June 5, 1883
-Karen English-
Mr. Dominquez left to chase the murdering woman shortly after we carried Hilbert to the doctor to get his leg looked at. She shot him low, near where the ankle connects with his shin, but it looks more like a flesh wound. All in all, he got off lucky with a shot like that. He might even get to keep his foot.
"Say what you will about the boy," Doc Wilson says after leaving the room and closing the door behind him. "Foolhardy or brave, besides Jesus he was the only man in town who stepped up."
Hilbert did step up. My fiancΓ© who I've been carrying on an affair against. Daddy talks a big game, but he was likely ducked under the bar like a coward. The town took shelter when Sigmund was killed, and that woman escaped. Not Hilbert. Hilbert grabbed a gun and took a crack at her. Nearly got her too.
"Can I check on him?" I ask, and Doc responds with a nod.
"Just keeping him comfortable for now. Little cocaine is helping manage the pain," Doc says and leaves me to him.
I open the door slowly and look at Hilbert laying back on a bed with his foot bandaged and elevated on a few pillows. He turns his head and smiles when he sees me, and I can't help but smile back.
"You alright Karen, I heard you were there when it happened," Hilbert says, and I say I was and have a seat next to him.
"Why'd you do that? That was dangerous," I say, and he smiles wider.
"I heard you screaming, so I came running with a gun," he says, and I lose my breath. The man I said was too boring to exist, runs towards danger. For me. He did not hesitate to come to my aid when he thought I might be in trouble.
"You didn't need to do that," I finally say after a long pause.
"Of course I did. What kind of man am I if I don't protect my wife," he says, and my heart flutters. Then sinks with guilt. Everything I thought I knew about him was proven false when it truly mattered. Where it counts, he's a real man. He'd get shot again if he had to.
"Well, we're not married yet," I say with a small grin.
"Formality," he says, and I laugh a little.
I have been a fool. I have confused reliability with boring. Hilbert is not boring. He deserves a wife who will marry him out of love and respect rather than one who does through obligation. I don't feel obligated to marry him; I just want to now.
I sneak back to the door crack it open, just enough to peek. Doc is rummaging through some bag and seems occupied. I shut the door and walk to the bed and start to undo his belt.
"What are you doing?" Hilbert asks, but makes no effort to stop me.
"What a woman does for her man," I say and fish out his penis. I drop my mouth onto it and start sucking him good.
"We aren't married yet," he says.
"Formality," I say, then resume.
I must have gotten good at this because he is firm in seconds and a minute later, he groans before spraying his seed into my mouth. I swallow it down like a woman does and remove my underwear from under my dress. I lower myself directly on top of him and try to gently ride him with his injury.
"You're really good at this," he says as I pull his hands to my hips. I nearly slip and say I've had practice, but I hold it down. He fills bigger than Sigmund.
We both hear a noise from the other room, and I quickly and quietly dismount him and try to look natural. He has difficulty putting his pecker away but manages to wrangle it into obedience before the door opens. I'm glad we made it because his mother walks in.
"Hilbert, you goddamn reckless boy," Hilda says as she walks in. "What the hell were you thinking?"
"He thought I was in danger..." I start to say, but she doesn't seem to hear me.
"...You're lucky that outlaw aimed low," she says and comes to her son's side. Not in worry, but to scold him.
"Mother, I'm barely hurt," he says.
"Barely!? Doc Wilson says you're lucky you get to keep the foot!" she shouts.
"Listen here Hilda!" I shout over her, leaping from my chair. "Your son came to protect his woman!"
Hilda is taken aback at my forwardness. I have barely said anything to this woman and suddenly I was hollering full voice at her.
"Don't be hooting at me girl. This boy acted foolishly..." she begins, and it's my turn to interject.
"...Your son aint a boy no more, he's a man. And he's my man. I will be damned if someone is going to call him something different," I say, though I do lower my voice so I'm not screaming.
"Well I'll damned," Hilda says, looking at the two of us for a few seconds. "He don't need his mother no more. I'll let my son be alone with his fiancΓ©."
Hilda touches his forehead, gives a proud smile and starts to leave.
"Karen, quick word," she says, and I approach her as she opens the door. She hugs me and places her lips to my hear. "I was the same way in my youth but try to hide it better."
"What?" I ask.
"Don't leave your garments on the floor," she says with a wink and leaves us alone.
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June 5, 1883
-Liberty-
"Let me try to understand this," I say to Justin after he gives me a long-winded response as to why he was in a trunk. And an explanation as to why the other trunk was full of money. "I just accidently robbed the Twenty-Two-Bust Gang?"
"That's the short story," Justin says, now sitting on the trunk while rubbing different parts of his body. God knows how long he was in the trunk for, so I figured he would be sore. Not to mention what the gang likely did to him before they threw him inside. "How long do you figure until they pick up the trail?"
"Honestly, I'm surprised they aren't here yet," I say, looking at the money again. "Can we just, give it back to them?"
"They put me in a trunk for helping them, what do you think they'll do to the person who stole it out from under them?" he asks, and I hate to see his point. "That sounded like a nasty shoot out for it too."
"I wasn't shooting at them, and they weren't shooting at me," I say, and he tilts his head. "I was in a shootout with the law."
"Sheriff Leavenworth? Why?" he asks.
"Not Leavenworth, the tanned man," I reply, and he thinks.
"Deputy Dominquez?" he asks, and I shrug. "Why?"
"Because I killed Leavenworth," I reply, and his expression is pure shock. "I don't need to explain myself to you."
"You killed the Sheriff?" he asks.