I was overwhelmed though the whole next week, erotically charged in a way I had never been before. I was horny all the time and even snuck off one afternoon at work to jerk off in the staff restroom.
The next weekend, Alan fucked me no fewer than three times. Again, I was wearing the balaclava, and Alan had the camera rolling as he lay on his back and I sat on his cock, riding it until my legs couldn't hold me up any more. The depth of the penetration in that position created some extremely intense sensations.
After I nearly collapsed, he rolled me over and pounded me until he came inside me, then looked at my cock.
"I'm surprised you didn't shoot off there while you were riding me," he said.
"I was so turned on all week from what we did last weekend that I was jerking off constantly... I don't think I have any come left!" I said, expecting him to laugh with me.
Instead, he gave me an unexpectedly severe look, and he shook his head.
"Okay, new rule. If you want my cock and my come, you can't waste yours jerking off. I expect to have you fully powered up when you're here, so from now on, you can't come when you're by yourself. Got it?"
This wasn't something I was expecting at all. But I didn't want to argue with him - I wanted him and his cock to take me to places I couldn't get from jerking off. I nodded.
Then he tied me up and blindfolded me until he was ready for another round. When he fucked me again, he left the blindfold on. This time, he started playing with my body and then with my nipples. This was an interesting and unique sensation, so I tried to just relax and let myself experience it - when suddenly the licking and tweaking was replaced by a sudden intense pinch on one nipple, then the other. It hurt, but it also somehow focused my mind in a different way.
I could feel cold metal on my chest, and I guessed he had put some sort of nipple clips on me - I could feel the chain that connected them rubbing back and forth against my skin as his thrusts began. He left the clips in place while he fucked me - and this one was a marathon given that he had come already. The painful bite on my nipples turned into a strange sensation when combined with the pleasure from fucking me. And then, just as the pain would be subsumed into the larger feelings emanating from my asshole, he'd tug or twist at the metal clips, sending new jolts of pain through me. But soon, those too would be mixed up with and adding to the pleasure.
If I were in a fit state to try and think through that, my mind would be very confused. But in the moment, all I could do was
feel
it.
As he came inside me, he gave the chain a firm pull, and I shouted in pain as the clips were ripped off my nipples. As he cooled down, he softly caressed them and they were tender in a slightly uncomfortable way - yet my body was singing with a strange new flavor of pleasure that discomfort had created.
* * * * *
This pattern continued for a few more weeks. With great difficulty, I managed to obey Alan's command to not jerk off, and that did indeed make our Sundays that much more intense. Each weekend brought some new variation, pushing things in directions I could not have anticipated. That made me all the more eager to jerk off, of course, so there was always more pressure building.
I was so used to Alan having the video camera rolling during our sessions that I didn't really notice when he stopped giving me the balaclava to wear. Every once in a while he added some new wrinkle - like the first time after he fucked me that he moved his cock to my mouth and I eagerly licked it clean for him - and something in the back of my mind would observe,
oh, I guess that's on camera now
, but that mostly just turned me on even more.
After a few weeks, strangers began showing up once more - I guess Alan had put his ad back up - so I served them in different ways, experiencing new variations.
One weekend, four guys turned up and I had my first gangbang, getting fucked by them all in turn for what seemed like hours on end. It left my asshole sore for a couple days afterward, but it was an incredible time... although in one sense, getting fucked by four guys with condoms wasn't as fulfilling as getting fucked by Alan without one: I started to wonder if taking his semen inside me -
absorbing
it - somehow changed how I felt over the next few days.