In this chapter, Marilyn really begins her slut training. Beth touches base with her slave group, both individually, and in group, to see where they are. She learns something new about Maahnoor and Ateefah. Joshua agrees to allow Sahar to peg him. This chapter contains oral sex, lesbian sex, anal sex, group sex, public masturbation. There is no COVID or STD's in my fantasy world. My thanks to JohnnyGalt for his editorial assistance, all mistakes remain mine.
My Descent into Slavery and Eventual Resurrection, Ch 13
Ship's Slut
"Might I discuss what you're doing with Mrs. Hoover, Beth?" Dr. Sadiq asked, Felicity beside him.
"Of course, Doctor. Will it be a lengthy conversation?"
"I'm not sure."
"Why don't we have a seat in the chair grouping near the spa then?"
He nodded and they followed me to the chairs.
"Is Mrs. Hoover a submissive?" Dr. Sadiq asked after we'd taken seats.
"I suspect she is, but I don't know. I haven't given her my survey yet."
"Then why are you treating her the way you are?"
"She asked me to." His eyebrows raised. "Marilyn has been very unhappy for a lengthy period of time. She divorced her husband when Francesca was three. They had engaged in some Dominant/submissive behavior together, which Marilyn admitted she'd enjoyed. She admitted to still loving him when she got divorced, but he'd asked her to have sex with another woman as part of their play. Due to her marriage and religious beliefs, she was offended that he'd asked her to do so and refused. She began to look at everything she'd done with him before as more sinful, even the things previously enjoyed. Feeling that these things were bad now and not wanting to expose her daughter to these activities, she divorced, moved away, began running Francesca's father down, and began living a life which was constrained sexually.
"When she dated other men, she was closed off sexually, would only have sex in the missionary position, in the dark, and wouldn't engage in sexual activities which she'd previously enjoyed. She began criticizing her women friends who did engage in those activities, calling them immoral. She raised Francesca strictly, attempting to control her. Francesca rebelled against this strict upbringing, and moved back in with her father.
"Essentially, since Francesca moved out, she's been alone, not dating, no friends, even female. The last time she had sex before attending the wedding was over three years ago. When invited to the wedding, she had nothing good to say about Belle, or the fact Francesca was marrying a woman. She was disappointed, to say the least. The same thing she'd rejected her beloved husband for, her daughter was now doing. Marilyn was angry and bitter. In the receiving line, she called me a disgusting slut, in a derogatory and demeaning tone, which seriously offended my wife.
"I called her a frigid, old hag, who hadn't even met her daughter-in-law, before rejecting her. Apparently, something I said struck a chord with her. She later had a good, long talk with Belle at the reception and realized she was a nice, young woman.
"On Sunday night, we were bothered by some busybody at the restaurant, who could have ruined Miranda's career. He was made to admit he was mistaken about what he'd seen and I stood on my chair, and in front of the whole room, told everyone what had happened to me and why I was the way I was. After hearing what had been done to me and how it has contributed to my promiscuity, she came over and apologized to me. I later went up to the table where she was talking to her ex-husband, and his current girlfriend, Theresa Layton, and Francesca, Belle, and Mistress Layton's submissives. I asked her if she wanted me to show her what having sex with a woman was like so she'd understand her daughter. She accepted my offer and both Sahar and I had sex with her. Before she left our residence, she asked Joshua if she could come back to the States with him so she could spend more time becoming acquainted with Belle, and reacquainted with Francesca.
"She said she had a secondary reason for doing so. She'd seen that despite what I'd been through, which is much worse than anything she'd experienced, I was still happy and able to find love with another person. That my sexual experiences hadn't seemed to negatively affect me, whereas her own life was lonely, miserable and without love. She asked me to make her a slut and teach her how to enjoy life. Yesterday, I told her what that life would consist of if she chose to accept it. She agreed to the terms of my slut training, and greatly enjoyed the testing I did to ensure she could endure my training. That's exactly what I'm doing to her."
"Do you think that's what she truly wants?"
"Marilyn was miserable and alone. She now regrets divorcing her husband, and living the life she's lived. She'd gone from someone who enjoyed a bit of submission, to someone who couldn't even have sex unless it was dark. She'd gone from someone who was a sexual being, to an asexual being because the thought of what she was now doing was sinful, and took it way too far in the opposite direction. There was no joy in her life anymore. I wouldn't wish that life on anyone. It may have satisfied what she thought was her morality, but did nothing else for her. She was sour, rude, and nasty.
"I know you don't accept much of what I do in my life, but you respect they are my choices. You don't criticize me for the way I live my life, and will help me to find a better balance between what I want, and what I am. I respect the way you want to live your life and the way you treat others. I had no respect for the way she treated her daughter and Belle. I think it very possible that she's submissive herself and went completely overboard trying to deny her own feelings of submission. She needs better balance in her life. Perhaps she's going too far in the other direction, but at least she can know if it's better than what she had, which totally denied her own sexuality. This is what she asked for, and I intend to let her live it until she knows it's not for her."
"I see. Would you have any objection to my speaking with her?"
"Doctor, you make it sound as if she's my captive, or something. You don't need my permission to speak with her. She's free to do as she likes." He nodded.
"Beth, may I say that you look a lot stronger and even more fit than when I last saw you naked," Felicity said.
"Part of Sahar's treatment, was to work me very hard. It's part of what helped her. My skin graft surgery and recovery made me take it easy for several weeks in order for the grafts to heal. She's ready to start working my 'lazy ass' again. We plan on doing the same to Marilyn. She doesn't feel attractive because she hasn't had sex in so long and lacks self confidence. Sahar intends to make her lose weight and tighten and tone up, so she feels better about herself."
"Would it be okay if I worked out with you?"
"Do you have exercise clothes with you? I'm sure your husband doesn't want you exercising the way Marilyn and I will be exercising, essentially, only with sport's bras, and nothing else."
"I don't," she said softly.
Sahar had joined us a few minutes ago and heard our conversation. "I have some things which should fit her," she said. "They might be a little tight on her, but if she wore a large loose t-shirt over, it should be modest enough to satisfy Dr. Sadiq."
"Please, sir. I'd like to try. I live quite a sedentary lifestyle and could use the work to get into better shape."
"You realize that one week is not going to do much," Sahar said. "One week is just a start. You'll need to continue working out when you return to England, or you're just wasting your time. I anticipate working with Marilyn for several months. I don't think she's going to leave the ship when Francesca does."
"You think she's going to enjoy this life?" Dr. Sadiq asked.
Sahar laughed. "You didn't see how she responded to being treated as a slut on our sightseeing tour yesterday. She's a slave waiting to happen. She may be even sluttier than Beth, and that's damn difficult."