Chapter 12
If anyone asked me how I had ended up naked in bed with one of the most dangerous beings in the Cryptid world, I'm not sure that I would have had a plausible explanation. And honestly, I should have been far more unsettled than I was. I also couldn't help blushing when I thought back on the last hour. I was a shitty succubus to blush as much as I did. Can a being without shame feel embarrassed? Then again, to say I was completely shameless was just as completely untrue. I just felt shame over very different things than merely sex.
As I lay against his warm chest, I closed my eyes and felt a certain peace that I hadn't felt in... fuck, I couldn't even remember. I tried to compare it to how I once felt with Dominic, but I think those memories were tainted given that when I had once felt safe with him; it was all just smoke and mirrors. In the end, he was far more inhuman than I, and all of his platitudes about caring for me hinged on how well I obeyed him, or gave into his games. He loved control, plain and simple. I think some part of him may have wished that he could love me, but I honestly didn't believe that he was capable of true, selfless love. He could protect me, if it suited him, or he would leave me to my fate. His whims were as mercurial as his mood.
Naberius, on the other hand... he was deadly, to be sure. I didn't imagine many people survived if he didn't wish them to. As beautiful as the three headed canine form that was his own skin was, it was a dangerous beauty, as seductive and lethal as my own. An elegant, muscular, yet lithe frame, fur that hid the heaviness of his muscled body, and eyes... eyes that would have made Van Gough jealous in their depth of blue. Funny that those eyes never changed, regardless of what shape he chose to inhabit.
Oh, and he did make me rub his belly. It was more innocent than he had teased, and I was delighted in spite of myself. It was such a juxtaposition, the warmth and likability of the family dog with all the feral deadliness of a three headed direwolf. And yet, he was also a man. Perhaps not a human man, but a man nonetheless. His ability to scent even the smallest change of my mood should have struck me as uncanny, but there was something comforting in it.
I think this was the first time in days when I had taken an easy breath. And yet, I knew it was only temporary. Despite the playful moments when he let me please him with pets and nuzzles, he more often maintained his bipedal image and held me without demanding anything of me. He just... let me absorb the rare moment of peace, and I found myself taking small sips of his energy even when we were not in a passionate embrace. I could taste the edge of his desire always, but he also had tight control, and despite that my pheromones might make most men crawl to me on their knees begging to let them touch me, but he seemed almost immune. Not to say that he was unmoved; quite the contrary. I could taste that he was more than a little interested. But he was letting me take my time, become comfortable with him and it was a kindness I wouldn't have suspected of the Hell's hatchet man.
"Don't get me wrong," I said as I wrapped the red spidersilk tie around my fingers absentmindedly. "I am grateful for the company and the distraction from everything, but... do you really have this kind of time to waste on me?"
His lips twisted into a rueful smile. "I had not intended to spend my day in your bed, that is certain. And I did have a reason to be here, though I am afraid the urgency of your hunger rather distracted me from my initial agenda."
"Should I apologize?" I asked, my voice low with amused lust; I had taken the edge off my hunger with what little play we had engaged in, but I had not fed as deeply as I needed to. We both knew it, but neither of us were commenting on it.
"Never apologize for being what you are," he said quite seriously, and he captured my chin between his fingers and he held my gaze, his dark with complete, intense sincerity. "And if I am so easily captured by you, it is my own weakness. And... I find I do not mind." He smiled and stroked my cheek gently. "I far prefer guarding your body this way, with you nude beside me save for your... is that Grumpy cat on your bedsheets?" He looked torn between abject confusion and amusement.
I felt heat flush my cheeks. "My good sheets were sort of soiled by a dead body," I said a little defensively. "These were a Yule present from my roommate, Lina."
"Ah, the Cait Sidhe," he said, understanding in his voice. "There aren't many of them left in the world."
"Lina is one of the last," I agreed.
"Despite the name, the Grimalkins still hunt their shifter cousins; the Malks don't see the Cait Sidhe as kin, despite their similarities." Naberius observed. "They are a little more circumspect now; an all out war between the fae and the weres would be... problematic." He fingered the soft printed flannel sheet over my bare breasts, his teeth flashing in an almost feral smile as he looked at the seal-pointed cartoon cats all over the soft material. "You are nothing like I imagined, when your father asked me to take this assignment."
"Well, you're nothing like I imagined either. Whatever would the nine Hells say if they knew their head of security spent the afternoon in bed and under the thrall of the daughter of Lilith? Getting belly rubs in his canid form?" I wrinkled my nose teasingly, and he growled a little, lightly, playfully and dragged me to him, pulling me on top of his body, my breasts free of the flannel that had covered them, my torso across his, our lips inches from one another's.
"Tell anyone the last part, princess," he said in a whisper-soft voice that made my toes curl. "And you'll find me most displeased. You don't want to displease me." It was impossible to tell if he was being completely serious or not, and like an idiot, my body responded to the implied threat. I saw his nostrils flare a moment later and those cornflower eyes once more deepened to the rich blue of cobalt. "You fear me," he whispered, his fingertips rising to caress my exposed throat. "And yet it does nothing to curb your hunger or desire. If anything, I would say it just gives it a sharper edge."
"Harder to ignore," I agreed, keeping perfectly still and he searched my eyes for the answers to dozens of unspoken questions. He curled his large hand around my slender neck once more, but applied a gentle but firm pressure...it just made my heart beat harder. I closed my eyes, completely complaint in his grip. "Are you going to truly hurt me, Naberius? I don't think you will." I whispered, my voice a little strained against his fingertips.
"You are by far too trusting," he chided me, but leaned down and kissed my mouth, nonetheless. "One of these days, that willingness to see the best in others will get you killed." Still holding me to him, he switched our position in the bed, throwing me onto my back as I gasped up at him, my throat still in his grip. But I wasn't afraid. I just knew he wouldn't hurt me. And he saw it. The emotions flickered over his face like lightning strikes in a storm, and he frowned down at me. "Tempest..."
"Are you going to lecture me, or fuck me, Barry?" I asked, arching a delicate brow at him from where I lie underneath his hands and his body.