April 1916
Bertangles
The freezing air stung Phillipâs face as the elderly BE2c clawed its way back towards the British Lines. He tried to duck down further behind the cockpit coaming and shuffled his feet to try and restore some feeling. He was feeling nauseous from the effects of the castor oil fumes and light-headed from cold and the after-effects of the adrenaline rush he experienced when the Hun âarchieâ â anti-aircraft fire â erupted in the sky around him. At first he had watched in astonishment when the little brown and red puffballs had appeared ahead and above the labouring aircraft. Then the German gunners had found their range and the very air about him seemed to split and convulse.
The old plane staggered under the impact of the blast and the pilot, âPinkyâ Harris, had flung them into a series of violent manoeuvres to throw the gunners off the scent. It hadnât lasted that long but, to Phillip, it had seemed an eternity. He had a clear vision of being killed on his very first mission. He could imagine the BE just coming apart at the seams and saw himself tumbling through the clear air for eight thousand feet. He fought back the images and concentrated on working the camera.
They had been sent, together with an escort of the new DH2 fighters, to photograph the German Trench system north of Albert. Pinky Harris was Phillipâs Flight Commander and one of the most experienced pilots on 14 Squadron.
âMight as well break your duck, Phillip!â Pinky had said that morning and once the escort from 24 Squadron arrived, they set off over the battlefield. Phillip was amazed at how contained the war was. The whole sordid area of the trenches seemed barely a handâs span wide as he gazed down from nearly three miles up. The cold was numbing despite his thigh-length âfug bootsâ and leather flying coat. He pulled the scarf up around his face more and wiped the smears of oil and lubricant from his goggles with one trailing end. Pinky Harris pounded on his shoulder and gestured for him to look out for enemy aircraft. He nodded dumbly; neither could make themselves heard above the racket of the Renault engine.
Apart from the sudden storm of anti-aircraft fire, the flight had been uneventful. They had descended to eight thousand feet and taken their photographs. There was so little room in the cockpit that the camera was strapped to the outside of the fuselage and operated by a lanyard. Now, having turned tail, they were battling back westwards against the prevailing wind. Phillipâs mind had gone numb. He gazed about apathetically, conscious only of the abiding misery. Suddenly, Pinky was pounding his shoulder again and pointing aft behind the port tail-plane. Phillip squinted and made out a cluster of black dots. Enemy fighters! The shock jerked him out of his dismal reverie and he stood to swing the rearward-facing Lewis gun round to track the oncoming aircraft. Pinky waggled the BEâs wings to attract the attention of the escorting British fighters then dropped the aircraftâs nose and opened the throttle to the stops.
A sudden steep turn caught Phillip off-balance and he crashed against the side of the cockpit. He managed to grab at one of the struts and barely prevented himself from being catapulted clean out of the plane. He could now identify the Germans as Fokker âeindekkersâ. The 24 Squadron fighters howled down into their path and soon the sky was a confused melee of circling aeroplanes. The elderly reconnaissance BE2 had no place in a dogfight and Pinky continued to hold them in a shallow dive. The engine thundered and the wind screamed through the bracing wires. A piece of patched fabric on the lower main-plane ripped off with a snap and Pinky eased the nose up. The old crate would only take so much.
A sudden gout of bright fire blossomed in the sky behind them and Phillip watched an aeroplane tumble, a blazing firefly vivid against the faded blue of the heavens. A black cruciform shape detached itself from the burning plane and spun and tumbled silently to earth. His mouth filled with bile and he vomited over the side. Although he had only been in France again for five days, he had already heard the discussions in the mess as to whether it was better to jump or burn.
The dogfight receded slowly and Phillip was overcome with a wave of relief when he saw they were crossing the British Lines. Pinky, too, had noticed, for he throttled back and the engine resumed its customary throaty snarl. They turned south towards Bertangles and the wheels touched just as the sun was setting. Mechanics ran to the aircraft and helped the two men out. Phillipâs legs gave way beneath him and he would have fallen had not a burly corporal grabbed his arm and pulled him upright. Phillip turned to see that Pinky was wiping stray globules of vomit from the front of his flying coat and, at first, Phillip thought that the pilot had been sick as well. Then it dawned on him that it was his own and he reddened with shame.
âDonât worry, old fruit. Took me the same the first time I saw a flamer. Was it one of ours or theirs?â
âIâm most awfully sorry, Pinky.â
âNah, donât mention it. Was it one of ours or theirs?â
âOh, Gosh, Pinky, I really couldnât tell. It was too far way and I couldnât really make out anything very much, just the fire.â
âPoor bastard, whoever he was. I heard of a chap in 11 Squadron who sideslipped his machine all the way down. He stood on the main-plane and flew it from there. Kept the flames away from him.â
âGolly, did he get away with it?â
âNah, the kite somersaulted on landing and the poor old sod got thrown back into the fire. Still, it might be worth a try. Anythingâs better than burning and I donât think Iâd have the courage to jump. Letâs go get some tea. I heard the mess servantâs got some fresh eggs!â
Phillip stumbled after Pinkyâs retreating back. The castor oil used to lubricate the Renault engine seemed to have seized his stomach and twisted it into a queasy knot and he had to detour to the latrines at a shambling run, fumbling with the fastenings of his coat as he ran. After what seemed like an eternity, he began to feel better and pausing only briefly at the bell tent that served as his home to strip off his flying clothes, he donned his âmaternity jacketâ and made his way to the Officersâ Mess. As he approached the wooden hut that housed the Mess, he heard Pinkyâs voice.
âHeâll be all right. Got the wind up a bit but didnât shirk when the Huns appeared. Silly young sod spewed all over me, though. Sometimes I wish they would put observers in the back.â
Another voice sounded in agreement.
âI say, Pinky, did you hear what happened over in 16 Squadron? Some poor bastard took up an air mechanic as gunner, got into a bit of a scrap with some Huns and the bloody âerkâ shot their own tail off in an excess of enthusiasm.â
âNo! What happened then?â
âThe entirely predictable, old chap, large smoking hole in the bosom of La Belle France.â
âGood God, what a way to âbuy it.â Still, he wonât do it again, what?â
A loud gust of laughter greeted Phillip as he walked through the door. Curious eyes turned towards him.
âAh, itâs our very own former virgin. And how was it for you, young sir?â
Phillip recognised the squadron commander, Major Wigram.
âIt was, uh, educational, sir.â
âBless my soul! Educational, eh? Where are the precious pictures, then?â
With a look of horror, Phillip realised that he had left the camera on the aircraft. He was about to explain when Pinky said:
âGave âem to the adjutant, Wiggy. The adj had some hound from Corps HQ who was mad for them and couldnât wait.â