"What's going on? What was that all about? I, I don't understand?"
Scott James let his hands grip the wheel tighter as he drove through the city street. The lights seemed to float past them as they went. He himself had no idea why he had acted in such a manner. All along he had felt it would be just sexual, no emotion involved. Yet sex with her had been more then that. Seeing him with Richards made him see red.
"There is nothing to understand," he said in a matter of fact tone.
"Nothing to understand, are you kidding? You just pulled me out of there, off of him without letting me get too much information. How can I write a story, one you wanted, without it? Tell me," she asked.
"Sarah, believe me when I tell you that I think you have enough information for the story. Now you need to write it," he said avoiding the other part of the question. The actual why he tore her from that man when she saw him talking to her, touching her like he needed to.
Sarah sat there, her hands folded in her lap. Her mind was going a million miles an hour. She tried replaying everything; maybe she had done something wrong. She couldn't think of anything, nothing at all came to mind. Mr. James said she had enough for a story but it didn't make sense to her as to why they left as they did. Was there more to his feelings, something else he didn't want to say?
"Mr. James, Scott, what's going on between us? I deserve to know," she asked quietly.
There it was, the question he knew her journalistic mind would not let rest until it was answered. Wanting the real reason behind his mood and what he did. His hands held fast to the bound leather of the wheel, his foot pressing a little more on the gas pedal. He wasn't sure what to say. Telling Sarah that he acted out of a jealous rage didn't sit well with him. His eyes held fast to the road, looking at the lights, trying to ignore her.
It didn't happen. He couldn't ignore her or the question, even to himself.
"You do deserve to know. I'm not sure what happened. I saw you with him. Saw you sitting there on his lap, seeing you talking to him, flirting. I saw his hand move on your body and I lost it. I couldn't take him touching you when I just had," he spoke, looking over at her then back to the road.
They had just arrived at her place. She wasn't sure what to do with what he just told her. Did it mean he had feelings? Was there more to what they had than just work? Sarah was utterly clueless. It wasn't uncommon. She hadn't had much experience but this seemed so way out of her league.
"I think I should just go in. Thank you for the night. It was ... wonderful," she said stepping from the car, not waiting for him to answer and went into her house.
Scott James sat in his car and watched her. Watched her hips sway as she walked away from him. He, for once in his life, wasn't sure what would come next. He had always prided himself in his control, the fact that no matter the situation he could handle it. In just a few hours, though, that blonde had changed everything, changed him.
He left when he saw the lights go on in her place. Instead of driving home he headed to a club. There would be jazz and he could have a drink. He needed to take his mind somewhere else. Try and get himself together before he saw her again. Somehow he had to get a handle on his emotions.
The bar had nearly cleared out but his friend Iggy was still playing with the band. Soft soothing sounds filled the room and Scott sat down and ordered whiskey. It was the only thing that would help him at the moment. He sipped at the drink slowly. His head filled with thoughts of her, what she was doing and how he was going to handle this new addiction.
Sarah turned the lights on in her house. Her mind was already reeling from what she'd heard from him tonight. He
had
been jealous. How had that all happened? Of course she had feelings for him. She wasn't just a girl who had sex to have sex. She was specific about her partners. Having dreamt about her boss, though, she knew no matter what she would sleep with him given the opportunity.
"What do I do...?" she whispered into the air.
She had poured herself a glass of red wine and headed to the bath. She wanted nothing more then to soak her troubles away. On went the water and a healthy dose of bubble bath. She undressed carefully. Sarah slowly put everything back in its place, her movements sort of methodical, not really thinking at all.
Her body slipped into the water, it warmed the coldness she felt. Her head fell back on the soft cushion she used. The sigh that all women have slipped passed her lips as she closed her eyes. She wondered what he was doing now. Was he as bad as her? Probably not, she thought.