In this chapter, Beth defends her doctoral dissertation before a group of psychologists, psychiatrists and doctors in social work, in the process, discovering another submissive. Francesca begins training the new submissive in front of her husband. A potential lover/Mistress is found who can take over when they leave. This chapter contains oral, lesbian, group, and semi-public sex. There are no STD's or COVID in this fantasy world. My thanks to PimFits and JohnnyGalt for their editorial assistance.
My Descent into Slavery, Ch 23
Defending My Dissertation
The morning after watching Prime Minister Minnick claim two of his three new slaves, I was sleeping with Sahar after an evening of incredible sex, we'd both been so aroused. Someone was banging on the cabin door, making an unforgivable racket. I opened my eyes blearily, and Sahar told me to answer it as she wasn't a slave.
I answered groggily, rubbing the sleep from my eyes, dressed as I normally was on board the ship, naked as a jaybird. It was Captain Amundsen.
"Yes sir, how can I help you?" I asked.
He took me in, his eyes roaming my body. "Christ, I'm going to miss you."
"Miss me? Where are you going?"
"Nowhere, it's you and Sahar going. You need to pack up every one of your possessions, including all the computer gear, and be ready to go in four hours. Leo's taking you off the ship, flying you somewhere."
"Whatever for, Captain? The voyage isn't over yet. I'm supposed to go to New York with the ship."
"Joshua didn't say. He just said he's had you long enough, and it's time to send you home."
Sahar was sitting up, listening.
"Master is my home. Where he is, is my home."
"Well, he's not on the ship, and hasn't been for a couple months now, and you're still here. If he's your home, you're not at home, are you? Four hours, pack up everything. If you need help with the electronics, ask Jìngyi for help. James is bringing some boxes around."
"Did Master grow tired of me? Is it because he hasn't been around? That he has three other slaves? What is it? Why hasn't he spoken to me about this?" I started to cry.
Sahar was up and put her arms around me.
"He didn't say. What I told you is all I know. You were supposed to be on board for a year, and it's been almost eighteen months. It's time for you to go home. Don't delay, you have a lot to get done and not a lot of time."
"What about my group? The freed slaves? What are they going to do?"
"I believe he's made arrangements for them, but I don't know what they are. You're wasting valuable time." The Captain gave me a hug and left.
I turned into Sahar's comforting arms and sobbed.
"Hey, bitch, you know your Master loves you. Whatever it is he's got planned, I'm sure it's wonderful. The Captain didn't remove your collar, so you're still Joshua's slave, no matter what it is."
I sniffed. It's true, I still had my collar on. "The Captain is right, I've spent like five days with Master since he left. Maybe he realized he doesn't need me anymore. He's got a wife, a baby."
"And maybe he just wants to surprise you. We're off the coast of Florida still. Maybe he wants Mistress Layton to look after you while you finish school. Look at the bright side. We'll get to fuck Ranger, Luke, Diego and that hottie, Gloria."
"Do you think so?"
"What do I know? He didn't tell me anything either, but we're leaving together, so it's not all bad."
I sniffed again, then kissed her. She was right. It wasn't all bad, but I wanted to see Master again. It sucked I'd been without him for so long. If he was in New York or DC, why the fuck did I want to be in Gainesville, FL. It wasn't my home anymore, and the people on this ship were my family.
I sent him a text asking him to call me. At least we were in the same time zone. Then, we got busy packing all of our stuff. Sahar didn't have a hell of a lot, mostly guns and knives, and some clothes I bought her, so she could help me with my things. As soon as James brought boxes, we started filling them. I didn't have a ton of clothes, except for lingerie. I did have a lot of electronics, and Jìngyi helped me to box them up so they wouldn't get damaged.
When my little cabin was bare, I looked around at my home for the last year and a half, and started crying again, like some baby who hadn't almost been branded and sold. One would think I would have toughened up a little. I hadn't cried this much when Mahmoud had me.
I still hadn't heard back from Master by noon, when the Captain called a special muster.
As I stood with the rest of my shipmates, the Captain addressed everyone not actively involved in sailing the ship.
"I've got some bad news for all of us. Beth, Sahar, Hannah, Angelique and Delphine are all leaving us today. Hannah and her two slaves are headed back to New York, via plane from Orlando. The business portion of our cruise is over and Hannah needs to get back to help take care of Joshua's many business interests. Beth needs to go back to the University of Florida to finish up her degree. We weren't supposed to be gone for more than a year, and due to circumstances outside of our control, Beth has been gone for eighteen months. Joshua feels he's kept her long enough and she needs to get back to what she was doing before he entered her life. You may all take the next thirty minutes to say goodbye before they all depart."
