Lawless Liberty
June 5, 1883
-Karen English-
I've been entranced with the Sheriff since the moment he stepped off the stagecoach at the beginning of the year. Rumor had it, he was a veteran of the War of Rebellion, an officer in the Northern Navy. Rumor also had it, he was a captured Northern Spy who the rebels tortured for information, but he never told them anything. He left Castle Thunder broken and beaten, but his secrets intact, securing the safety of likely thousands of Northern soldiers. Rumor further had it, though an older gentleman, he was still dashing.
It was a frigid winter when he arrived. Him climbing out of the stagecoach, placing his wide brimmed hat on his head shortly afterward. He thanked the driver and tried to warm his hands by breathing on them, his hot breath instantly turning into mist and then disappearing. It looked like the icy ground getting swept into the air by a strong gust of wind.
The winter was cold, but the snow hadn't come down enough to block the trails coming in. The Union Pacific cut straight through Nebraska and into the Wyoming territory. You need to travel north on stagecoach to reach Utopia from the last stop at Bushnell.
The town's previous sheriff, Mr. Damon Killian, had departed east to find his replacement, leaving the town in the charge of his deputy Mr. Jesus Dominquez. Mr. Dominquez is a lovely tanned skin, Mexican cowboy who took various odd jobs on his journey up north. Sheriff's deputy is just the latest. In a different time, he would have just become the sheriff, but Mr. Killian knew many old minded folks in Utopia would die before having a Mexican be the chief lawman. Asking someone to become the Sheriff in a nowhere place like Utopia is a hell of sell, so Mr. Killian went to go sell the job to someone looking to move west with a guaranteed job. When he returned two months later, Mr. Sigmund Leavenworth came with him.
For the first months, Mr. Leavenworth shadowed Mr. Killian. He introduced him to the town folk, setting their fears at ease. Not only had he come back with a competent man, but a war hero. A man with a record of integrity and loyalty. More importantly for me, he was a strong, handsome, kindly spoken man.
Mr. Killian brought Mr. Leavenworth into my parent's saloon a week after he arrived. During the winter my parents installed the full doors, instead of the ones that swung both ways. This caused his entranced to be less dramatic, but it certainly was still impactful. His black coat over top his shirt and vest. The thick scarf to protect himself, making his green eyes the only visible part of his face.
"Greetings Hiram," Mr. Killian says to my father who was sitting on a stool at the bar, leaned over a newspaper that arrived last week from Omaha. He was proud to be only shop in town that had it. Too bad half the town couldn't read. "Martha," he said while tipping his hat to my mother who was sweeping the second floor on the balcony overlooking the tables.
"Ma'am," Mr. Leavenworth said to my mother as well, taking his hat off and putting on the bar. "Little miss," he says to me as I carried the last stack of papers in. "Need any help with those?"
"It's alright sir, it's the last one," I said, placing them down behind the bar where my father wanted.
"What is the news from Omaha?" Mr. Leavenworth asked.
"Not good. It's hasn't been good since these slave loving Republicans took the White House. It's a shame that bullet didn't go through Garfield and hit Arthur behind him." Daddy fought in the war for what he calls the great state of Tennessee. He decided to move to the Nebraska territory with me in tow as an infant. Two years later Nebraska joined the union, and the state began to vote for those 'goddamn Republicans'.
Eighteen years after the war ended, literally days before I was born, the wounds are still fresh. My daddy came to Nebraska to be free, only to be roped into the same union he left, ruled by the party he hates, with law enforced by an officer of the army trying to kill him.
"Shame to hear that sir," Mr. Leavenworth said politely.
"You fought for the oppressors? You fought for them slaves?" Daddy asked.
"I fought to reunify my country," Mr. Leavenworth said, Daddy huffs and keeps reading his newspaper.
"Hiram, this here is the new sheriff..."
"I know who he is Damon," Daddy interrupts without looking up from his reading. "Look at this. Dawes, in office for days, already plotting. Johnson was right when he vetoed this god forsaken state into the union. Then what happens? They stop the veto, make this land a state, get two more republican Senators and now those slaves are citizens. Citizens!"
Daddy is a man of his time. Mama rolls her eyes when he goes on his tangents about those 'Goddamn Republicans' and those 'Goddamn Slaves'. I would like to remind him, Mr. Fitzgerald was the man who switched out the doors, and Mr. Fitzgerald was one of those 'goddamn slaves'.
Two months after Mr. Leavenworth arrived, Mr. Killian took a stagecoach further west into the Wyoming territory to build on the land he staked out. Mr. Leavenworth was now Sheriff Leavenworth and made his presence known to Utopia. While Mr. Killian's idea of keeping the law was to stay in his office and send Mr. Dominquez to patrol, Mr. Leavenworth was more hands on. Breaking up saloon fights with a few stern words of warning. If that failed, he'd hold the men in the cell for the night to sober up.
By spring Mr. Leavenworth was the most respected man in town. Also by spring, my parents were telling me I was to marry Hilbert French, the son of the town tailor.
Hilbert is a nice enough man, but he's dull. His ambition in life was never anything more than to take his father's business. When we began courting, it's all he talked about. An honest living, a boring a predictable life like both of our parents. If I had anything more than the clothes on my back, I would have run the moment my daddy told me what he had arranged for me.
I'm not some little girl who needs her daddy to tell her what to do. I'm eighteen years old. I'm a woman, not a girl. I'll be damned if I don't have my own desires.
It was late and I told mamma I was just going out the back to toss the pigs a little slop. Out the back really meant I left to go talk to the Sheriff. Mr. Leavenworth lived in a room above the Sheriff's office, and that slop I was throwing out was truly a basket filled with a bottle of whiskey and some bread. I just hoped it wasn't too late in the day.
I walked up the stairs to the room above the jail and knocked on the door softly a few times. My heart swelled when I heard the footsteps and burst when the door opened.
"Evening Mr. Leavenworth. We had a little left over at the saloon. Figured you wouldn't mind a drink," I said with the best smile I could muster.
"Well thank you miss, but I don't drink. We got enough drunks doing plenty of that," Mr. Leavenworth replied.
I felt my soul sink and extended the basket anyways. "Oh, well, there's some bread for the morning."
"I'm a little peckish. Would you like to join me for a meal? I just finished up some stew," Mr. Leavenworth said, and I pause. I only wanted to drop off the food, get a few words in to increase his interest. Honestly, I knew nothing about seducing a man.
"My folks are expecting me back soon," I said.
"Nonsense, I reckon they think you're somewhere else," he said with a grin, and I blushed. He already knew me well enough. "Besides, you're in the safest place in the whole town. Hell, even in the whole state I'd wager."
"You aren't wrong," I said, and accepted the invitation.
Mr. Leavenworth's quarters are a single room with a small table near the window and a stove in the far corner. To the other side is his bed with a trunk at the foot and a wardrobe against the wall. It's tidier than I expected for a bachelor.