Author Note:
This yarn is a work of fiction? ( Pulled a thread and everything unravelled!)
Names and places May have been changed to protest the Innocent. (Edited myself, I'll take the credit for errors and omissions.)
Copy-write? (Literotica rules got me covered, everyone is over 18!)
Resemblance to reality or any person is firmly denied? (C'mon man! This story gets nasty!)
Mental illness? (Bi-polar, manic depressive, anger issues...old as humanity/sex! Voices in my head say seek treatment for both!)
Comments? (Please do! Probably won't answer..Thank you Migbird!)
Vote? (Please! I have an ego!)
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He doesn't even know how handsome he is, reminds me of the only man that I wanted to put his cock in me, respectful and shy, 'until his pants were around his ankles'. 'Get Alex out of my mind! Only leads to trouble!' Think! This thesis is due Monday..Most of the woman watched him, new meat for their grinder, made those bonehead jerks jealous, drops in the deep end and surfaces in the middle.
Didn't take long to dispatch those two goons, thought I was the plain looking easy pickings, 'Sexual harassment in the common areas; Section fifteen paragraph two in the lease agreement.' Alex called the type, walking dildos, when they talked she was thru with them, easy as new batteries in the vibrator. 'Stop thinking about Alex!'
Where did he go? Is he drowning? Popped up looking right at me, 'Get to work bitch, you know it only leads to episodes..' Out of the corner of my eye, see him walking over, 'Keep going buddy, your towel is over there.'
"What ya reading?" There's a pick up line for the year, shut him down, my eyes are up here, his eyes are so full of innocence, curiosity, look at my bikini jerk! What did he say about impossible?
My pussy hasn't gone wild like this since I first met my college roommate, Alex, my tits too! 'Don't fuck your life up again!' the other side of my brain reacts, 'Don't look back, keep walking.' 'Fuck Alex!' Those two guys are laughing at him because of me, slam the gate.
Doesn't sound as good with the soundproofing the neighbors wanted me to install. I'll get the paper done tomorrow, my solace is playing the piano, precision, discipline to stroke the keys with the right style, smooth and drawn out, sustain. Hard strike for emphasis when needed. Settles my mind to black and white...mother played piano and organ at church every Sunday, only time my father wasn't working, sleeping or eating...
Piano prodigy they were calling me when I was twelve years old, all the church members came to listen, and who are those other people? "Concentrate on the sheet music, don't think about the people.." My mother pushing me on stage, why aren't my fingers working?
"Start over from the beginning." My father never had a kind word, stiffened my spine. Every tiny mistake burned, why are they standing and clapping?
"Go out and take a bow darling!" Mother was crying.
"I can't mama.." Urine was pooling on my pink shoes, holding it back left a big wet spot on my pink dress. Hate pink! Two o'clock in the morning, maybe I can get some sleep with out the nightmares coming back...
When the apartments became available it was a no brainer, half a mile to the office, I could afford to buy a house, not going to be here that long...Administrators were skeptical, MBA and Certified Financial Analyst at the same time? At one of the best underrated schools in the country? Recruited out of college to one of the largest railroads in the country, when the position became available in Colorado the company approved of the transfer with a big raise. Accounting department was disappointed that their star CPA was moving on, leaving my beloved Nebraska.
"Let's go to lunch." When the big guy invites you to lunch something important is about to happen,
"Where are we going?" Zooming up the canyon road in his Porsche.
"Little german place in the mountains.." Bratwurst and kraut, potato salad, almost as good as my mother's cooking, years since I had eaten this good,
"Have another beer we need to talk.." smiling, "Don't know how you do it Lisa, your work at the office is above expectations, keeping up with the schooling," Wonderful family man, "Do you have any life outside of work?"
"Work keeps me grounded, keeps my mind from wandering." 'To dark places.' His smile tells me it will be good news.
"Today you will become the youngest Vice President in the companies history, and a woman, welcome to the big boys club."
Didn't know what to do with myself, Friday afternoon off, 'Thing missing was a hug from Alex, 'Stop!' So much energy, took a run around the complex, there he is. Helping the couple I met at the pool, think she is a nurse, showing him how to fix her Volkswagen, almost fell when he looked at me, take another lap...
Nurse and her boyfriend were the only people I socialized with at the pool, loving couple, see it in their eyes, "Tell me about your neighbor?"
"Nicest guy in the world, works a lot, good catch but he doesn't seem interested." See him drive by in his silver sports car once in a while. 'Does this number work for Alex still? 'Don't go there!' Haven't seen his car parked for most of the week.
Berating myself, apartment has washer/dryer hookups, rational side says only one load a week, the rest was dry cleaning. I would need to do something about them when I move. 'Alex, I haven't heard your voice in so long, voicemail message was so sweet, Hang up don't be an idiot!' Voices in my head. Hours on the piano, feel better, should do my laundry, nobody will be there at this hour.
"Hey!" He looks tired, this is my chance, fucking son of a bitch! Took his wet clothes out, dumped them in his basket and left! Dryer still has half an hour! 'Alex turned her back on me...' There, those papers are done, good start on the next project, almost midnight on a Sunday, haven't slept since Friday and that important meeting on Monday, get some sleep girl...
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