Prologue
Drew Singleton is a singular individual who relies on nobody but himself and is happy that he has no-one that he is directly responsible for. He is satisfied with this completely independent way of life. Although he enjoys keeping his own company for more than half his time, he does also enjoy regularly socialising with friends too; and indeed he does have a number of long-time friends, who he cares for, including a best female friend he has known almost since birth. However, he has never had a partnership relationship with anyone nor has he ever considered maintaining a one-on-one relationship for longer than a few weeks or even days and certainly never considered seeking a partner for life.
In his late teens and early 20s, ten to fifteen years ago now, he indulged himself with a number of sexual one-night stands but this selfish activity soon palled and for many years he relied on a small circle of friends with benefits, none of which have sought to impose on Drew's preferred singularity.
Personally extremely wealthy, the only child of equally fabulously wealthy parents, Drew has never had to worry about money, nor has he ever cared to entertain any doubts or fears of an unsettled or lonely future. He feels very much in control of his own destiny.
He is so certainly sure of his impervious single life that any serious change to his singularity was never even considered a remote possibility.
However, let us join Drew Singleton as he tells his truly singular story in his own words.
Chapter One - the incident
As soon as I walked into the nightclub bar, around 10.30 in the evening on a quiet Thursday night, I noticed the girl standing at a circular table and singing with unfettered gusto along to one of the popular songs the DJ was playing. She certainly stood out and I assumed that she was making an impression on everyone, male or female, who could see her.
Even I, the ultimate singleton, was impressed by the stunning image she portrayed.
She was stood beside a circular table of several girls sitting down and a slightly larger number of boys, some sitting some standing, all very young, all a lot younger than me.
The outstanding-looking girl was outstanding too in the image she projected. She was gesticulating expressively with her arms while singing loudly along to the tuneless and rhythmic beat-driven dance record that the DJ was playing. I saw her from the side as I first approached the bar area but as I drew nearer to my original objective my angle of view to this compulsive distraction opened up and I could better see the lovely young girl's face in three-quarter view.
Now I could clearly see that the girl had both eyes closed and her mouth was opened wide as she sung the words to the song as loudly, passionately and expressively as she could; she had a strong, clear singing voice and appeared to be totally losing herself into the primitive, pulsating rhythm of the music. As the lyrics on the recording ended and the strident drum beat of the dance tune faded out to nothing, she flung her arms out wide and opened her eyes, her beautiful countenance brimming full of unparalleled joy.
This vision of such female beauty stopped me in my tracks thinking that she may be drunk or on some substance or other but, with her blonde hair framing her angelic face, her elevated arms emphasising her enticing upper female shape, she looked absolutely stunning to anyone who still had a pulse.
It was such a pity, I immediately thought to myself with a wry smile, that, although I could emotionally appreciate great beauty before me in whatever form such beauty took, I was sure that I was fundamentally a gay man by sexual orientation and long-established habit and, although I had for a short period experimented with bi-sexual relationships during my formative early adult years and, in fact, even lost my virginity to a still-very-dear female friend of mine, my best female friend, today at the ripe old age of 36, I had been exclusively gay for over a decade and therefore was utterly shocked how this beautiful female effected me so fundamentally to my core that for just a moment I lost the ability to breathe.
Shaking my head to restore some level of equilibrium to my centre, I managed to tear my eyes away from her all-consuming image and propel myself forward in the direction I had been aiming for. I reached the bar counter and nodded to Danny the barman, who was already trying to catch my eye for what refreshments I might want from him tonight.
"Usual, Boss?" he asked without any unnecessary preamble or greeting.
"No thank you, Danny, sparkling water only tonight, please, not the usual stuff you serve but one of my Harrogate bottles if you please?" I replied, receiving a cheerful double thumbs up in reply.
To be honest, I had felt rough for a few weeks now, often with an unexplainably delicate tummy and had been drinking still water at home and while out and about rather than my usual twelve-year-old malt with a splash.
I turned, leaning with my back resting on the bar and glanced around the outstanding girl's table, while avoiding looking at her directly. I now had more time to see that there were actually four smartly dressed girls sitting in chairs pulled up tight to the circular table, one of the chairs unoccupied (the girl's?), surrounded by an outer circle of guys, seven or eight in number. Most of the guys had either moved their chairs as close as they could get to the table or were standing behind the occupied chairs and leaning forwards in a semi-circle around the girls; some were sitting and some standing rather untidily, like acolytes around a sacred object, or more reminiscent of opportunist carnivores around a herd of potential prey at a watering role.
Looking up at the standing outstanding girl again, I could see that she was now looking directly back at me, her mouth no longer singing but smiling a brilliant, wide and a delightfully even toothy smile in my direction. We exchanged glances, her eyebrows lifted momentarily, I may have nodded to her in a brief acknowledgment of some tenuous connection but if I did it make any indication of contact it was unconscious and unregistered by my unusually numbed senses. However, she must have interpreted some signal from me as she immediately started to walk towards me, though I did think that she seemed a little unsteady in her progress on her as yet obscured pins.
As she approached me, my attention was somehow drawn towards one of the youths standing behind the table, the only one other than the girl who made any kind of movement to distract my attention. I clearly saw him lean forward as everyone else at the table appeared to be equally occupied with their eyes on the back of the girl now walking towards me.
I particularly focused on the skinny blond youth and could clearly see him lean over and drop a pill of some kind from his outstretched hand into one of the Paris wine goblet drinks on the table, a drink among a nest of similar such drinks set upon the table.