As you can see, they were able to change the name of this part of the story and the previous chapters to My Journey of Discovery. Voyage to Submission will follow. This chapter contains oral, anal, vaginal, and lesbian sex, in addition to group sex including double penetration of various sorts. STD's and COVID-19 don't exist in this fantasy world. My thanks to JohnGalt for his editing expertise.
My Journey of Discovery, Ch. 8 - Master Frank's Visit
I woke up when we arrived back at the farm, bumping up her long driveway. Alice was asleep over Mistress's lap, naked, Ranger's dried cum on her cunt. I choked down more tears, refusing to cry.
Mistress saw I was awake and ordered me to take a bath, that I still stank of semen.
"Would you like me to join you in your bed when I'm finished, Mistress?"
"No. Alice and Lucas will be sleeping with me tonight. If you plan on taking care of Master Frank tomorrow, you should get a good night's sleep. You had a hard day today and I suspect Master Frank will take a great deal of mollifying if we're to soothe his hurt feelings. In fact, why don't you get up early enough to cleanse your ass for his use. Ranger can help with that. Let him know when you're ready for his help."
"As you wish, Mistress." I could feel the tears welling up but managed to avoid their spilling down my cheeks. I turned quickly away to do as she bid, hopefully hiding my eyes dampness.
I ran a hot bath with scented oil, soaking awhile to allow any remaining dried cum to moisten and loosen. I also used a hair scrubber and washed my hair twice to clean it. I used q-tips in my ears. I think I got the rest of it, then went to bed after setting an alarm. I could hear Alice, Luke and Mistress playing, their pleasure punctuated by assorted moans, squeals and girlish giggles, the creak of bed springs. This time, I couldn't stop the tears from forming and wetting my pillow.
Setting an alarm for 6:30 AM would be sufficiently early to cleanse my ass. I didn't need to go anywhere, Master Frank was coming here. I could clean out my rectum and eat before he got here. When my alarm went off, I went to Rangers room and woke him up.
"I need your help cleansing myself, Ranger."
"I remember," Ranger said sleepily. "I'll be right down after draining the lizard."
"Thank you."
Of course, I was naked. I wasn't allowed clothes on the farm. I went down to the basement to the tiled area. I wondered if Ranger would hang me up or make me squat over the drain. While I was waiting, I filled the enema bags with a mild soap solution and water. Mistress had shown me the proportions. Ranger came down to the basement.
"Do you wish to tie me or should I squat?" I asked.
"You can squat, Beth. How are you feeling after last night?" Ranger inserted the nozzle into my rectum and started the flow of fluid into my bowels.
"I felt worse not sharing Mistress's bed than from the bukkake." My guts began to swell from the solution.
"And you're not even a lesbian," Ranger laughed. "Think of how much worse it would be if you were. Now you realize a little of the connection you can form with your Dominant; how powerful that connection can be. How it feels if you might have to compete with someone else for your Dominant's attention."
"Is that how you feel competing with Luke?"
"Sometimes. I've gotten somewhat used to sharing Mistress with Lucas. Then I had to share her with you, though she also allowed us to share you with her. I'm fortunate I'm not gay. At least she can have sex as often as she wants. A Master would be more limited. You learned during the munch that submissive's frequently consider the relationship with their Dominant the most significant one in their lives, over even a marriage. Even not being lesbian, you were disturbed Mistress was with another woman and this is only temporary for you. You're leaving in a few days, never to return again, and you still were upset Mistress chose to have someone else in her bed."
I nodded. He was right. I had no reason to be upset if Mistress wanted to share her bed with someone else. I would be gone soon. So why was I upset. I had no reason to be.
The pressure was becoming hard on me. I squatted over the drain and released my bowels, the dirty water swirling down the tile drain.
"One more time," I said.
Ranger prepared the bottle's ingredients and inserted the nozzle one more time, allowing the water to fill me.
"I know you're right," I said. "I shouldn't be upset, but I was."
"I'm not blaming you. It's a very powerful connection. Mistress has enjoyed having you around. She knows you're leaving, perhaps she's decided to keep another female slave. I don't know. Alice seems like a bit of fluff. Not as intelligent and deep as you are, so I'm unsure if Mistress would keep her. Perhaps it was a lesson to you."
"What lesson?"
"You're looking at this entire experience like a science experiment. You think you can drop into submission for a year and pop right back out when you're done. I don't believe it will work like that for you. If you're not a true submissive, it will rankle and you'll be unable to stand it. I don't think that's you. The experience hasn't rankled at all. On the whole, you've loved it. Maybe not every part, but most parts. I think you are a submissive and Mistress just proved it to you. Which means once you're all the way in, you won't want to get out of it. You'll stay."
"I never showed submissive tendencies before," I protested.
"But you've shown a ton of them since you started. Perhaps you weren't exposed to submission and Dominance before. Oh, sure, intellectually, you knew they existed, but not the reality of it. Something in that ad you read dropped a bomb in your safe, vanilla world, and blew it up. Now, you're exhibiting all the traits of a true submissive, thinking you're play acting, but you're not. You're a fucking sex slave, just like me, who merely doesn't know it yet. Mistress just showed you what you were, another needy slave craving her bed and disappointed you weren't the one filling it, licking her cunt. You may get your doctorate, and still find yourself owned."
Was Ranger right? He sure made excellent points, and they scared hell out of me. I thought of this as nothing more than a research project, like others I'd done before, but I'd never been so personally involved in the research. And I had enjoyed it. Most of it, like Ranger said. Enjoyed the sex, the being cared for, serving someone else. Most of it had been pleasurable, not some of the punishments; not the glory hole, exactly, or the bukkake, but I hadn't exactly detested much of it either.
Today, I was preparing my ass to be fucked by someone I barely knew, who was one of Mistress's competitors, trying to tone down their insane competition. He would fuck my cunt, my mouth or my ass as he wished. Why? If Mistress's "pony" lost next year, I wouldn't be here to witness the degradation and humiliation she'd go through for Master Frank. Why did I care? I didn't know. I only knew I did.
I squatted down over the drain and released once more. The water appeared clear. Ranger hosed me off and I showered and dried off.
"Thank you, Ranger. You've given me a lot to think about."
He held me and kissed me, deeply. "See if you can get Master Frank to back off a little."
"I'll do my best."
"I know you will." He patted my ass. "He certainly shouldn't have anything to complain about in the sex department."
I smiled at him. "I should hope not. I've been well trained in all sorts of deviant sexual practices now."
Ranger laughed again. "I'll see you at breakfast," then went upstairs.