*Authorâs Note: Thank you once again for your kind words and for reading this series. As I said before this is new territory for me so I am not as confident in it as I am with my other writings. I do realize that this story may not be enjoyable for some, perhaps even boring. I do apologize for this and I hope it will get better soon.
I do speak of subspace in this chapter, it may not be something you have experienced or the way you have experienced it, it is simply a way I have experienced it. Jonathan is very aware of what is happening to him while in this space.
Once again, this chapter has no sex in it.
As before, if you are here because of The Contract, please know that this is a different Jonathan than the one you already know. This Jonathan is still learning and weâll be on that journey with him. Things may be get darker in this story.
I will gladly accept your constructive criticism and would be grateful of your advice.
I do hope you enjoy.*
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It took at least a week for Jonathan to feel comfortable in his role again, but Garret patiently helped him through it. He was hesitant again and had lost the confidence that he had previously gained. They talked through Jonathanâs fears but he did not want to talk any further about Scott, and Garret did not press him. Soon his submissive started leaning into his touches again, lost that nervous trepidation. While Garret knew that he would have to continue being slow and gentle, now more so than ever, he decided it was time for the next step.
He led Jonathan to the playroom, his submissive could tell something was different today. The room looked no different than usual, but Jonathan felt goosebumps as he stripped and knelt, anticipating something.
Garret held a length of soft rope in his hands.
âToday, Jonathan, Iâm going to tie you up.â
A statement, matter of fact.
Jonathan knew that Garret liked to tie up his submissives. His specialty was suspension art. Tying his submissives in intricate ways and putting them on display. Jonathan had always been fascinated while watching his friend do this to others. He felt a thrill at the thought that it was about to be done to him.
Garret smirked as he watched this play out on Jonathanâs face.
âWeâll take it slow, as usual, and work up to the really intricate stuff. It can be a little intense at first. Iâll just use some different knots on you at first before we get to the suspension. Do you remember what Cecille said to me at the party?â
âAbout doing another demonstration, Sir?â Jonathan asked.
âYes,â Garret purred as he walked around Jonathan, trailing the end of the rope across the kneeling manâs back. âIâll be performing at another of her parties in a few more weeks, and I have the perfect model in mind to perform with me.â
Jonathan shivered, knowing that the model was him.
Garret had him stand and put his arms behind his back, crossed, and hands holding his elbows.
âStay still, just like that,â Garret ordered and began to work with the rope.
Jonathan closed his eyes focused on his breathing. Feeling the rope wrap around him, tightening, twisting, crisscrossing on his body, listening to the soft instructions from Garret. The sensations and low murmur of Garretâs voice made him shiver, made him slip into a space where he had never been. He felt as if he was floating, but anchored securely by the rope that Garret held. Nothing else existed to him then. Just him, Garret, and the rope.
Garret watched him closely and he wrapped the rope and tied the knots. He smiled in satisfaction as he saw Jonathan relax and simply enjoy the sensations. Garret suspected that Jonathan had slipped into a form of subspace and was truly living in the moment. He continued to bind the rope around Jonathan, planting gentle kisses here and there as he went, trailing gentle fingers across sensitive skin. As he finished, he stepped back to admire his handiwork. The rope crossed around Jonathanâs chest and formed a V on his back, wrapping around his forearms. Knots lined Jonathanâs spine and tendrils of rope branched out to curl around his biceps. The rope continued to crisscross down his lower back and tightly sculpted rear. Had this not been the first time Garret had tied Jonathan, he would have placed knots in strategic erotic zones to drive his submissive crazy, but that would wait for another day. Jonathan looked wonderful wrapped up in rope.
Garret cupped Jonathanâs cheek on one hand and softly kissed him.
âKneel,â he whispered and marveled as his bound submissive dutifully and gracefully sank to his knees. âYou did wonderful, Jonathan. Iâm going to untie you now.â
He masterfully unraveled a few of the knots and the rope loosened and fell away. He gathered Jonathan to him and held him. Crooning to him and stroking his back, watching his face as Jonathan slowly came back to reality.
âWhat...what happened?â Jonathan asked when he was fully aware again.
âSubspace,â Garret explained. âSubmissives can sometimes slip into a...hmmm...euphoric headspace. It is difficult to explain, and itâs different for everyone. I experienced it a few times myself, nothing existed but myself and my Domme, and everything seemed more intense and real. Rope seems to get you there. What did you think about being tied?â
Jonathan relaxed against Garret and searched his thoughts.
âI enjoyed it, Sir,â he said truthfully. âI felt sensations I had never felt before. Utterly helpless yet...completely controlled and safe. I lost myself in just feeling everything, didnât try to hold onto any control. Just...gave it all to you.â
âGood,â Garret whispered and placed a kiss against Jonathanâs temple. âThatâs very good.â
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Jonathan dressed carefully in the clothes Garret had helped him pick out for the party. Dark grey dress slacks, a deep plum dress shirt, no tie, and shiny black dress shoes. He left the black leather collar on the bed for Garret to place on him once he was ready. He left the top two buttons undone on the shirt as Garret had done for the last party. His hands shook a little on the buttons and he willed himself to relax.
He was going to be tied in front of people today.
Not only tied, but suspended.
They had worked on getting him used to the ropes for the past few weeks. Jonathan greatly enjoyed it, but the thought of other people watching gave him some anxiety. Garret assured him over and over that he would do well and tried to soothe Jonathanâs fears. It was just one more step.
Garret knocked on the door and entered. He smiled and admired his finely dressed submissive. He took the collar and gently settled it around the younger manâs neck.
âYouâll be excellent,â Garret reassured once again.
At the party, Cecille excitedly greeted them.
âOh Garret Iâm so pleased that youâll be demonstrating for us again. Itâs been so long since weâve seen a good show!â she beamed and took Jonathanâs hand. âYouâll do lovely, dear. Donât you worry about a thing.â
Jonathan smiled gratefully at her and took in the room.
This party did not have as many guests as the first. This one was for a closer circle of people that Cecille considered her friends. There was still a big crowd though, and Jonathan couldnât shake his nerves. He grabbed a glass of something that looked alcoholic from a passing waiter and was about to take a long drink when it was removed from his hand. Garret gave him a disapproving look as he took the glass.
âNo. I donât want you inebriated for this. I want you sober.â He returned the glass to another tray.
Blushing at the admonishment, Jonathan followed Garret into the fray. He didnât say much as they mingled. He merely listened, smiled and laughed when appropriate, but didnât have much to say as he kept to his own thoughts. The others smiled knowingly and let him be, some of the submissives knew what he was going through as they had been in a similar position.
âCome, thereâs something we must do before the performance,â Garret said after some mingling and motioned for Jonathan to follow.
He followed Garret out of the ballroom and into a quiet corridor lined with doors to rooms. These were the private rooms that Cecille set aside for her guests to use during her parties. Obediently, he entered the room that Garret indicated and stopped dead in his tracks at what he saw there.
Samantha, kneeling in the center of the room.
A tall, broad shouldered man stood a few steps behind her, he recognized the dominant as Sebastian. A good fit, he found himself thinking.
Samantha stole a glance his way and he could see her eyes widen. So she hadnât known they would both be here either. The situation hit him. His former submissive was about to see him not as a dominant, but as a submissive. And she would see him trussed up for the world to see later. What would she think of him? Would she laugh? He turned to Garret, his eyes pleading.