I awoke early the next morning, about 5:00, with a nasty headache from too much whiskey the night before. I staggered to the kitchen and washed down three ibuprofen with a full glass of water, thinking that I should have done that before I went to bed. Instead of going back to bed I made a pot of coffee and sat down to think about my day, trying to make a checklist. Lets see I thought, I know I've got an appointment downtown at Wendover's Gallery. That's at ten, and I need to put together a portfolio to show the gallery's owner, Howard. If I'm going down there, I should also drop in on Rachel at the bookstore and see if she's still talking to me. I've been kind of ignoring her since the Rocky Road and Three Stooges evening.
But there is something else I want to do, and it's more important to me now than anything else. When Sandy told me last night that she was wearing nothing but a pair of black pumps and a string of pearls, it burned an image into my mind that I have to draw. I've seen her like that before, and it's always been wildly erotic to me. I pour a second cup of coffee and walk to the studio. I can shower and fix breakfast later I tell myself, and it won't take anytime at all to put the portfolio together.
Three and a half hours later it's fast approaching nine o'clock. I have five finished sketches of Sandy wearing nothing but the pearls and her high heels, and I like them all. The best I decide is one in which she is sitting in an arm chair, with one leg thrown over the arm of the chair and the pump on that foot dangling from her toe. Her pussy is fully exposed and looks aroused (I know that feature will be clearer, maybe even the focal point when I do the drawings in pastels). She has the string of pearls pulled up and hanging from her mouth as she uses a hand to push her long blonde hair aside. The look on her face is telling the viewer to come closer and have some of what she is offering. The sketch just drips eroticism.
There is another in which she is standing looking over her shoulder at the viewer, again toying with the pearls with her mouth. I like this one because the pumps and her pose accentuate her long sexy legs and her tight ass.
Another sketch is limited to her upper body. The pearls hang between her tits, and half her face is obscured by her hair, but her smile again beckons the viewer.
In a final sketch she is slouched in the armchair, her legs spread obscenely. Her head is thrown back and her face contorted on the edge of orgasm. One hand is pulling a leg wide and the other is holding the end of the pearl string, which is emerging from her shining cunt. She is pulling it up so it grinds against her slit and then bumps her clit, one pearl at a time, as she slowly withdraws it. As I look at the sketch I can imagine her withdrawing the string and gasping as each separate pearl slides over her clit.
Realizing I'm late, distracted by the erotic story told by the last sketch, I jump from my chair and run to the bedroom for a change of clothes. Shower, shave, and breakfast are out. I dig around in a closet and find a big portfolio case, rush back to the studio and slip eight or ten sketches and pastels into it, with no particular thought about what I am selecting. I have produced so much over the last ten days. I can't take it all, but I am running out of time, so I just grab a few with no thought as to what they are or how they relate. My mind is still mainly on images of Sandy in her pumps and pearls—images that I have not yet drawn.
Fortunately, our apartment is not far from the subway, and the 7th Avenue Line would take me all the way to 14th street without changing trains. The bad news was that it was past the rush hour schedule, so I wound up waiting fifteen minutes for a train. I walked into Wendover Galleries about ten minutes late. I'm not sure I can explain why I was so stressed about an appointment with a gallery owner to explore selling erotic pictures of my wife and her cousin, when I wasn't even sure I wanted to sell them. Contradictory, but there it was.
To my surprise, Lisa stepped out from behind a desk to greet me. She was dressed much more conservatively than her bartender clothing—a dark suit, the skirt cut just at the knees, her white blouse open just a bit at the throat, enough to display a short string of pearls. She wore a dark jacket that matched the material of her skirt and conservative three-inch spiked heel black pumps. Her outfit was almost exactly what I had imagined Sandy described herself as wearing the night before, except, of course, Lisa was wearing a bra and panties. At least I assumed she was.
Before she could even speak, I was jabbering an apology for being late, blaming the MTA, a tradition in New York where everything, including the weather, is blamed on the MTA.
"Relax, Steven," she said. "Howard isn't even here yet. He is always half an hour late. Would you like some coffee? Did you have breakfast? We have some pastries."
Her voice didn't sound like bartender Lisa either. Much more cultured, an Upper East Side accent, and somehow the tone seemed a bit lower. How did this woman go through this transition every day?
I looked at her for a moment in silence trying to decide if this was really Lisa. Finally I spoke, "Coffee. Oh yes, coffee would be good, and you're right. I didn't have breakfast."
