Ladies of the Apocalypse

What else is woman but a foe to friendship, an inescapable punishment, a necessary evil, a natural temptation, a desirable calamity, a domestic danger, a delectable detriment, an evil of nature.

-St. Chrysostom

What woman needs is not as a woman to act or rule, but as a nature grow, as an intellect to discern, as a soul to live freely, and unimpeded to unfold such powers a were given her.

- Margaret Fuller

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Lili Moon, 18, worked the evening shift at See's chocolate, not merely because it supplemented the little income her parents gave her for college – she was, after all, experimenting with other ways of making money – but because she had admired the uniform ever since her mother first brought her to the shop as a little girl. She absolutely had to have one like it. She was also rather fond of chocolate.

The store closed at 9 o'clock, but there has not been a customer for over an hour, and Lili started thinking about shooting another dirty movie to post on her new website, with her brother Gabe's digital camcorder. She had a new bit of lingerie her mother got her as a make-up gift last Wednesday, a white baby doll top with matching lace panties. If she wore that in today's movie, she could sell it used (and cum-covered) to some horny middle-aged fellow online, and get it the hell out of her closet. It seemed like her mother was always trying to apologize for something or other.

Lili shut the metal gate in front of the entrance to the candy shop, bending down just a little too far, so that she flashed her bare butt from beneath her just a little too short skirt at the dark hallway. Blushing profusely, she covered herself up quickly and looked around, her heart thumping, desperate to know that no one had seen her.

Lili was aware that her great online claim to exhibitionism was a little piece of hypocrisy. Only recently was she able to get up enough guts to flash security cameras or to walk around outside without panties, and she was still hyper-aroused, her crotch wet and sensitive, from the sense of adventure.

Someone tapped Lili on the back and she squealed, pushing the back of her skirt down over her butt for protection, wheeling around to confront the damn fellow. He was so close that their lips nearly touched when she faced him.

Thank God, it was only Gabriel. But it stung a little when, after a moment, he flinched and moved away suddenly, without a word.

"Come on," he finally stammered, after an awkward silence that lasted just a little too long. "I have a mountain of statistics tests that need to be graded before tomorrow, so we need to hurry if you want to get your little show in."

Lili's heart gave a little nervous dance.

He grabbed her hand affectionately and they walked out the nearly deserted mall into the parking structure, Gabe muttering under his breath about his workload.

"Is that strange girl you live with still having stomach problems?" he asked, opening the passenger door of his blue Taurus for his sister to slide in. Despite himself, he couldn't help but be aroused by the way her legs moved, and by the thought of her bare bottom coming into contact with his upholstery.

"You mean Samantha?" Lili said conversationally. "No, but it sure is weird. I must have dragged her to the student health center a dozen times. She's definitely not pregnant, which was my first guess. The doctor says she's still a virgin. Anyway, I think she's a little nuts. She's never home at night, and she spends way, way too long on the computer looking up homicides. It's creepy. I feel like I'm living in a horror movie or something."

"Does it make you wet to talk about this?" Gabriel asked, his voice hoarse.

"Let me check," Lili replied, pushing up her skirt, opening her legs apart and dipping a finger between her pussy lips. The Taurus swerved into the next lane and the car behind honked loudly.

"Don't do that!" Gabriel snapped, his face was bright red with embarrassment. "Do you want to get us killed or something?" Lili couldn't help but notice that his cock was hard in his pants, straining ruthlessly against his tight blue jeans. She knew that he sometimes got aroused while helping her film her, but of course, as her brother, he'd never let himself touch her. Even the cum they used for filming was collected ahead of time and kept in the little refrigerator in Gabe's office.

Sometimes, when she really got going, Lili would become really desperate for a nice juicy cock between her lips. And she had to admit, Gabe was one hot hunk of meat.

The car rocked a little as Gabriel changed lanes again. Lili was jolted back to reality.

"Oh, sorry, I wasn't thinking," Lili said, trying to brush off her brother's angry words. He could be a little cranky from time to time, but it was nothing unusual in her family, and it was true what she had said about not thinking. The bigger she became on the Internet, the more it was leaking into her normal life, until she was seriously afraid she'd end up becoming a total slut.

Gabriel rubbed her shoulder, his fingers lingering on her skin just a moment too long to be entirely casual. Lili blushed again and tried to think of something else.

