Chapter 3: Just a Walk in the Park
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"Would you like to go for a walk? We could get a cab to the Park and talk some more?"
"That would be very nice, thank you."
I didn't get out to the Park very often and it would be fun walking around. I didn't think it would be very crowded in the middle of the workweek.
Golden Gate Park in San Francisco is one of the best city parks in the country, larger even than Central Park in New York City.
Although the park is quite old, only after the 1967 "Summer of Love" did the park gain national attention. The "Hippie Revolution" changed the traditionalist city forever, replacing the polite high society of white gloved old family matrons with the beaded and bangled teenage runaway girls looking for love, serious sex and getting high.
Over the years, the 'turned on' generation that didn't die from drugs or diseases matured and found middle class jobs.
The remnants of the free love movement retreated to the Haight β Ashbury district nearby and the park once again became the haven of Bay City families.
I changed my shoes back to the office flats before leaving the restaurant but I still stood taller than he did. He didn't seem to mind at all which was fine with me.
We left the cab and walked aimlessly through the park, mostly moving westward toward the Pacific continuing our conversation from Alioto's.
Sometime during our walk, we started holding hands again although I never knew exactly when or how or even why and then I put my arm through his and leaned against him. The strength of his touch brought excitement to my roughly thumping heart.
Jim bought me a small chocolate mocha ice cream cone and a big yellow balloon that bobbed in the ocean breeze. I listened to his stories. He wiped the melting sweetness from my lips with a light touch of his fingers. I laughed at his silly old jokes. I really thought he was funny... it wasn't the jokes so much as how he told them.
This was more like a date than a job interview... I was so, so happy that someone actually seemed to care for me more than as a cheap hook-up in the office or a glorified typist...
'Thank you, God... please, please', I prayed, 'make this happen for me... for us, if there was an 'us''.
At this point, I was willing almost to do anything to make it work.
It was early afternoon and my life was going to be turned upside down. Never tell anyone, including yourself, how happy you are. The Universe doesn't like that and was getting ready to hurt me badly.
Even though California was still in summer, San Francisco always held a cooler climate than the southern half of the state; he wrapped me in his tweed sports coat. I was surrounded by his scent and his warmth made me comfortable and wanted... a feeling that I had always hoped for and missed most of my life.
This was what I've always wanted... was he the one for me or was I just reacting to the first man, the first real man that was giving me some attention? I... didn't know... and right then, I didn't care... I wanted this moment to last forever.
I must admit I was getting very wet thinking about him and hoped that my panty liner was up to the job. I was embarrassed how my body was responding... I had no control over my emotions.
I was in heaven.
Jim explained different projects that his consortium was working on; if everything worked out as he expected he would share the necessary information on the top-secret work once the government vetted me.
He hoped to get another contract from the Australians to update their restoration work on the Great Barrier Reef.
He laughed. "If you were in the Marine Corps, you'd look so good in uniform, just like Major Cottone, but... then... we couldn't be walking around like this."
I looked at his face, looking for the joke but saw that although he was smiling he was serious... and what the hell kind of woman was Major Cottone?
"Rules, you know... always rules... always... the damn rules."
I felt strange and uncomfortable at his remark. What was that supposed to mean?
We walked in silence and then he began to speak again.
"The security clearances are vital because of the military contracts and I need someone who can discuss both areas with me because there are so many that have both military and civilian applications.
There are military personnel I could use, of course, but they wouldn't have the training and knowledge that I require for the other projects. I can't mix the commercial and defense sides of the business using military personnel anyway.
You, I know, can do this. I'll be honest; I had Naval Intelligence check you out while I was talking with Sales in his office.
I know that was an invasion of privacy for you, I know... but it was necessary for you to be cleared by the Defense Department.
I would have offered you a position no matter what but not this one. You are a very honest, intelligent woman.
Besides, I like you, and I, uhh... Ah, can we talk about it later? When we've known each other a little better, OK?"
Oh, my God, I thought... he was somehow serious about me and was moving carefully, yet... still faster than I could have ever hoped.
I could fall in love with this man very easily and began to feel I actually was. Maybe his 'alpha' personality was indeed affecting me.
We eventually left the Japanese Tea Garden and walked across the grass toward the Asian Art Museum on the northeast side of the park.
The onshore breeze brought with it the usual summer Pacific chill and I was getting uncomfortable with the ocean wind.
"Jim, it's getting a little cold... would you mind if we went somewhere else?"
"Of course, I'm so sorry... there's a Blackberry in the coat pocket. There's a number already listed for a cab. Why don't you give them a ring?"
We stopped near JFK Drive to make the call.
And, of course, that's when the shit hit the fan and we almost died.
A miserable tired-looking car covered with primer and several colors of fading paint stopped at the curb. Three rough looking men seemed to look us over, then getting out of the car they were now moving quickly toward us.
As they came closer, I could see tattoos advertising everything from Nazi swastikas to knives dripping blood.