-Chapter 5.5-
Sometimes I have pressured myself because I want to achieve and other times because I fear failure. It is not often I put pressure on myself because my body tells me to, pressure to fill a need; to scratch an itch.
I fall back onto the bed and the mattress does little to soften my landing.
I wish there were a clock in this room something to judge the passage of time, my jaw feels ready to come unhinged and the back of my mouth feels tenderised; how is he still going?
In my past relationships lovers have always had a hair trigger when it comes to oral sex but perhaps my 'best' is the rest of the worlds 'average'.
No time to rest, I feel one arm from both Evie and Isla scoop me up into a sitting position again. My head feels heavy and unsteady on my neck.
"Not bad for a regular member of a congregation!"
"Room for improvement, barely half way, needs breaking in."
"One more try? Can it hurt?"
"I suppose it could, she's been at it a while."
Isla and Evie talk as though I'm not here anymore, there is an element of truth to their outlook. I do feel as though the world has left me behind.
I find a little strength though the words are worn out and raspy "I can't, I need a drink my mouth needs a rest."
"She has been at it a long time Isla, go easy on the rookie?"
"The 'Rookie' loves it, and I love it. Nathaniel, do you love it?"
I look up at Nathaniel and he looks down at me, his cock is glazed in my saliva and as hard as was to begin with. I know the answer.
"I agree with Evie, the lady wants a break and we've got all evening what is the harm in doing something else?" he looks at me with kind eyes.
Isla stands beside Nathaniel and casts an arm across him so that he may step backwards and she can place herself before me instead.
For a few brief moments I am confronted with an upward view of Isla's breasts, her nipples are hard and her skin is pale and smooth. I am without a doubt that I am being force to look upon them for her own satisfaction, however before I have time to figure out why I am being made to observe the body being displayed before me she kneels down to my height.
Isla's eyes are every colour and no colour at all. I can immediately sense where her confidence comes from, those eyes could build an empire or kill a man. As I stare into their oblivion the oblivion stares back.
"You are tired? Evie, can you get her a drink?"
Evie soon returns with yet another water and I am very thankful for it.
"Your mouth hurts, is that right?" Isla carries on "Well, I suppose our expectation was very high."
She smiles again. Oblivion.
"I bet elsewhere aches a bit too, huh?" she smiles and I nod "That's ok, I have an idea! We can give those a bit of a rest!"
Isla's hand waves at the desk in the corner, then snaps a finger and points.
"Evie, be a sweet thing. The in the centre draw of that desk there is a black bottle, care to bring it over?"
Without a word Evie does as she is asked and returns with a small plastic bottle, it is similar to that of a travel shampoo container.
"Fantastic!" Isla gives the bottle a passionate hug and lets out a little 'eep' sound with glee. "Nathaniel, help this poor girl onto her fours!"
Tired and confused I interrupt her moment of happiness "'I can't take it there anymore, I need a break."
Nathaniel effortlessly guides me so that I am kneeling on the bed with my head pressed against the mattress; too tired to raise it up and view the world around me.
Isla kisses me on the side of the head and grins like a shark, then holds the bottle close to my eyes. Without my glasses it is very difficult to read the label at first but my heart sinks as I manage to read the key words.
Isla hands the bottle over to Nathaniel who is now sat behind me and beckons Evie to stand next to her.
"The girl has worn her mouth and cunt out, a shame really." She sends that shark grin to me and then twists over to Evie; placing her breast in her mouth and pulling away with a loud suction sound. I see Evie bite her lip and beam.
"Nathaniel, she leaves us no choice." Isla takes a hold of Evie's hand and places it upon one of her breasts. "Give this church girl some anal she won't ever forget, make her call for God."
She gestures to Evie to fondle her chest.
"This is going to be lots of fun! Isn't it?"
With this remark Isla places a small playing card between Evie's teeth, The Queen of Hearts, and then brings her face close to mine.
"Evie is a good girl," she whispers, her warm breath caresses my ear "And she tastes so very sweet, so how about a trade? You give Evie a taste and I'll save your arse from Nathaniel."
Before I have time to reply time to reply I feel her hand brushing my hair away from my face; hooking it behind my ears.
"Don't fuck with my generosity, I think it's more than a fair offer."
My mind swirls and whirls. The cocktail of lust, self-control and taboo leaving me beyond drunk.