The rest of Saturday was pretty uneventful, that was except for dinner. We went to this nice little Italian restaurant not too far from my house. We were just talking about how well things went during the day when Carla mentioned how cute she thought John was. It was like, from out of the blue. I didn't think much of it, just kind of ignoring it, until she mentioned it again.
"Well, what? Do you want to ball him or something?"
"No! I didn't say that. I was just saying he was cute. I've never seen a body like that."
"So? You said it once. I heard you. Why did you have to say it again?"
"I didn't mean anything by it."
"Did you get his phone number?"
"No! Well... yes, he gave me one of his business cards."
"So, are you going to call him?"
"Well, the way you're acting, I might."
"Well go ahead. There's no strings attached. Remember?"
"And if I did, you'd get pissed off and probably fire me, right?"
"I wouldn't fire you. Carla, I told you just to let me know when there's someone else. That's all. But don't tell me how much you love me and how I'm the only guy for you, but then flirt with other guys and tell me all about it just trying to get me jealous. Because, you know why? It will work, I'll get jealous."
"But Mick, you ARE the only guy for me. I thought you like me flirting with guys. I thought you like showing me off."
"I do. But I like you flirting with guys when I'm around. I wasn't there when you were flirting with him today."
"I didn't flirt with him. All I said was that he was cute. He's a nice guy. He really helped us out today."
"Did he ask if you were seeing anyone?"
"No! But I told him anyway. I told him I was seeing you."
"Was that before or after he gave you his card?"
"After. As soon as I told him about you, he backed off."
Why was I getting so frigging jealous? I knew why, but I didn't want to admit it. "I'm sorry Carla, but do you blame me?"
"Blame you for what?"
"Being jealous every time some guy looks at you. Any time some guy talks to you."
"It sounds like you're..."
"What? In love? Say it."
"Are you?"
"Suppose I am. What does it mean for us?"
"Mick, I'll never force you to say it. When you decide to say it, I'll be here." Carla went into a pocket and pulled out John's business card. She slid it across the table to me. "Here, I don't want this anyway."
I took the card and put it on the side. "I don't mean to get so jealous. But aren't you glad I do?"
"Yes. I am glad you do. Just don't let it get in the way. You have no reason to get jealous."
The rest of the dinner was fine. It was a beautifully clear night. The stars were bright. One of the things I really like being outside the city, the lights from downtown don't obscure the stars. When we got back to my house, I fixed a couple of drinks and we sat out on the deck and talked about all kinds of things, but mainly us.
"Mick, last night, when I told you about that bachelorette party that I went to last year, did it piss you off or anything?", Carla asked.
"Piss me off? No. Why would you think you pissed me off?"
"Well, just for being so slutty. I mean, I really was bombed. When I started to sober up, I couldn't believe I actually did what I remembered."
"So, why did you tell me about it?"
"Just to brag a little, get it out in the open. After all, you seemed to like me telling you all about it."
"To tell you the truth, I did. I just never though you'd be into anything like that."
"I wouldn't say I'd ever do it again, but it was... exciting. It actually was fun. But like I said, I'll probably never do it again. That was before I knew I had a chance with you."
"Why didn't you ever tell me about it? Like last year, right after you did it."
"Even though you and I have been close, I never felt close enough to tell you about it. What was I supposed to do when I got back that Monday, "Hey boss, I banged a dozen high school grads Friday night!" I don't think so!"
"I guess you're right."
We sat on the deck and had a couple more drinks and went to bed. When Carla undressed and climbed into bed next to me, she leaned over to kiss me good night. After she did, I looked her straight in the eyes, "Carla..." There was a pause.
"What?"
I was so close to telling her and chickened out. "Thanks."
"Thanks for what?"
"Just, thanks. Thanks for being around. Thanks for helping out today. Just thanks."
She kissed me again, "Don't mention it."
I think she knew what I almost said to her. She had that look in her eyes, but still managed a smile.
Sunday was such a gorgeous day that we went for a ride on my bike. We had breakfast at a little diner, lunch at a burger joint, and were still back home in time to throw a couple steaks and some shrimp on the grill before the sun went down, even though the sun being down never stopped me from cooking outside.
I hadn't heard from Holly all day. She did say she would call just to let me know how things were. I guess no news is good news. I was keeping an eye on the steaks when my cell phone started ringing. When I checked the number I saw it was Holly.
"I was wondering if you were going to call or not."
"I wasn't going to, but after I told you I would, I thought I probably should."
"So, how's your mom doing?"
"Actually Mick, she's doing great. She seems to be handling everything very well."
"Any comments about your father?"
"Oh yeah! Plenty of comments about him."
"Did she give you any indication about what she has planned?"
"No. Actually, she hasn't said anything about revenge at all. She did talk to the attorney this morning. I didn't hear a whole lot of what was said, she went into my father's study and closed the door."
"Well, at least she seems to be keeping him up on everything."
"It seems that way. I guess that's good."
"Yeah. I don't think he'd let her do anything stupid."
"I certainly hope not. All she did say was that may father was going to "blow his mind" when all of this came together."
"Well, at least she has a very positive outlook. No sign of depression?"
"No. None at all. We went out to dinner last night. We even had a couple of drinks at this little bar up the road. It was a nice night."
"No signs of our friends, huh?"
"Nope. Not a sign. I've been keeping an eye out too."
"Good girl. What are you doing about getting to school tomorrow?"