Dr. Natalia Krasiva's office was in the city, about 40 minutes away with my mother driving. I had better learn the route so can drive myself when I get a car. Man I wanted to drive, I loved the thought of going fast, of driving somewhere different everyday. It made me smile.
Dr. Nito, that is what I called Dr. Krasiva as a child. I had pronounced it 'Neat-o', like my own name, and it had stuck with me. Nito had been my doctor since I was a child. She had a lot to do with both my parents adopting me and them keeping my penis. I didn't know the details but I grew up with the sense that my parents believed it was profane to cut away is natural. Now that I'm close to being eighteen and closer to being able to make these decision for myself, Nito wanted me visiting a counselor, I had refused. My father had taught me enough about realizing myself identity. Who I am inside wouldn't be changed by chopping up the outside.
"You didn't have to come mom. Tori could have driven me." Tori sat in back. She had insisted on coming along. I felt they were making to big a deal out of this visit. This morning, Monday morning, I had felt great and wanted to go hiking, but I had a promise to keep. Tori was one who collected on her promises.
Dr. Nito didn't make us wait long, welcoming us all back into the exam room shortly after arriving. She wore the required lab coat over slacks and a green blouse that set off her brown eyes. I always felt safe and open in her presence despite her abrupt bedside manner.
"Your sister told me about the attempted rape," Nito was always like this, direct and to the point. She told me that was her German ancestry expressing itself. She was German and Chinese; although, you mostly notice the Chinese when meeting her. The German had given her height and character. The Chinese came with beauty and poise, she was tall and striking to say the least.
My mom and sister stood behind her, all eyes on me. I had an audience, "yes, um..." I was suddenly ashamed of letting this happen to me. I was about to cry. I looked around the room. Behind me stood the exam table, directly across from that was the doctors desk and above a large mirror that took up the upper half of the wall. Chairs to the right of to the door and a closet on the left of the room, the room wasn't small but I felt like the walls were closing in.
Tori came over, placing her hands in mine, she kissed me on the side of my chin. I glanced at my mom, worried about her reaction, but she looked like she might rush to my side also.
"Two weeks ago Doug me stopped in the hall. He wanted to take me out to a movie." I had started, and starting seemed to open a flood gate, the story rushed out of me. With tears filling my eyes I told them about how Doug hounded me for dates. How, now I realized I had given in, deciding to go for it because it was an opportunity to play girl. I realized how desperate I had become. I caved to the need to prove I was a girl like my friends, that boys were the center of my world. They weren't, they didn't interest me in the least. I glossed over my sister finding me in the bathtub. Saying only that she had been there when I needed her most.
"OK then, pull off this dress and lets take a look at you." Nito said this as if a line of patients with the same experience stood outside her door.
Tori helped me, I had worn a simple green pull over dress. Sleeveless, it had a high neck line and went down to mid thigh. The green was a perfect highlight to my dark skin color. Cut straight and wide it still did little to hide my prominent bust line. My hair, shoulder length and very curly was an afro. Lifting my dress up, Tori helped me out, revealing my green boy shorts and matching bra. I wore spandex and or boy shorts most days since my erections could come at anytime it seemed. The boy shorts were tight and tucking penis down between my vaginal lips kept it confined and hidden. When erect it would conveniently slide up inside my pussy, staying at least inconspicuous while I changed in the locker room at school or swam. I never was completely naked but could at least changes clothes in the locker room. Now, since puberty, changing in the locker room brought on intense hard-ons. These erections, while hidden, caused an enormously pleasurable feed back loop inside my body. Leaving me to walk around with a sex buzz. Something like what I was experiencing now as Tori slid the dress over my head and gave me a quick kiss again on the mouth.
"Would you like some privacy, do you mind your mother and sister staying for the rest," not waiting for an answer, my family making no motion to leave, Nito guided me to the exam table. I hopped up easily because of my height. Placing a stethoscope against my chest and back she went about checking my over. Making sure no ribs were broken, that my neck was fine, head had no concussion.
Being on display for my sister and mother like this while Nito touched my body was slowly turning me on, my nipples hardening and showing through my bra.
"You look great Nicole, muscle tone perfect for your body type. You should gain some weight, your going to a tall girl. Don't worry about getting fat." Nito turned to put away her stethoscope.
"All my fat seems to be going to my breasts, I'm hopping the don't get any bigger," I was embarrassed by their size. They had grown so fast last year, and had brought on a lot of attention. With a hand on my should she had me lay flat on the table.
"Are these sensitive?" Nito brushed her hands over my bra, snapping my its front clasp, deftly removing it from my shoulders. I became instantly erect in all places possible, blood flowing everywhere at once. Being opened like this in front of my sister and mother had me hot, I groaned, audibly aroused.
Nito became even more serious, if that was possible, her tone grave, "I see you aren't been following my advice. In case it's more then just a suggestion. It's doctors orders." Her eyes were kind but she squeezed the point into my knee and held me gaze for a moment. Placing her hands on my hips, she pulled down and off my underwear.
I heard my sister moan at the site my obvious arousal. She walked to the end of the table, standing at my feet, she had a great view. My penis, thick if not long, was plugged into my pussy, feeding it pleasure while receiving it as my pussy pulsed around it. My tight vaginal walls squeezing down, using my cock to stimulating my clit.
I look helplessly up into Dr. Krasiva's brown eyes. Nito is older then my mother but has the ageless beauty gifted to her by heritage. She smiled as she perfunctorily slid my penis out my pussy, freeing it for everyone to see. Looking down I saw that my mother had joined Tori to watch.
"You see Andrea your child has both male and female sex organs." Nito turn to speak to my mother, placing one hand on my pussy, wiping and smearing my sex wetness around its thick lips. The other hand held my rigid member, kindly thumbing the underside of its head.
"The male glands are inside the body rather then outside so both are functional. Both are feeding her hormones," Nito has doctor great hands, " this is why she is experiencing the muscle growth of a male but still retains the tone and features of a female."
Tori had placed her hands on my right foot, absently massaging my bare feet. I didn't need the extra stimulation but appreciated her proximity.
"It is rare that both hormones interact so beneficially to the body. Your child is very lucky in this way, but it comes at cost during puberty."
