Anteros woke before Loja and explored her body with his eyes. The light was brighter now than last night and he could see several faint scars in her skin. She'd obviously been wounded several times before. Only the Amazon's knowledge of herbal remedies had prevented the scars from being much worse.
She woke a few minutes later and saw him looking at her. He smiled but she did not return it. She sprang from the bed and started dressing. When the sun rose she instantly transformed from his lover to his commanding officer.
Loja offered Anteros some bread for breakfast but he refused. He felt nervous about his first day with his new unit and had no appetite.
"Eat it, Anteros. That's an order. You aren't a student any more. You are expected to work for a living and you won't be at your best if your stomach is empty."
"You are drawing a soldier's pay so you will do a soldier's work," she said sternly. "You'll only draw enough pay to meet your basic needs for now, but when you gain experience; your rank will increase along with your pay. You'll be assigned to various duties. You'll always be with experienced warriors and you aren't expected to go into battle soon, but as a soldier that could come at any time. Sometimes the most benign of assignments can turn violent. Such is the life of a warrior."
"I'm anxious to prove myself in battle, Mistress."
"Most young warriors are, Anteros, but don't be too eager. People are killed and maimed in battle. It isn't glamorous or exciting. It is brutal, dirty, work. Never forget that you may be the one killed. Worse yet, you could be blinded, lose an arm or a leg. We take care of our wounded, but some take their own lives rather than live as an invalid. If I couldn't take care of myself, I would take my own life."
Anteros knew well the customs of Amazon warriors. He knew some people with disabling wounds that kept them from being warriors, but none were so badly crippled that they couldn't take care of themselves or function in some job. Not everyone was a professional soldier.
It was unpleasant business, but the severely crippled warriors would take their own life. If they were physically incapable of committing suicide, it was customary to ask for the assistance of a close friend. All one had to do to end their life was tell their friend and a physician they wished to die. Once the request was made and witnessed, the physician would provide the poison and the friend would assist in administering it if necessary.
On the battlefield an Amazon warrior would kill a wounded comrade rather than let them be captured. It was a brutal world and unspeakable things were done to prisoners. The best they could hope for was to be sold into slavery and any Amazon would rather die than be a slave. A badly wounded warrior had no value as a slave so their suffering was used as entertainment for the savages that captured them. Sometimes it would take days to die.
It was unconscionable to allow a comrade to be captured. There was no time for witnesses, poison or long goodbyes. The fallen warrior would be dispatched as quickly and painlessly as possible with the weapon that was most convenient.
Anteros had spent hours contemplating this possibility. He feared death but not to the point of worrying about it. What he did worry about was the possibility of being captured. As unspeakable as the atrocities that some enemies inflicted on their captives were, every potential warrior was told of them, usually in low whispers. It was difficult to say such things out loud. They needed to know so that they wouldn't hesitate to kill their comrades if the need arose.
He worried even more about the possibility of having to kill an Amazon. Could he kill Lorissa? He'd thought about it and knew that it would haunt him the rest of his life if he had to, but he would kill her to save her from being captured. How could he allow someone he loved to be brutally raped and tortured? He couldn't. He knew that killing an Amazon was something he'd never forget, even if it were one he didn't know, but he also knew that he'd expect them to do the same for him.
As Loja lectured him, Anteros forced the bread down as she ordered. She then took him to the edge of the forest to join her unit.
There was nothing sexy or alluring about the way they were dressed. Their attire was all business. The light leather armor was dark brown with a dull finish. It was expertly processed to be extremely hard yet lightweight.
The Amazons depended on their quickness and finesse in battle. Metal armor would provide better protection but not without a price. Metal armor was considerably heavier and would slow the wearer. The leather armor would deflect a weak or glancing blow, but could not stop a powerful cut or thrust if it struck squarely. It would slow the blade keeping it from penetrating as deeply as it would unprotected flesh, but it wouldn't guarantee that the wearer would survive the wound.
A warrior wearing bronze or iron armor was better protected but they couldn't move as far or as fast as one clad in the lighter leather. In tight quarters the metal armor provided an advantage. Out in the open it could be a handicap.
Anteros wore a leather helmet and gauntlets. Over his tunic he wore breast and back plates with room between them down his sides to allow freedom of movement. From the breast and back plates hung several wide strips of leather that provided some protection below the waist but still allowed him to walk comfortably. Some wore shin guards but Anteros found them too restrictive for fast footwork. His trousers and boots were also dull brown, which was a color that provided better concealment in the forest than most.
Some of the women wore outfits nearly identical to Anteros'. Others wore skirts of thick leather strips instead of trousers. This provided them protection from any side down to the knee. The choice of armor was strictly up to the individual warrior, who chose based on their individual skills and fighting style.
Anteros was introduced to the other members of his unit. He wasn't good with names and knew it would take him time to learn all of them, but he made a point to remember the name of Gabrale. She was introduced as Loja's second in command and Anteros was wise enough to know that he'd better not forget her name.
The others politely nodded their heads as they were introduced but didn't seem very friendly. None of them showed the slightest hint of a smile or any other indication that he was welcome.