1. Liaisons
Many thanks to Emmeran for editing assistance. There wasn't time to make all the changes he suggested, but everything I did change made this better. I look forward to our next project.
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I woke to my new life in a trail angel's house near the Mexican border. There were 20 of us on cots and the floor. A young woman with long strawberry-blonde hair in a ponytail bumped butts with me as we packed.
"Sorry, Scott," she said, yawning. "I didn't sleep much."
"S'OK, Megan," I said. "Me neither." We smiled at each other. She and her friend Greta had come with their boyfriends.
We all took photos at the Pacific Crest Trail monument in mid-April morning sunshine, touched the border fence for luck, had a group hug, and said goodbyes to people we probably wouldn't see again. Megan was the only one who'd made an impression on me: smart, funny, perceptive, cute, athletic, flirty and giggly but I thought she used that to conceal some depth. Her boyfriend scowled. He'd snored last night after a couple beers too many. Megan and I had chatted a little before trying to sleep ourselves. They weren't in trail shape and I was, so this would likely be the last time I saw them unless something unforeseen happened farther up the trail.
"Keep in touch," Megan said, then kissed me on the cheek. She smelled nice. I told her I would. My cheek glowed for two hours.
This was before cell phones were ubiquitous, so if I were to keep in touch it would be with pen and paper, but there are always places thru-hikers congregate, where messages are cached and notes addressed to other people are (usually) left unopened.
A part of Southern California I'd never seen before rolled on by. I was surprised to see how much was at higher elevation and there was still a fair amount of snow. I took side trips to summit Monument Peak and Garnet Peak, resupplied at Warner Springs, Idyllwild, and whatever gas station mini-marts were near road crossings. The trail gained elevation. Before each day's off-trail diversion I tried to leave a brief note for Megan, knowing it was probably in vain and that she and her friends were decreasingly likely to come across it. I gained a trail name: "Reboot."
I scrambled up Lion Peak and Pyramid Peak, where I saw a mountain lion lurking not far off the trail. I had a cookpot and metal spoon hanging from the outside of my backpack for exactly this potentiality and banged one with the other. The lion sort of shook its head at me, then disappeared. I imagine I was larger prey than it wanted. I hoped to see another.
I also stumbled into and out of two trail families and had a two-night trail romance with Glyn, a gorgeous 40-something woman who told me she worked in Hollywood. I could easily imagine her being a film star but she said she worked behind the camera and wouldn't say much else. She didn't have a trail name, had an even tighter body than her clothing suggested, and was absolutely fantastic in bed. I think she was curious about me, but I wasn't going to reveal more about myself than she would. I made friends with Steller's Jays, summited still-snowy San Jacinto Peak, and there at the bottom of the connecting trail was Glyn. I'd left notes for her and Megan at the trail junction and Glyn had waited for me, which I thought was sweet. She fucked me deep and slow that night, the best I'd ever had, orgasmed several times herself, woke me for another in the dark and kissed me deep and long in the morning, which rapidly became another great slow fuck. I made her breakfast and left with smiles on both our faces, but it would be a year before I saw Glyn again even though I spent the next night resupplying from a motel in Banning, leaving a note to that effect at the I-10 crossing.
I took two days to summit Mt. San Gorgonio, the tallest mountain I'd seen thus far at 11,499', then, north of the San Gabriels, the trail bent west. I detoured for resupply at Big Bear Lake. I met two horny young honeys at a store there, Doe and Brit. They weren't hikers, they'd just graduated college and apparently I fit their celebratory plans, and between them they fucked me senseless three nights in a row at their rental house. They made scrambled eggs that last morning in the nude, giggling in the kitchen together, then drove me back to the trail on their way back to their families on Balboa Island. We all had smiles on our faces as we kissed goodbye. I left notes for Glyn and Megan, leaving copies of my favorite photo I'd taken with each of them in the envelopes, double-checking to make sure I'd put the right photo in each envelope. I'd had them developed in Big Bear and kept a copy of each, sending the rest of my trail photos to my little rental house in South Pasadena. I hadn't seen Glyn for almost a week or Megan for almost three.
I detoured up Bertha Peak the next day. I wanted to do more but was a bit worn out from Doe and Brit, a good kind of sore. Brit had the biggest, roundest, plushest, most extravagant ass I'd ever known. She was embarrassed by it but I told her over and over how sexy it was, how beautiful she was, how much any man would love it, and to never be afraid to show it or use it proudly whenever she wanted. Two nights later I resupplied at Lake Arrowhead, where more recent college graduates were celebrating. They found another hiker and invited me, and I got fucked several more times. This trip was taking turns I hadn't expected, but honestly, when you're one of the early employees at a tech startup in Silicon Valley, especially when you're not bad looking, you get a lot of attention from beautiful young women, so none of this was entirely foreign. I made sure all my partners had at least as much fun as I did, except possibly Glyn who was on a whole other sexual plane ... it'd always been a good way for me to get more, often with extra effort from my partner.
There was a letter addressed to "Reboot" at a trail cache outside Lake Arrowhead. Megan must've had it sent ahead.
Dear Scott,
I broke up with Mike. The trail has been really hard and we kept getting crabbier with each other. It was probably my fault but he kept whining, he wouldn't do any cooking or cleanup, he drank too much and was constantly coming on to other girls and talking down to me. He spent all his time taking pictures of them, and every night when all I wanted to do was sleep he wanted me to ... well, you get the picture. Hitting me was the last straw.
I would like to see you again. You seemed like a really good person and you treated me like I was important to you, which I'm not used to and I miss it. Your notes have been the one thing on the trail I've enjoyed most, every single one has brightened my day ;-) I
LOVE
the photo!!! I can flip north if that works for you. I'm in better shape now and Greta and I seem to be keeping your pace, 10 days behind, even if we don't go off-trail the way you do. She broke up with Jack, too, he and Mike are such little frat boys together. Maybe that made everything worse. Could we walk together and get to know each other better? Please address your letters to my new trail name, which Mike doesn't know: "Seesaw." He and Jack are ahead of us now.
XO
Fondly,
Megan
I swallowed hard. Would my dalliances fall into the same category as Mike's? Probably not ... Megan had been attached and I wasn't. I felt extra glad for having left that photo for her. I took my copy out to look at it again. She had such a beautiful smile and I looked so happy standing with her. I addressed a letter:
Dear Megan,
I think of you a lot. I thought you were perceptive and funny and smart when I met you, and I enjoyed talking with you very much in that brief time. I would love to walk with you, with or without Greta. I've enjoyed my time on the trail and the people I've met here very much, but no one else has lifted my heart. I'm sorry about what happened with Mike. He doesn't deserve you.
Looking forward to seeing you again,
Scott