*Authorās Note: Thank you once again for your kind words and for reading this series. As I said before this is new territory for me so I am not as confident in it as I am with my other writings. I do realize that this story may not be enjoyable for some, perhaps even boring. I do apologize for this and I hope it will get better soon.
I do speak of subspace in this chapter, it may not be something you have experienced or the way you have experienced it, it is simply a way I have experienced it. Jonathan is very aware of what is happening to him while in this space.
Once again, this chapter has no sex in it.
As before, if you are here because of The Contract, please know that this is a different Jonathan than the one you already know. This Jonathan is still learning and weāll be on that journey with him. Things may be get darker in this story.
I will gladly accept your constructive criticism and would be grateful of your advice.
I do hope you enjoy.*
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It took at least a week for Jonathan to feel comfortable in his role again, but Garret patiently helped him through it. He was hesitant again and had lost the confidence that he had previously gained. They talked through Jonathanās fears but he did not want to talk any further about Scott, and Garret did not press him. Soon his submissive started leaning into his touches again, lost that nervous trepidation. While Garret knew that he would have to continue being slow and gentle, now more so than ever, he decided it was time for the next step.
He led Jonathan to the playroom, his submissive could tell something was different today. The room looked no different than usual, but Jonathan felt goosebumps as he stripped and knelt, anticipating something.
Garret held a length of soft rope in his hands.
āToday, Jonathan, Iām going to tie you up.ā
A statement, matter of fact.
Jonathan knew that Garret liked to tie up his submissives. His specialty was suspension art. Tying his submissives in intricate ways and putting them on display. Jonathan had always been fascinated while watching his friend do this to others. He felt a thrill at the thought that it was about to be done to him.
Garret smirked as he watched this play out on Jonathanās face.
āWeāll take it slow, as usual, and work up to the really intricate stuff. It can be a little intense at first. Iāll just use some different knots on you at first before we get to the suspension. Do you remember what Cecille said to me at the party?ā
āAbout doing another demonstration, Sir?ā Jonathan asked.
āYes,ā Garret purred as he walked around Jonathan, trailing the end of the rope across the kneeling manās back. āIāll be performing at another of her parties in a few more weeks, and I have the perfect model in mind to perform with me.ā
Jonathan shivered, knowing that the model was him.
Garret had him stand and put his arms behind his back, crossed, and hands holding his elbows.
āStay still, just like that,ā Garret ordered and began to work with the rope.
Jonathan closed his eyes focused on his breathing. Feeling the rope wrap around him, tightening, twisting, crisscrossing on his body, listening to the soft instructions from Garret. The sensations and low murmur of Garretās voice made him shiver, made him slip into a space where he had never been. He felt as if he was floating, but anchored securely by the rope that Garret held. Nothing else existed to him then. Just him, Garret, and the rope.
Garret watched him closely and he wrapped the rope and tied the knots. He smiled in satisfaction as he saw Jonathan relax and simply enjoy the sensations. Garret suspected that Jonathan had slipped into a form of subspace and was truly living in the moment. He continued to bind the rope around Jonathan, planting gentle kisses here and there as he went, trailing gentle fingers across sensitive skin. As he finished, he stepped back to admire his handiwork. The rope crossed around Jonathanās chest and formed a V on his back, wrapping around his forearms. Knots lined Jonathanās spine and tendrils of rope branched out to curl around his biceps. The rope continued to crisscross down his lower back and tightly sculpted rear. Had this not been the first time Garret had tied Jonathan, he would have placed knots in strategic erotic zones to drive his submissive crazy, but that would wait for another day. Jonathan looked wonderful wrapped up in rope.
Garret cupped Jonathanās cheek on one hand and softly kissed him.
āKneel,ā he whispered and marveled as his bound submissive dutifully and gracefully sank to his knees. āYou did wonderful, Jonathan. Iām going to untie you now.ā
He masterfully unraveled a few of the knots and the rope loosened and fell away. He gathered Jonathan to him and held him. Crooning to him and stroking his back, watching his face as Jonathan slowly came back to reality.
āWhat...what happened?ā Jonathan asked when he was fully aware again.
āSubspace,ā Garret explained. āSubmissives can sometimes slip into a...hmmm...euphoric headspace. It is difficult to explain, and itās different for everyone. I experienced it a few times myself, nothing existed but myself and my Domme, and everything seemed more intense and real. Rope seems to get you there. What did you think about being tied?ā
Jonathan relaxed against Garret and searched his thoughts.
āI enjoyed it, Sir,ā he said truthfully. āI felt sensations I had never felt before. Utterly helpless yet...completely controlled and safe. I lost myself in just feeling everything, didnāt try to hold onto any control. Just...gave it all to you.ā
āGood,ā Garret whispered and placed a kiss against Jonathanās temple. āThatās very good.ā
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Jonathan dressed carefully in the clothes Garret had helped him pick out for the party. Dark grey dress slacks, a deep plum dress shirt, no tie, and shiny black dress shoes. He left the black leather collar on the bed for Garret to place on him once he was ready. He left the top two buttons undone on the shirt as Garret had done for the last party. His hands shook a little on the buttons and he willed himself to relax.