Content notice:
The following story contains depictions of negative body image, weight stigma, and diet talk.
I've done my best to portray these issues with empathy and sensitivity. Beauty comes in every size, and a joyous, fulfilling sex life is the privilege of anyone who wants one.
That said, if you're someone who prefers to avoid such things altogether, you might try one of my other stories instead.
The characters depicted in the following story are all 18 or above. One of the themes involves sexual liaisons between young adult women and much older adults in a position of relative power over them.
The inclusion of this theme is for storytelling purposes only. It is not a comment on the advisability of such relationships in real life.
The Author
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M.U.F.F., Part X
I was sleeping over at Alex's house. She rummaged around in her bedroom closet until she found the plain paper bag--carefully hidden, lest a family member wander into her room and see inside it.
"Here," she said, tilting the opening towards me.
"What is it?" I asked, pulling away the top layer of packing paper.
Underneath were two identical boxes, the word "rabbit" across the top of each in simple typeface.
"They're the biggest ones they carry," she boasted.
I pulled one of the boxes out, undid the top, and looked inside. I was face to glans with smooth, cock-shaped blue silicone.
"I got a blue one and a purple one," she said. "Take which one you like better."
"I think I'll stick with this one," I said.
"I got some batteries for them," she said with a devilish smile.
Oh no, I thought. Am I going to have to do something weird? Another Alex dare?
She pulled out the other box, opened it, and held the large purple vibrator aloft.
"Let's give them a little test run," she declared. "We can do it with our backs to each other and see who gets there first."
"Alex..."
"Or facing each other, if that's your style."
"Not everybody's as comfortable with this stuff as you are."
We compromised. Alex went to the bathroom; I stayed in her room.
I strained to hear, but a door, a hallway, and another door between us blocked out whatever sound she and her new toy might have made.
I sat on the edge of her bed, turning the vibrator over in my hands.
I was supposed to try it out and report back.
Sometimes, it felt as if there was a permanent handbrake on my brain, keeping me from steering into the unknown, whereas Alex went straight for it.
I felt the vibrator up and down, its soft texture, its smooth contours, the surprising weight of it. I'd never owned a vibrator before, or any sex toy for that matter.
It was such a nice gift. I was afraid to disappoint Alex.
When she came back, I let her talk first, then made something up that seemed satisfactory.
For her part, she seemed pleased with it, sparing no details in her vivid description of what it did for her.
Later that night, as we got into her bed together, she dared me to get naked. She was always trying to get me to do stuff--to "bust you out of your comfort zone," she would say.
Not wanting to risk disappointing her a second time, I did it--in the dark, under the covers. I somehow kicked my pajamas down to the foot of the bed, and almost panicked when my foot lost track of them.
Laughing, she stroked my bare collarbone and put her cold feet on my naked hip.
"Someday," she said, "you'll be in bed naked with a boy, and you'll be glad you had me for practice."
I slept with my back to her. I woke up after a fitful sleep to orange sunlight--still early--and found that she was spooning me, her arm draped over the widest part of my hip.
She was snoring, a loud, embarrassing sound that felt like it might rattle my teeth. I tested her, moving a little, and felt mortified when she stopped snoring.
But she didn't wake up.
I slipped from her grasp, got up out of bed, avoided the sight of my fat sunlit body in the mirror hanging on the inside of her permanently-open closet door.
I got dressed. No panties; those were lost somewhere in the bed with my pajamas. I put my pants on without them.
Someday, the pajamas would be returned to me.
The whereabouts of my panties, though, would forever remain a mystery.
~
Alex and I lie there naked together on her living room floor, with her flat on her back and me clinging to her warm, sweaty body, my hand cupping her humid vulva.
Soon, she stirs, and sits up, her bare skin sticking briefly to the duvet. We make out for a while, my fingers playing over her body--still a novelty that I get to touch it.
I have half a mind to get myself off with my fingers while she watches, or bend her over the couch, or invite her to take a long bath with me.
But the morning is dragging on. Eventually, we get up and get dressed. I have to leave Alex's house, leave behind this moment of sexual fantasia, so that we can both get on with our lives.
It's okay. I don't know what we are to each other, but it's more than we were yesterday.
And there will be plenty of opportunities for both of our fantasies.
On the way to the front door, I ask her, "How many more days without your parents?"
"Tonight and tomorrow," she says.
"You should go through with your plan. Call some boys, get laid. For real this time."
"Maybe," she says.
We kiss in her doorway.
As I drive away, I think, she probably won't.
But I hope she does.
~
As it turns out, she does.
The morning after our tryst on her living room floor, she calls me and excitedly tells me about this "dumb football boy" I vaguely remember. For a time, he went to our school, a year ahead, but transferred.
He was only the second guy whose number she had tried from her contacts. (The first didn't pick up.) When she intimated clearly enough what she was looking for, they made plans that very night.
Alex spares no details, and I spare no questions.
It sounds to me like a fairly mundane straight boy fuck. But the significance to her isn't lost on me.
"I even got him off by sucking his cock," she says. "I swallowed his cum, and I think I actually like the taste of cum now!"
The way she says it, I can tell she's particularly proud of this part.
Hell, I'm proud of her. Her first blowjob. And it sounds like she's a natural.
"Would you see him again?" I ask.
"I think so," she says.
"How about other boys?"
"Hell yes."
We both laugh.
We sign off the phone call. I'm sorely tempted to end with "I love you," but I don't. I'll let it be.
I learn from a voicemail later that night that she can't lock someone down for her last night of having the house to herself. She sounds disappointed. I'm disappointed for her.
In the meantime, I'm busy with a date of my own. The kind I get paid for.
When I get back to my car, $150 richer, I return Alex's call.