[Author's note: Henry, Jen and Anya (
M01
,
DS01
) have finally found a nice place in the suburbs, and have carved a life out for their unconventional marriage. Then Anya's father, Moran (
M06
), makes a mistake.]
---
A WAR AGAINST LOVE
"Do you want a cup of tea?" Jen asked.
Sitting at the kitchen table, Anya nodded, her attention focused on the small face pressed against her breast.
"Henry?"
Henry put his phone down and launched into motion. "I'll sort it out," he said as he began to fish around in the cupboard for teabags.
"You're such a good provider," Jen cooed. She fluttered her eyelashes playfully.
"I just know that when you ask, you actually mean you want. It's not rocket science."
As Henry set the water to boil, Jen joined Anya at the table, watching with a soft, faraway look on her face as her wife fed Millie.
"She's taken well to the breast," Jen murmured.
"She has," Anya replied, "Follows her father in that."
Jen laughed. "Her mother too."
Henry poured the boiling water into three cups and dropped in the teabags. Jen stroked the tiny girl's cheek tenderly.
"I just wish I could help," Jen confessed.
"You are," Anya replied, "All the time."
"No, I mean, I'd like to be able to feed her too."
Anya reached out and rubbed Jen's belly playfully. "Fear of missing out? That's so very unlike you, babe," Anya laughed, "So out of character. You will, soon. When you pop, we're going to be awash with it."
"Talking of which," Henry interrupted, "Do you want milk?"
"Please, and sugar too today. I need the boost," Anya replied, "It's gonna be a long day."
She turned back to Jen. "Just you wait, after finally getting back on an even keel with Millie we're going to be right back to feeding and changing and not sleeping and...," she shrugged. "They say two under two is a nightmare to deal with, but what about two under one?"
Henry brought the mugs over to the table and sat down. "When you say it like that, it doesn't sound such a smart move after all."
"Says the alpha male," Anya continued.
"Yeah, sure."
"You're the one busily breeding the females in your harem. You're the one who's gonna keep us barefoot and pregnant while we provide offspring for you."
Henry could see the amusement in Anya's eyes and played along. "Do you really want to be bred again?"
"I'm not sure I'm able to choose," Anya countered. "It's the decision of the silverback as to when his females breed. All you have to do is protect us from other males entering the group."
"So is that my place? Am I just a beast?"
It was Jen's turn to reply. "Your place is to make sure your females are covered by your attentions. Then when we need to breed, of course we'll choose you, Silverback."
Jen was smiling at him now, goading him with that last word, but Henry refused to rise to the bait. He took a sip of tea.
"His females," Henry echoed, "Since when were you my female, Anya?"
"Four times seemed to be enough in the end," she laughed, "It was weird, with your man thing, but I pushed through."
"Which is what every guy wants to hear," said Henry as he sat down next to her.
"The tragedy for you," Jen interjected, "Is that she's actually the romantic one out of all of us, aren't you babe?"
At this, Jen leaned across and gave Anya a soft kiss. Anya responded but then broke off and returned to the subject.
"I didn't mind," she said, "I'm just saying you didn't suddenly make me rethink my position on men, but I gotta say I love the result."
Anya flashed Henry a smile. "So, yes, you do have your uses, after all," she said.
As she spoke, she cradled her feeding daughter. Jen's hand rested lovingly on the little girl's arm, and they lapsed into an amicable silence.
After a while, Henry sat up. "Here's a question for you, do you think it's advantageous, our relationship?"
"Very. For you," Jen smirked.
"No, I mean, in biological terms?" Henry countered, "I mean, surely having a larger family group is beneficial to the children raised in it? Millie has three parents, so there's always going to be someone able to help, and in a few months when, uh...."
"Baba?" Jen offered.
"Yeah, I guess, whatever, Baba. When Baba pops out too, they'll have two mothers to feed them, get up in the night, all that."
"And a father to get up in the night," Anya reminded him. "I'm happy to let the silverback take charge at three in the morning."
"Yeah, okay. But here's the thing, if it's biologically advantageous, then why isn't it the norm?"
"In some countries it is. Historically, too," Jen replied, "Maybe if we were able to go back in time we would find it was quite natural."
"I know, right. Look at primates, the way their organise themselves socially."
"Back to gorillas again? We aren't going on a Henry tangent are we?" Jen gibed, "We're not going to end up talking about maths again?"
Anya joined in, grinning. "Yeah, mansplain multiplication to me."
"Hold on," Henry interjected, "All I'm asking is, if it was common back in the day, then why did it change?"
"That's actually a good point," Jen replied, her attention shifting back to the suckling child and away from Henry's questioning. Henry found himself watching too, the attention of the adults gravitating to the feeding infant. After a while, Anya spoke.
"I think men changed it," she said, looking up from her breast to Henry.
"Why? Why go against that? Surely it's good for a man to disseminate his genes among many females."
"That's such a nice way of putting it," Jen interjected, eyes sparkling with amusement, but Anya seemed to be serious.
"I think a man without access to the love of a woman is the problem. I mean, sure, you don't have to need women, you can choose your own sex, like me. But for the majority, if there was a scarcity of women because they were bonded together in groups, what do you think would happen? It would be war."
Anya shifted Millie across to the other breast, taking a few moments to let her settle, before continuing.
"I think the world is like it is because it's the fine line between love and disaster."
Jen snorted. "That's a bit dramatic. I can't see people living like we do being the reason that society breaks down."
"You can't," Anya said, her attention turning to her wife. She paused, and Henry knew what was coming next. "But people like your father can."
Henry waited for an acid retort from Jen, but instead she sipped her tea in silence. The mood of the room had shifted away from playful banter to something more serious. Anya eventually lifted Millie off her breast and tucked herself back into her bra. Henry put down his tea and stood up.
"Here," he said, "I'll take her."
Henry gathered up his daughter in his arms, cradling her on his shoulder and patting her back gently to bring up the wind.
"She's sleepy," he observed, "I reckon it's time for a nap after that feed."
"That's nice," Jen said.
"What is?"
"Watching the silverback with his offspring. It lets his females know that they made the right choice of mate."
Henry turned to look at her, still tapping his child gently on her back. Jen wasn't teasing now. She was looking up at him wistfully, a hand on her own ripening belly.
Henry smiled back at her.
"I'll put her in her cot," he said and shuffled quietly away towards the bedrooms, leaving the two women at the table. Jen slipped her hand into Anya's.
Henry tucked his daughter into bed, cooing and smiling down at the little face until her eyes drifted closed. What had felt strange and bewildering at first had given way to a sense of relief and accomplishment. They had made a new life and that life was thriving. There was another life on the way. Even two years ago, he wouldn't have believed he would be here now, standing over his daughter in a house in the suburbs. Silverback, he thought, and smiled to himself. More like the token male. If Jen also produced a daughter, he would be hopelessly outnumbered in a female-dominated environment.
He reached down and stroked his daughter's tiny cheek.
"Such is life," he mused.