This is chapter five in this retrospect of an affair I had with the most exciting, sexually free, provocative and open minded woman I've ever had the pleasure of knowing and having in my life, my wife included in that assessment.
Yes, I'm married and playing around behind her back. And yes I know what that makes me, but I can live with that. Let's face it not everyone is cut out for monogamy, male or female. Throughout my marriage I've always had a problem remaining faithful, though not because I wasn't getting what I needed at home. Quite the contrary, my wife and I enjoy a robust and healthy sex life. No, my lack of fidelity is solely my fault and stems from my own compulsions. I've always craved being with other women, craved the difference in how they felt, how they smelled, how they tasted, how they kissed, how they made love...these differences are what I wanted to experience the most.
Selfish of me? Absolutely.
My lover, Candy, and I met through some business our companies did together. That stage of our relationship lasted about eight months and during it there was nothing going on between us other then business. But once the project she'd contracted for came to a successful end our personal relationship changed.
Since the beginning of the personal side of our relationship two years have passed. And during this time the sex was as it had always been with Candy; hot, spontaneous, sometimes semi public, sometimes in her office, occasionally at hotels, very often at her home, and even sometimes when we traveled on the road together. And while sometimes she invited other women into her bed, most often her best girlfriend Jocelyn, most of the time it was just her and I.
Candy's aware I'm married and that my wife, Helen and I have a very good and strong marriage, my infidelity notwithstanding. She has no problem playing second fiddle in this relationship and has said right from our first sexual encounter that she didn't care I was married, she wanted this affair to continue.
Now while she and my wife are not exactly friends they are friendly acquaintances. And while I personally feel this is a dangerous situation Candy insists on including Helen in social settings such as parties she throws from time to time. But on the other hand she doesn't ask me to bring my wife every time either; she does want me for herself every now and again. But Candy inviting Helen happens often enough to make it uncomfortable, albeit solely for me. Sick fuck that Candy is, and I say that with great affection, I think she enjoys seeing me in this situation.
Candy's also married. But hers is a marriage of convenience borne out professional expedience. She and her husband Richard have been best friends since they were ten years old or so. After they graduated from college they got married, but the marriage has never been consummated. You see Richard is strictly gay. They got married to further their respective careers since married folks presented more maturity and responsibility in the business world and gave them a slight advantage.
Over the nearly fifteen years of their marriage Candy has had many lovers, both male and female and Richard has had his male lovers. But all of Candy's lovers were transient in nature, short term affairs that lasted just a few months, not unlike my own past frequent affairs.
The one constant in her life, besides Richard I mean is Jocelyn. Jocelyn, like Candy is bi-sexual and these two have been lovers for more then fourteen years and share almost a husband/ wife relationship. I'm not trying to say that either woman would ever be mistaken for a man, not at all. Both women are definitively feminine and carry themselves with class and style. But both are also similar in nature sexually, almost a mirror image of each other in that sense.
Now while I've been part of several instances where these two seduced another woman and it turned into a foursome, there was one particular occasion where I played the role of voyeur. For my part there was no regret that I'd been relegated to this role, it was a stimulating and exciting change. The way it came about was...
One Saturday we were sitting in her living room, Candy, Richard and I talking about this and that when her cell phone rang.
Candy looked at the caller ID, said, "It's Jocelyn," and answered.
What Richard and I heard on our side of the conversation was roughly, "Hi Joce, what's up?......Oh nothing, just sitting around talking......Richard and Bill......Really?......You did?......How'd she react?......Did she like it?......She did, huh?......Well what'd you do? ......What'd she say?......Cool......You are?......She is?......Now?......What's her name again?......Sam?......Oh short for Samantha?......She's hot, huh?......Hmmmm......Sounds yummy......How old?......Yeah, sure we can do that again......Now?......Now's good......Twenty minutes?......See you then, hon. Bye."
Hanging up Candy looked at us with that smile and I knew something naughty was about to happen. Then she explained what the phone call from Jocelyn had been about.
"Jocelyn's been working on a girl she met about four months ago where she works out and feels she has her curiosity peaked about some girl/girl loving. She just told me that last night they were sitting on the sofa at her house talking and sharing some wine when she leaned over and kissed Sam. Jocelyn said at first Sam kissed back but then suddenly the girl pulled away embarrassed. Jocelyn passed it off as a heat of the moment thing and said she was sorry."
"Was she upset by that kiss? The girl I mean?" I asked.
"Apparently not. Jocelyn said Sam said it was ok, but she was a little shy the rest of the evening afterwards. Now today they're at the mall shopping, trying on clothes, shoes and such. Jocelyn says that Sam seems much more animated, helping her with her dress, lingering touches, small things like that. And to Jocelyn it seems like Sam was dropping subtle hints that maybe she'd like to kiss her again, or maybe even more."
"So they're together now?" Richard asked.
Nodding Candy went on, "Jocelyn figured she'd better do something while Sam is in the mood for it, since she's hinting and all. So she slipped away from her for a minute and went into the restroom to call me. Jocelyn asked if they could come here and maybe together we could seduce Sam, like we've done other women in the past."
Smiling I asked, teasing her, "You and Jocelyn really get off on seducing poor innocent women don't you?"
Candy just smiled her devilish grin and nodded then said, "Jocelyn said they'd be leaving the mall shortly and should be here in about twenty minutes."
"Sounds like you and Jocelyn have got quite an afternoon ahead of you with this gal. Maybe I'd better be going," I said.
Candy, holding my hand squeezed it tighter and placed her other hand on my forearm and said, "No, no you don't have to leave. I don't want you to go. You and Richard can watch from the closet," she suggested with a nod and an impish smile.
I looked at Candy with my eyebrows raised and she asked, "What, you above a little voyeurism?"
"No but I'm not sure about this."
"Why? You want to join in?"
"No. Well not necessarily. I mean you've included me in these little seductions in the past, but that's not it at all. It's just seems with the situation as you've described it this is something you and Jocelyn should take care of with it being just you girls."
Candy said, "Look it's no big deal. We're not going to rape the little darling, if she says no then its no. No harm, no foul."