I glance towards the bar where he is sitting. The two men I have dubbed his business partners are watching us.
"I should let you get back to your friends. They look like they're waiting on you."
His eyes follow mine.
"They aren't my friends. I'll have them give us some space." When I continue to hesitate, his fingers weave around mine, and he pulls me just a little bit closer. He gives the men watching us a hand signal, and they quickly move to a table at the back of the bar.
"Wow, they listen really well."
"They work for me." As soon as the words are spoken I know he hasn't meant to say them. It is in the way his whole frame stiffens, and he clears his throat. It's the first time I have seen a crack in his ultra-confident demeanor.
I smile suddenly feeling like I should make him feel better for a change. It makes me more comfortable to know he isn't so perfect and just might understand what it's like to have a night like mine.
"It's okay we don't have to talk about it." I smile up at him. I can feel his eyes on me that intensity, as he searches my face for something. What is the something?
"Does that mean you'll stay for that drink?"
He is still looking at me suspiciously; convinced there is something I'm not telling him. I'm not sure what the best answer to the question is. "Do you really want me to stay or are you just being nice?" I cock my head to the side and try to do a mental snapshot of that fabulous smile. It is worth recalling later.
"I'm never just being nice."
He leans in close taking his time, giving me a chance to back away, when I don't, he leans in even closer until he is whispering in my ear. "Besides don't you have a challenge to complete?"
His voice is low enough for only me to understand, which makes the suggestive words feel almost statically charged as his breath brushes against my ear.My eyes flicker nervously over his shoulder, back to the table where my friends sit. Georgia is smiling at me; Natalie is biting her thumbnail, and Jess is sitting back, trying to discreetly give me both thumbs up. If it's even possible to discreetly give someone the thumbs up, these girls aren't capable of it. I bit my lip to stifle a laugh.
It is probably that look more than the suggestive words that convince me I am in. Can I pull it off? My eyes are drawn back to him with a near magnetic force. He tilts his head ever so slightly in the direction of the bar that charming, panty dropping smile still on his face.
Oh hell, who cares, I'm sure going to give it a try. This man might not be willing to let me tie him up, but it's apparent he isn't exactly ready to let me go yet either. This can be good, or it can be bad. The old me would have turned and bailed by now. I would have had the excuse of a sick mother to attend to at home, a ton of medical bills to sort through. The new me has none of those excuses. The new me has a promise to keep and friends to cheer me on. Isn't this moment exactly why motto's like "live life to the fullest" has been invented?
The small squeeze to my right hand let me know he was still awaiting my answer. I blew out a frustrated breath and smiled weakly.
"Okay, but if one more disastrous thing happens to me tonight I am totally blaming you."
He shakes his head assertively; those firm lips flipping up at the edges as he fights not to smile. One corner of his mouth wins and the other side loses leaving a boyish, crooked smile on his face. The openness of it leaves me a little breathless, and I'm not sure why but I feel like I've just seen a side of him that he doesn't show to most people. It warms me up in so many ways and strangely bolsters my courage.
I move towards the bar, but he draws me up short by our connected hands. He tilts his head in a manner indicating I should walk back to him. I do, and when I get there he turns me back around smoothly sliding an arm over my shoulder.
He smells divine, like a mixture of expensive, exotic spices with a hint of unshakable confidence. His fingers are warm, solid where they rest against the skin of my shoulder, and he begins to maneuver us towards the bar.
"If I'm going to be held responsible then I had better keep you close enough I can watch out for you."
I look at him confused for a second and then remember my claim to hold him responsible for any future calamities. I blush despite my mental command not to.
He notices, grin widening and I feel my knees go weak. My God he is so...so...smooth? Confident? Debonair? I can't even find the right word for how hot he is. I don't think there is a word for him.
"You don't seem like the type to tie someone up." He says pulling out a chair for me at the bar.
The blush deepens but I answer anyway. "I guess that's kind of the point. To do something that you wouldn't usually do."
"Something or someone?" He sits down beside me, then turn the wooden stool to wave down the bartender. I'm thankful that he's not looking at me when he asks. It gives me a moment to formulate my response and stare at his profile at the same time.When he turns back around he hands me a glass of wine.
"In my case both probably." I say thinking about my nonexistent dating history. I take a sip of wine. It's the same Chardonnay I had been drinking earlier, and it gives me pause. My eyes shoot to his. He grins unabashedly. Holy Hell. Had he been checking me out?
"So you wouldn't normally approach me but you're making an exception because of your friend's challenge?"
I shook my head. "I wouldn't usually approach a guy."
His eyebrows shoot to his hairline again, and it's so comical I giggle.
"So you're..." He trails off.
I scramble, trying to play back the conversation in my head to where it went wrong. My eyes widen as I realize it.
"Oh, shit. Oh no, I mean I'm not gay... I like guys."
I smack my hand to my face. I am beyond an idiot. I take a deep breath, remove my hand and smile like I am in pain.
"What I meant to say is I don't usually try to pick up anyone. I'm usually the lurk in the shadows type. Not like a stalker or anything, I'm just..."
If I don't stop babbling soon I'm going to hurl myself across the nearest table in the hopes of breaking my own jaw. Maybe that will stop the words from falling out? Maybe.
He is out and out laughing now, so I just stop talking mid-sentence. It is a good laugh. One that makes me want to join in, even at my own expense, especially at my own expense and I start to laugh too. It is kind of funny.
I wipe at the tears that are forming at the corners of my eyes. "I'm not very good at this." I smile, shaking my head at myself.
"That's what makes you great at it." He stops laughing. His eyes take on the look that heats my blood in its intensity. He reaches out to take a strand of my hair, letting it slide through his fingers until the back of his hand brushes against my cheek; his thumb resting against my jaw.