"Great. They're in the workroom. Let's go back there and get your drawings on the wall for Howard to look at, and then we can have coffee and a pastry." Her tone and style were very professional.
She turned to lead me out of the display floor and then she looked up the spiral staircase to her left. "Sarah, are you here?" A tall, stunning black woman, her skin a creamy chocolate, appeared at the top of the stairs. She was dressed just like Lisa, but the dress was a bit shorter, and she was obviously several years younger.
"Yes."
"Can you mind the desk for a while. Steven here and I have some artwork to put up in the workroom for Howard to take a look at."
"Oh absolutely, Ms. Chambers. I'll be right down." She had a lovely English accent, from Jamaica perhaps. As she walked down the stairs, two things stood out. First, the artist in me saw the contrast between her chocolate skin and the stark white walls of the gallery. It was stunning. I had spent my life learning about the use of color and this was a perfect combination.
The man in me noticed that unlike Lisa, Sarah's dress had a long slit cut up one side, showing a long stunning leg.
"Steven, this way," Lisa said, reclaiming my attention.
"Oh right. I'm coming." I followed Lisa through a door into a workroom behind the gallery. The walls, like those in the gallery, were a stark white. There was a large wooden worktable and some framing materials and equipment, although it was clearly not a full frame shop. The lighting focused on one wall, obviously the display wall, but there was still no shortage of light in the remainder of the room, especially over the worktable. In one corner there was a small table with a coffee urn and a box of pastries (From Angel's coffee house I wondered? Well, at least from the same commercial bakery likely located somewhere in Brooklyn). Against the wall opposite the display space there were several comfortable chairs with a small table next to each.
"Finding Sarah a little distracting, are we?"
I laughed. "Yes, she is a little distracting. But then I suppose that is why you keep her around here."
"That and her MFA from NYU. Believe me, Steven, she knows her stuff. Besides, last time I checked, you already have more women to deal with than you are comfortable with. Let's look at your art."
Ouch. Put in my place. Had it coming, I guess.
I walked to the worktable and opened the portfolio case. As I opened it, I realized I had no idea what pictures I had put in it. I had been so distracted by the work I had been doing this morning that I had just grabbed pictures and filled up the portfolio case. God, what had I done? This was a big opportunity, and I had not paid any attention to it.
As I spread out the pictures, Lisa stood silently behind me. There were twelve in total—five sketches and seven completed pastels. The sketches included one of Sandy that I had done just this morning. Not my favorite, but still a good drawing, I thought. As I looked at what I had brought, I thought, okay, not so bad. I'm not embarrassed by these. The pictures included the sketch of Sandy's orgasm that first night with Rachel between her legs, a pastel of Rachel's face as she climaxed the chicken soup night, and others that I felt good about. But what would Lisa and her husband Howard think? This wasn't anything like showing Lisa my pictures on an iPad in a dark bar.
When they were all spread out on the table, Lisa stood and stared, finally softly saying, "Oh my my," almost under her breath.
After a bit more silent staring at the pictures, she said, "Get yourself a coffee and a pastry and have a seat while I get these up on the display wall. Howard will want to look at them up there where the light is as it will be in the showroom."
"Showroom? Did she say showroom? Does this mean she likes the drawings?" I asked myself. Then, as I sat down with the coffee and a pastry I badly needed, I reminded myself not to get ahead of things. Howard was the gallery manager and he hadn't seen anything yet.
As Lisa stretched to hang the drawings, I noticed that she really had very attractive legs—legs that I had never seen in the bar. The more I saw of her, the more I liked the idea of using her for a model. There were other thoughts that crossed my mind, but I dismissed them. She might be in an "open marriage," but I wasn't. Besides today was about business. Still, they were great legs.
Once the drawings were all up on the wall, Lisa stood back and looked again at them. Then she walked to the display room door and called out, "Sarah, come in here. I want you to see these. We'll just leave the door open so we can hear anyone who comes in."
Sarah walked in. Some women totter about on their high heels, but I swear, Sarah's walk was more of a slink. She moved with a seductive grace. It was extraordinary. She ignored me, her focus intently on the pictures. She paced back and forth looking at them from different angles, moving with the grace of a large jungle cat. Eventually she turned and looked at me, "Are these yours?" Her accent and her style gave the question an intimidating tone.
"Yes."