Knocking? What, god I was in pain, unable to move. I must have fallen asleep.
"Nicole! Are you in there?" A voice, sweet like the moon's reflection over water called to me. Tori, my sister, but not biologically. We are the same age.
"Yes!" I croaked, the water was now chilly.
"Are you OK," Tori entered without warning.
"Tori!" I moved to cover myself but couldn't, my limbs were to stiff.
"Doug's house was... there are police and fireman. Oh my god! What happened to you," Tori turning hysterical. I struggled to my feet. I had to appear strong. "I'm calling an ambulance."
I put my had over hers pushing the phone down. "Please no, please don't." I was so weak. I wrapped my arm around her; Collapsing, my knees buckling I clung to her.
"OK, I wont." Tori wouldn't, I could trust her. We used to be inseparable but had grown apart this year in high school.
*****
I woke up in my bed, sun light came in through the window but it was early. I could move my neck around without pain. I shifted on to my back and felt someone next to me. Tori, my sisters arms are wrapped around me as she slept naked next to me in bed. This wouldn't have been odd a year ago, but we had drifted apart. I was still naked, she must have slipped me into bed. She's stronger then she looks.
"What happened last night?" Tori's arms squeezed me like a vice.
"What's it to you?" I jerk away, but wasn't strong enough to break her grip.
"Nicole! I thought you were dead last night. You should have told me about Doug." Tori rolled on top of me holding my face in her hands, "girl, I was so worried. I thought for sure you were dead." She brought head down to mine, our eyebrows touching. Here eyes closed as if in prayer, "Doug is bad news, he could have killed you." I had missed her touch so much. We had stopped talking completely the last couple weeks.
"I wanted to be a girl, Tori" I needed to be open this way with someone again. I wrapped my arms around her, here blond hair glowed in the early morning light, "I'm a girl."
"I know Nicole but you'll also be a dead one if you can't control yourself." She sat up.
This is when I really noticed that we were both naked. Tori and my mother are both blond and blue eyed. My eyes are hazel, hair black and only a little darker then my skin thanks to the summer. They were beautiful goddesses with near perfect proportions. Breasts conveniently large and round but not to much. Legs strong enough to look great but lithe enough to keep there asses petite and sexy. My body was a constant story of betrayal. Things were fine when we were young, when daddy was alive, but he died. I turned fourteen and the obvious happened. Tori, same age as me, grew slowly and matured gracefully, I grew a foot each summer. I stand over six foot and have hands, though feminine, thank god, that can almost palm a basket ball. We used to sleep together a couple times a week and watch movies or have slumber parties with our friends but that has stopped for me. What was a small half inch penile vestige quickly lengthened to five. While it never used to cause me a thought, now suddenly it cried out to make itself useful. We had kept this secret in the family and I trusted my mom and sister without question. The penis didn't bother either of them, Dad least of all. He had taught me early on that love for one another starts on the inside and spreads forever outwards.
My sister had slowly started to pull away from me this year.
The penis brought with it erections and embarrassing wet dreams. These came at very inconvenient times and pretty much ended any hope of having a sleep over again. Who would want to be close to a girl with erections in the middle of the night. Who would want to wake up with their friend or sister dry humping them while asleep or stuck to them afterwards. Mom, Tori, and I used to sun tan nude in the back yard by the pool. The dress code in the house was very loose and now extra liberal since dad was gone. While the code hadn't changed I found my eyes clinging desperately to my mother and sisters bodies. My mind swimming with awkward thoughts I didn't yet understand. Physically my penis was more then obvious, mentally it seemed to pull my mind in confusing directions. I now wore jeans since sweat pants made for embarrassing situations.
Like now, my penis becoming painfully erect at the sight of my sisters perfect shoulders and lithe neck. Shoulders that were both strong and yet attached to a neck so refined that it allowed them to be both flexible and smooth.
"Your still having erection problems? I thought the doc had talked to you about this." She sat up, her high breasts striking ever outwards, nipples proudly surveying my room looking for adventure.
This was the second time in four hours that I was trapped underneath someone. It almost brought me to tears. I looked down at my penis. It stuck out between our bodies looking as if maybe she was the on with a dick. I would of loved that. That thought made me feel instantly guilty. I made a fist and brought it down on myself, "I hate this! I hate my body so much," I smashed it again, making it throb, making my head swim, "I'm a fucking monster."
Tori slapped my hand away before it could connect a third time. Protecting my penis with her hands, "no, don't say that." She wrapped her hands around me, protecting it. It had been a long time since she had held me.
"I don't want to live like this anymore. I don't want to live at all." I said this quietly. Tori was leaving me breathless, stroking me now absentmindedly, it immediately felt like heaven. My nipples puckered and erected, this was my second shame, my breasts. While Mom's and Tori's are perfect half football shapes, mine are basketballs, irresponsibly stuck high on my chest with thick sensitive nipples. My shoulders are wide to accommodate them but my hips were still slim. Combine that with height and you have a ridiculous looking human being, I thought.
"Don't ever say that." Tori look down at me, my dick. "I love all of you Nicole." She brought my penis up to her pelvis protectively. "Mom told me what Dr. Krasiva asked you to do about this. Why haven't you?"
"I hate my body down there. I couldn't bring myself to..." I was mesmerized, now visibly humping at my sisters hands. Energy pored into me from her, splashing across my body.
"I'm sorry we haven't been closer lately," Tori leaned down to me, placing a hand on my should to look at me in the eyes, "forgive me." Her motion stopped and she alternately squeezed, pulsing my entire body. A storm began to building in my tits.
