I can't believe I did that!!!
And I still have no idea why I teased Art let alone let him kiss me nor know why I told him where I would be this weekend.
It was all just a blur.....and a fucking rush.
I don't know if it was seeing him vault over everything to catch me or him basically owning the moment as he kissed me but I still felt butterflies running around my stomach.
My heart is still hammering in my chest as I aimlessly drove around until I found myself at work an hour early for my shift.
At first I thought maybe getting some coffee might help my nerves but knew that was probably a bad idea.
My next thought was just masturbating at work as I should be safe sitting in the parking lot but also knew that was probably another bad idea.
I needed to talk to someone about this and could only come up with one answer...mom.
I sat there and only thought about the consequences for a moment before I texted mom.
Me: Mom I need your help
I only had to wait a moment before she replied.
Mom: what is it sweetie?
Me: don't be mad but I may have fucked up
Mom: Oh? How so?
Instead of trying to text everything out I simply took screen shots of what I sent Art and forwarded it to mom.
I waited as I sent her the screen shot in the order so she could follow along what happened. I waited what felt like forever until mom finally replied.
Mom: is that all that happened?
Me: No. there's more
Mom: ok tell me
I went through after the text how I looked around wildly seeing Art connected the dots and how I high tailed it from the parking structure only to find Art running out just as I drove by. How I flashed him then him chasing me down and vaulting over stuff until he was standing in front of my car before I could officially exit the structure. How he grabbed the back of my head and kissed me. How he low key demanded to know where I would be this weekend. And how I left.
I gave her nearly all the details.
I waited as I sent everything.
Mom: how did it make you feel?
I smiled and answered the only way i knew how to answer.
Me: a rush!
Mom: LOL sounds like it was a rush, but how do you feel towards Art now?
I didn't know how to answer as mom sent the obvious question.
Mom: were you turned on?
I sighed, Me: yes.
Mom: enough to see where it goes?
Me: yes
Mom: sounds like you have a crush with Art honey which is completely fine. I'm happy for you. Just remember no sex until AFTER your cycle
I rolled my eyes as she keeps reminding me but I text my question.