RACHAEL
Chapter 13
The Coach
Madam Silver was doing ok. The house looked great from the street, the paint and shutters were beautiful as was the porch and the lovely setting it provided people who liked to sit out and watch the traffic. The house was not fully back in business and there was no hostess in the front room or girls in the choosing room.
Madame was in the kitchen and when I walked in. She looked surprised to see me but offered me a cup of coffee along with a big hug and kiss. Her touch flared up inside of me like a burning hot knife. It was all I could do to not start taking clothes off. She looked magnificent and I wanted her instantly.
She saw right through me and said, "In good time Rachael, lets catch up first with a cup of coffee."
I sat down as she poured, and we began chatting like the old friends we really were. The house was full of girls renting out rooms, the kitchen was in full operation cooking and feeding everybody. Donna the cook was off getting the days groceries, so she wasn't there at the moment. The doors were always open and there never seemed to be a lack of traffic.
The girls were working on their own schedules, making what they could, paying rent for the space and at times entertaining in the drawing room. Madame was pleased with how things had gone after the disaster and wasn't sure that this wasn't a better way to control things. The girls still respected the house, paid for their room and board and kept Madame out of trouble.
I filled her in on my life with Steve and like a clear lens she saw right thru my skin to the hot core. When I told her about the plan for the sex change operation, she looked at me funny, "Do you really want to change now?" she said.
"That's been my dream all my life," I responded.
"I know that, but now that you have a good life with a dick, why change?"
"Madame, I never looked at it that way. I live as a woman, I am accepted as a woman everywhere I go, and I have a man who wants me as his woman. I guess changing that would upset the proverbial apple cart."
"Sweetie, I have loved living as a woman. I feel like a woman all the time, but I wouldn't give up my dick for all the pussy juice in the world. Fucking is one of the greatest activities of all time and although I can fuck or be fucked, I really enjoy fucking. That would not be the case if I lost my dick. I couldn't fuck anymore, I could only be a bottom and I am not sure I would like that. Maybe for the right guy I might consider it. Does Steve want you to have a pussy? You said he was gay, he must like you with a dick."
"Wow, that is something to think about. Now I am not sure. I guess the attraction to the pussy surgery was to satisfy a male partner at some point down the road. Or at least satisfy me. I think you have a great argument, he likes my asshole and he loves to suck
me off. If that went away how would he really feel?"
"That is something to consider Rachael, work on it and find out how he really feels about pussy. Gay guys are funny about girls. You offer him the respectability of having a girl on his arm in public, and the pleasure of a man in his bed. I would bet he wants to keep it that way."
"Not to mention the lack of competition."
We were silent for a while and I considered what Madame had just said. This was a lot to think about now. So much had changed since I came to college town. Did I want to give up my life's dream or keep the dream I was living?
I was thinking of all that when Madame took my hand and gently led me back to the beautiful office where so much pleasure had been had. We slowly undressed each other and even more slowly touched each other in all the right spots. We had made so much good love that we each knew what the other needed and we fulfilled each other's desires to the maximum. We always seemed to gravitate to me entering her last and my sexual energy was at its maximum today. She had made love to me in her usual way and climaxed while I was in missionary position. I couldn't get over how beautiful she looked as I imagined her being in my imaginary pussy as she spent her orgasm. I knew it would not be the same and now I realized that I would not be fulfilled until I had returned the favor.
This was wonderful, it was better than wonderful, but what if it was over right now, no orgasm for me, no driving into her ass with my hard erection. How would that feel? Would I be satisfied at this point, ready to recover and cuddle? I don't think so and fortunately for the time being I could fuck her the way she liked to be fucked. I donned my cap and rolled her over face down, straddled her long beautiful legs and began to massage her cheeks with either hand. She moaned her approval as she recovered from her orgasm and relaxed into my hands.