Jackson and I spent the day in Savannah shopping, then Vonne and I sent him on his way Thursday to meet with his attorneys in Atlanta. When she saw him finally drive out of sight, Vonne's sigh was audible.
"Thank goodness! Well, Dana, if you'll excuse me, I've still got a lot to do to get ready for Friday β¦" She turned and made her way back into the house and down the hall toward the study.
I slowly climbed the stairs to my room, for the first time since coming to Tanglewood I felt a little out of place. Jackson was preoccupied with Rose's arrival. Vonne's time was completely taken up with preparations for Thanksgiving and then the ensuing Christmas Party.
I spent a lot of time in my room, trying to keep busy re-writing some of Jackson's memoirs, but when my mind traveled I found myself again listening to O'Carolyn's music and picking up the mysterious book. The darned thing was always in my way β¦ no matter where I tried to sit or relax, the book was in view, within reach, beckoning to me. I had almost memorized some of the poems written for me β¦ but most poignant was the prayer of St. Donwenna. Without realizing, it had become a daily prayer in my life β¦ "We beseech thee, comfort lovers whose vision is unclear."
Friday the house was alive with activity. The household staff scurried around cleaning, cooking, sweeping verandas.
Jackson had arrived back at Tanglewood by noon and had been in perpetual motion trying to relieve some of his anxiousness by getting in the middle of everything that everyone else was doing. He was in the kitchen sampling sauces and soups, he inspected the fresh flowers in the foyer , he made sure there wasn't one stray leaf on the veranda.
Finally late afternoon, we heard a car approaching the house. Jackson was the first out the front door, followed by Vonne, then myself.
The car slowed to a stop by the front steps leading to the veranda. The driver got out and opened the back door just as Jackson descended the steps.
The first thing I saw was a bent head full of upswept black curls, then a graceful leg ending in a dainty foot. The driver offered his hand and perfectly manicured fingers accepted his assistance. Jackson, by this time, was at the bottom of the stairs and waited impatiently as the lady straightened herself. I only had a brief moment to glimpse her face before Jackson embraced her and lower his head to meet her upturned face in a kiss.
The kiss was interrupted when Vonne flew down the stairs, "Mama!" and into the waiting arms of Jackson's love. I stood on the veranda, again with my mouth opened in shock and I noticed Jackson turn his head toward me and chuckle.
When the two ladies had embraced and kissed, they walked arm-in-arm to where I was standing, "Dana," Jackson began, "I'd like to introduce you to Vonne's mother and the queen of my heart β¦"
I looked into the serene face of a timeless beauty. I knew Rose was a few years older than Jackson, so I realized she was in her late 50's; however, the woman who stood before me was vibrant and graceful. Her face showed very few of her years β¦ her smile was genuine and disarming and her eyes sparkled.
Rose stepped forward offering both her hands, "Dana, Vonne and Jackson have told me so much about you I feel as though I already know you. And after your work on Jackson's project I dare say you probably feel the same way β¦ so, let's forego all the formalities β¦call me Rose. Now, everyone, let's go inside out of this chill."
And so she lead her entourage through the foyer and into the parlor.
I chose an inconspicuous chair to watch the three of them. Suddenly with the addition of Rose to the equation, I could see the resemblance between the three of them. Vonne had Jackson's height and agile build β¦ she carried herself as he did and also had inherited his sense of calm and control. It was obvious that Vonne had inherited her eyes and hair from Rose, and their eyes sharing the same twinkle that concealed an innate wisdom deep within their beings.
Finally, Jackson noticed where I was sitting quietly, "Dana, I know this poses more questions than answers and I promise Rose and I will answer all your questions and explain everything, but for now, if you and Vonne will have to excuse us. Rose and I have been apart too long.
I've instructed the kitchen to serve our dinner in our room tonight so you two ladies", nodding and Vonne and myself, "will be on your own. In fact, I don't think you should count on seeing us until Sunday brunch β¦ say about 10:00?"
He had stepped closer to Rose and was steering her toward the door before he had finished speaking β¦ she only acknowledged his explanation to us with a dazzling smile.
Vonne smirked and turned toward me, "Well, Dana, it looks like you have another day and a half to yourself. You'd better take advantage of it β¦ now that Mother is here, I imagine you're going to be working harder than ever once she and Dad come out of their hibernation."
And, she was right. Rose wasted no time in approaching me at brunch on Sunday, "Dana β¦ I was wondering if you had a copy of your work with Jackson? I'd very much like to read it and Jackson thinks it's a wonderful idea Who knows, I might even be able to give you a little more insight."
"I think that would be great β¦ I'll run a copy for you this afternoon and perhaps we could get together the first of the week, before Thanksgiving, I'd love to include your input."
The rest of the meal was filled with gentle banter, catching up, and talk of the upcoming party. As soon as I finished I excused myself and went to my room to produce the copy for Rose. Once it was complete I took it downstairs and left it in the study for her review.
Walking slowly back up the stairs I heard O'Carolyn's music drifting out of my room and when I entered, the book was on the fainting couch turned to St. Donwenna's prayer β¦ "We beseech thee, comfort lovers whose vision is unclear."
I quickly turned off the stereo, slammed the book shut, grabbed my jacket and ran back downstairs and out the front door β¦ I needed a long walk and a lot of fresh air to clear my head. The long walk in the autumn air did little but make me hungry.
After I returned to the house I went to the kitchen and made myself two little sandwiches out of left over biscuits and sausage patties. I grabbed a napkin and a chilled bottle of wine out of the frig and took them upstairs with me. While I quickly ate the two sausage biscuits I ran myself a tub of hot water and uncorked the wine.
Tonight, I resolved, I would not be haunted by dreams of my mystery lover β¦ tonight I wanted to sleep dreamless β¦ between the whirlpool bath and the wine I felt sure I could finally sleep through the night.
I smiled and stretched in my red when I realized that the morning sun had awaken me after hours of coma-like sleep.
Rose approached me, "Come sit with me for a while." I followed her into the dining room where she had already arranged to have coffee and pastries on the table, "Sit down, Dana. Jackson told me that he had relayed the story of Jennifer and Allen to you β¦ but there's part of the story he's not aware of β¦ it provides closure β¦