't believe it.'
I began crying, tears falling down my face. He turned his head, unwilling or unable to face me.
Paolo....
My mind was working fast. Was she willing to fulfill my request? Damn it, I knew this is all wrong but I have to get them out of here. My plan for Angelina was falling into place and I didn't want them involved.
"My friend is a man of the greatest honor. He was engaged to be married and the girl was killed a few days before the wedding in a horrible auto accident... drunk driver, only got four years.
"As I said, his work, his lifestyle, his sadness... no opportunity for love and a family.
"Credo che questo sarebbe la buona fortuna per lei... e lui. {I think that this would be good fortune for you... and him.} Remember, he does not remember anything from that night, and, selfishly I have kept it that way. He will not know who you are, other than you are a relative of mine."
Marisella....
'If I stay here, my life will continue to be miserable. I love this family, yet I am unable to do anything outside the villa. Everywhere I go; the people look at me as if I were a leper, a putana. It wasn't my fault. There is no charity here. I have to leave; I can't live here any longer. This is my chance.'
He began to stand up, but I spoke, heartbroken that my life could be anything other than what he wished, for me to whore myself out once again, so softly that he had to listen carefully to what I was saying.