At least I was being given the opportunity to say goodbye to everyone. People started rushing us and I was surrounded by a sea of people I'd grown to love, getting kisses and hugs, and when I was done with them, some left to man the bridge, to relieve those crew, and I got to say goodbye to the rest.
I cried with my slave group, promising to stay in touch and find out how they were doing and who would be continuing with their treatment. I hugged the babies, kissed the mothers and fathers, and generally cried my eyes out the whole time. Lynn got a great big hug from me and I thanked her for looking after me in Master's absence.
"Beth, you made such a huge difference in my life, I should be down on my knees licking your cunt. Meeting you was the best thing that's ever happened to me after the birth of my children. We'll see each other again, don't worry. Joshua's life is in New York. You'll return there some day, and don't forget there will be lots of freed slaves requiring your skill in handling them. Who else would know what they went through as well as you do."
"What if Master doesn't want me anymore?"
"Girl, you're a fool if you believe that. Joshua could do without air better than he could do without you."
"I hope you're right. Perhaps it's because I haven't seen him much the last few months, but I'm afraid he's forgotten about me."
"Have you forgotten about him?"
"Never."
"He feels the same about you."
"I wish I knew what was going on. Do you know?"
"Not a clue, although I'm sure it's something special."
"Would Hannah know?"
"Probably, but she'll never tell if Joshua doesn't want her to."
"I texted him hours ago, asking him to call, and he still hasn't."
"Joshua is a busy man, and perhaps he's afraid of spilling some beans if you badger him."
"Oh, I hope you're right."
Lynn hugged and kissed me again. "You're worried about nothing."
The crew had loaded up the helicopter with our possessions, I hadn't known Hannah and the others were going, but when they grabbed the things from Master's cabin, they'd written my name on our boxes. Farah was flying with Leo today, and she gave me another hug before I got aboard. I saw her giving our bird a preflight inspection under Leo's watchful eye. Apparently, she didn't miss anything because Leo just nodded and smiled when she finished. She grinned broadly at him and climbed into the copilot seat. I was so happy that all of our wounded birds had found someone to love.
"Where are we going?" I asked Leo.
"Orlando," Leo replied.
"That's all?" I asked.
"That's what my flight plan says."
"How are we getting to Gainesville?"
"Someone will be waiting with a hand truck for all of your things and have a big sign that reads 'Beth' on it. He or she will give you further instructions."
"Why all the cloak and dagger?"
"I imagine Joshua has his reasons."
No more information than I had before. Everyone thought I was blowing this out of proportion. Something had changed, and I wasn't ready for it. Did I expect to stay on the ship the rest of my life, this comfortable cocoon that would keep me from growing, expanding. All fledglings have to leave the nest sometime, spread their wings and fly. Was I afraid to fly now, content in my sheltered world where I was comfortable, where I knew my place, knew where I fit in. Everyone else was changing. Did I want Sahar to stay here forever, shooting imaginary enemies on computer generated ships, with a coterie of friends I could fuck, suck and lick? Didn't I want her to learn to drive, to go to school, to learn something besides killing and having sex with me?
"Am I broken?" I asked.
"You look functional to me," she said, opening one eye.
"No one else seems to think this is a big deal. Why am I so bothered by it?"
"I don't know. Do I need to spank your ass again?"
"God, I hope not. I'm supposed to be happy I'm going back to school and finishing my degree, so I can legitimately help people. It's what I aimed my life at. It was my total focus at one time. But going back almost seems like a step backward, when in reality, it's not. I got comfortable. Beth Wilson, slave slut, freed slave counselor, wife, pussy licking and cock sucking trainer. It's like I wanted to stay on the ship forever, even though Master wasn't on it anymore and leaving it is so fucking hard.
"I feel like I'm leaving the only home I've ever known, my family. My parents died at a critical time in my life, just hitting puberty, and I understand the effect it had on me. I've studied the loss of parents at different times in your life. Then I lived with my Aunt Helen, and she was a good woman, but reserved. I never felt like I got real close to her. I didn't have a lot of friends at high school or college, a bit of loner, truth be told, enjoying solitary sports and scholarship, but with no besties, no BFF's. This is the first place I ever really felt at home. Not only comfortable, but useful, like I mattered to people, even if it was because I gave the best blow job in the world.