This is the final Chapter of my Story SAM. Enjoy!
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CHAPTER EIGHT
TWELVE MONTHS LATER
Standing at the entrance to the large lounge room at the old Queenslander Squirt witnessed the beautiful scene of a family enjoying life. Near the double French doors leading out onto the southern veranda the two girls were playing quietly, while Sam was feeding her baby twin boys. She could hear clattering of fine bone china, so crept quietly around to the rear kitchen door and helped Becca bring the tea out onto the cool of the veranda.
"Sam I just came up to tell you that the new mechanic has arrived with his wife and young son. I have shown them to their cabin but I think he would like to meet with you."
Sam snapped back at Squirt. "Can't you see that I am busy with the boys? For fucks sake Squirt, do I have to do everything myself? You can tell the idiot that I will be there when I am ready and not until. Now kindly fuck off."
Quickly leading her down onto the lawn Becca quietly told Squirt that ever since the boys were born Sam had been like this. "To tell the truth she needs a good break away from everything. She even snaps at the girls these days. Sometimes it's as though she were a small girl herself, she depends on me for everything. As for sex, well it's a thing of the past and yet a good sweaty night of hard fucking would do her the world of good. Squirt I am at my wits end. All I seem to do is try to keep the peace between her, the girls and everyone else."
"Oh God Becca I didn't know it was as serious as that. I just thought she was not feeling well. I will go down to the new employee and tell him that Sam is not well and that he will have to refer everything to me until further notice. Look, once the kids are in bed how about Zoe and I come up for a quiet drink and chat about things. Do you think that may help?"
"I don't know Squirt, talking to Sam these days is like winning a lottery sometimes you succeed but most times you are talking to a brick wall. I'll give it a go and phone you back but I don't promise anything. Love you."
At nine that night Zoe and Squirt climbed the stairs to the veranda on the old Queenslander. Seeing no lights Zoe questioned that it was the correct night.
"Yes Zoe but Becca did suggest that she may take Sam outside for a quiet moment before coming back in. They have the buzzer to tell if the kids are restless. I think we should turn the veranda lights on and wait for them. I'll go get a coke while you wait here."
"Please I am so scared; Sam can be a bitch when she's like this. Make it a little stiffer if you can. A whisky would be great."
"Here is your whisky for you. WOW you should see the lounge, there is nothing out of place and you wouldn't think there were kids in the house. It is spotless. I looked in to see if the girls we sleeping and yes they are there. Oh here they come now ... Hey Sam hey Becca great night isn't it?"
Coming onto the veranda arm in arm Sam walked up to Squirt and hugging her began to cry. "Oh Squirt I shouldn't have attacked you like that this morning but it always happens when I am feeding the boys: the sons that George never knew about."
"Hey darling forget it, we all know that you have so many memories but just remember that Zoe, Angie and I are always here for you and don't forget Chloe because she also loves you. Now Becca, Zoe and I have been talking and we feel that you need a good holiday."
"I can't take a holiday I have my baby boys but maybe you guys could fill for me for four weeks so that I can relax with my family and Becca. Dear Becca I don't know what I would have done without her. She has done the cooking, cleaning, washing and on top of all that has been my nurse and comforter and yet I have treated her like dirt. Darling Becca! Don't think that I don't love you because you are the most caring and most amazing lover in the world. I just want to spend time with my kids and my Becca or should I say husband because to me Becca is my husband. I am not like you Zoe. You are strong and confident while I am weak and need someone to care for me."
"WOW Sam may I tell you of a conversation that George and I had all those years ago when our parents had gone to the Country Club Christmas Weekend?"
Suddenly took Becca's hand and holding to her breast: "Okay Squirt what was it about."
"We were in bed after you and Zoe had gone shopping for swimming costumes and also to have a quiet breakfast together. I had told George that I was really a very submissive kind of person waiting for that someone to enter my life. We then discussed Zoe and her interest in lesbian love making and George felt that she was really very loving and very strong which confused him because Zoe seemed to be submitting to her lesbian school friend. I cannot remember her name.
"It was Charlie Brewster."
"Fuck Zoe, you still remember her name? Anyway we then came to you and he could not answer the question. After all you loved wild hard sex and you had always been the life of the party but as he said ... is it simply a cover for a person who is really a very submissive person looking for that one strong influence in her life and yet is frightened to let the world know. We also discussed your dislike for the Sapphic lifestyle but again it's interesting because like Zoe, it appears all you needed you was that someone with more experience to show you the way."
Sam drew Becca's hand to her lips and kissing it asked: "You said all that back then? George never told me about it."
"Yes he said he wouldn't. Don't worry, you and Becca have your four week's fun and Zoe and I with the help from Angie and Chloe will manage everything."
"Sam, you and I are twins and although we may be different in some aspects we always know what the other is going through. I have known about your problems for so long but have left it to you because I knew that when you were ready you would come out in the open. Now Becca I suggest you take you wife to bed and give her the hardest fucking of her life. See you in four weeks darling sister of mine."
After the others had left Sam and Becca sat listening to the night insects and the plashing of the small waves on the sand. Looking out so sea they could see the lights of yacht sailing south. As they sat Becca moved Sam's head round so that she could look into her sad blue eyes.
"Darling can you remember when we last made love?"