Chapter-1
I did very big mistakes in my life that did irreparable damage to me. I never expected even in my worst nightmares that one day I would end up as a drug addict, porn star, a prostitute and find myself in a Jail. I lost my money, I lost my character, I lost my dignity, I lost my relations, I lost my health and finally I lost myself.
It all started 5 years ago. My name is Shravani and I was studying B. Tech 1st year in Chennai and was 19 at that time. Being born in an upper middle class family, I enjoyed all the luxuries in life at that time. Both my parents were central govt. employees and provided me with whatever I wanted as they couldn't spend time with me. I was an average student, not very serious about studies and used to bunk classes frequently with my friends.
I first met Kishor in a youth festival organized in Kochin. We went there to participate in the event, Western Group Song. Due to some reason our event was postponed to the evening session of the first day and without another option we settled before the stage and started watching the western solo dance performances. Many participants came on to the stage and failed miserably to entertain the audience. We felt very bored and some of us drifted into sleep. We woke up to a sudden loud music and opened our eyes to see a handsome young man dressed like Jackson in Black trousers, White shirt and Black hat dancing in sync with the beat and the audience started cheering him with whistles and claps. He did many difficult steps gracefully and enthralled the audience. Soon he completed his performance and descended the stage. I liked him very much in the first look itself. His looks, style and talent attracted me very much.
Later when I saw him at the canteen, I went to him and introduced myself. I got to know that his name is Kishor and he too is from Chennai. I told him that his dance was excellent and he thanked me for the compliments. Later we had lunch together and exchanged our email ids and other information.
He was there at the stage while we were performing. Immediately after getting down from the stage, I went to him and asked how it was. He said that we did a good job.
In the next two days of the fest, we spent a lot of time with each other participating in the fun events and exchanging our likes and dislikes. We have a lot in common and became very close in those two days. Soon the youth festival came to an end it was time for the prize distribution. Kishor had won two prizes and was selected for the nationals.
That night we were supposed to leave. So I and Kishor met in the canteen that evening.
"We're leaving tonight." I told with a sad expression on my face.
"Me too." he replied.
Silence prevailed for some time and both of us were a little bit uneasy. Finally I opened up and said, "I love you."
He was dumbstruck with my sudden statement and gazed into my eyes. I gathered all my courage and kissed him on his cheek.
"Meet you in Chennai." I told with a mischevious smile and ran away from there.