Part 9. Christmas Party Games
Chapter 20. A Formal Invitation
My once staid life with a cheating wife had altered out of all recognition since our break up. I had had an affair of sorts with an office colleague; had sex with a naked woman on a horse; filmed her and her mother naked on separate occasions, riding a saddle containing a dildo; oh, and seduced an ambivalent lesbian. It seemed that many of the values I had cherished from my upbringing had been swept away by opportunity and experience. And I had not been sorry for the compromise of some of my former values. My outlook on relationships had changed beyond all recognition.
And it had all started with Sylvia, the sort of woman I wouldn't normally look at twice. Should I be happy for having had these exhilarating experiences? I was, but they had taken their toll on my love life. No other woman showed anything like the promise of those three extraordinarily entrancing women. My fleeting experiences with them had left me lacking any enthusiasm for meeting other women. I had enjoyed thrills not given to many men in staid '80s Britain, and I could not face the mundanity of an ordinary relationship.
My daydreams were filled with erotic recollections of Sylvia, Ruby and Rita. Those memories were replenished by each fresh viewing of their freely bestowed porn videos of them in action. It might have been better if I had deleted the video files and started life afresh, for my son William's sake. I was a single parent and I felt that our partnership lacked a feminine touch. But most of all, I was feeling sorry for myself despite the richness of my sexual experiences.
I was desperate to speak to Sylvia again; to hear her voice and catch up on her new life in Brussels. Sylvia didn't want to speak to me, though. I had been told that she wanted to give her new life a fighting chance.
I telephoned Ruby instead. She had inveigled me into filming her fantasy, which had been inspired by her daughter's desire to solve her own sex problems. Ruby had used me to replicate her daughter's experience on horseback, on the slim hopes that it might bring them closer together once Sylvia viewed the tapes. That remained to be seen since neither of them had seen the very explicit videos I had shot of them naked on horseback with a dildo saddle. Sylvia was unaware of her mother's intended digital olive branch.
Ruby owed me, too. I had suffered the frustration of filming her superb, naked body under stress, and not received my reward of sampling her corporeal delights. I hoped to get an invite to do so now.
She picked up the phone.
"Hi, Ruby?"
"Hello? Oh, hi Si - er, I'll take this in the kitchen."
I heard her footsteps echo in the receiver. She must have had an unwanted audience for the telephone conversation. She picked up the kitchen extension.
"Right, now we can talk."
"Hi Ruby, is Sebastian at home?"
"Yes, he is, so we should be discreet."
Her tone was guarded
"Did you tell him about your ride?"
There was a hint of caution now in her voice.
"I did not. I thought about it, but it begged too many questions. He didn't want to meet you, remember? Whatever adventures we have, we normally have them in full view of each other. This was something I did behind his back. I didn't want to share it with him.
"So, tell me Simon, why are you calling me now?"
She sounded exasperated at the contact.
"As you know, Sylvia didn't give me any contact details. I'd like to speak her. Do you have her phone number?"
"Oh, is that all, that's fine then." She seemed relieved that the call was about her daughter.
"I do have her phone number, but she asked me specifically not to give it to you. It's quite clear that she wants to make a clean break. So I can't help you, I'm afraid."
"Oh, but can you pass on a message then, that I'd like to talk to her?"
"I
can
do that, but don't get your hopes up."
"Have you spoken with her recently. How is she?"
"The fact that I have her contact details doesn't mean that we're in regular contact. I haven't spoken to her in quite a while. Nor has she telephoned me. Look, Simon, I know you were good for her, but it's unlikely that she will want to speak to you in the foreseeable future."
"OK. What have you told Sebastian about me - or more specifically about our meeting?"
Her tone became more guarded now.
"I haven't, yet. I've been waiting for an opportunity in the natural course of conversation. Look, if there's any change on that front, I'll call you."
"Ruby, I rather hoped I could show you the video of your ride. It's quite something to watch, but nobody else has seen it. Can I come over and premier it with you?"
"I don't think that would be appropriate. It was an error of judgement on my part. I think you should delete it, don't you? I think we should leave it there. Please don't call again."