Unfortunately, the only things that came to mind were dirty images. She bit her lip gently to keep herself from moaning. It was very important that Gabriel didn't think she was a slut. He was the only family Lili could honestly say she was proud to have, and she had specifically applied to the same university with the same major so she could be near her beloved big brother. Lili beamed at Gabriel, who was so focused on driving that he didn't look back. But Lili thought his cheeks might have flushed just a little.

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They set up for the photo shoot in Gabriel's room in the graduate student housing. Her brother's friend Raphie shared the apartment, but he was a third-year medical student in the middle of his surgery rotation, and was too busy giving rectals and sewing up drunken hobos to be too much of a nuisance.

Lili grabbed her duffle bag out of the closet and changed into her lingerie, throwing her brother's long white cotton bathrobe over herself for modesty.

"Are you ready yet? I've got the cum heating in the microwave, and the camcorder's mounted on the tripod."

"I'm coming right out," Lili said, hugging the robe to her under-clad body. The butterflies in her tummy were so bad it was almost like morning sickness, not that Lili had ever been pregnant. After all, she was only 18, technically still a virgin. No one had taken that from her, though considering the size of the dildos she had stuffed up herself during her last film, she doubted she had much of a hymen left to prove it.

Lili looked in the mirror and tugged the skin dark circle beneath her eye to make it look a little less noticeable. Was she getting old? Her head was aching so much she was afraid she'd pass out and hit her head against the sink.

Bride's nerves.

She splashed cold water on her face and tried to focus. She was going to give herself to a bunch of strangers – again. She didn't know any of them and never wanted to. The feel of their eyes on her and the cushion of distance and anonymousness the internet provided the biggest rush of her life. She could be as big of a slut as she wanted without worrying about the repercussions. There was no one there to see her there in the living room besides Gabriel, who she trusted absolutely. It would only be her own hands touching herself. There was nothing there to hurt her. She was in control.

Her heart was racing like mad. Gabriel knocked on the door.

"Are you sure you didn't drown in there? Come on, Mom will blame me if your grades start slipping from lack of sleep."

"I'm coming already." Lili dropped the robe and stepped out of the bathroom, wearing nothing but the white corset. Her brother took a step back and whistled quietly, before he caught himself. These shootings with his sister were supposed to be completely about business. There was a wall that made it impossible for him to have dishonorable intentions towards his little sister. That wall was what had kept him alive growing up, that let him passively watch as the only girl he ever loved blossomed into the sexiest woman imaginable.

Gabriel wasn't going to let himself take in how beautiful the mounds of her breasts were or how delicious her freshly shaved pussy looked. He wasn't going to let his eyes linger on the moisture that was seeping down from between her legs, wasn't going to fantasize about lapping the juices up with his tongue or rubbing the head of his cock between her lips.

Lili sat down on the rug in front of the camera and slowly began to spread her legs apart, tempting the audience ruthlessly with more and more of her bare, dripping wet cunt. Her brother bit his lip and concentrated on keeping the camera focused and making sure the cum in the microwave had heated evenly.

Lili began stroking herself slowly, periodically pushing a finger or two into herself and thrusting it in and out before licking it hungrily and rubbing it over her cleavage.

"Very good, very good," Gabriel complimented, his voice just a little husky and unsteady. Lili responded by rubbing a glob of her clear slime across her rose-colored lips. Her legs were still wide open, exposing her whole naked pussy to the camera so her online audience could stare straight down her hole if they wanted to. Her cunt was positively oozing to the point where her fingers were slipping and having a very hard time getting a perch on her little clit.

Gabe gulped and gnawed a little on his lower lip. "Why don't I get you a dish towel or something to dry yourself off a little? Down there, I mean. And then we can to some bukkake stuff."

"All right," Lili said, positively beaming over her shoulder at him. God, that shot would look excellent, when Gabe was alone in his room going back over the footage. He'd have to jack off a couple of times beforehand to make sure he didn't get too aroused. But he found porn so arousing in general that he could easily pretend it didn't matter that the film was of his sister. It could be any woman's perfectly rounded breasts and supple nipples that he was desperate to suckle. It could be any woman's sopping wet cunt, any woman's smile that turned his heart to butter. Besides, he needed to get cum for the filming somehow.

"My God, I am unbelievably wet, could you hurry up a bit on that towel?"

Gabe smiled, trying hard to dispel the pleasant feeling of once again seeing his sister's wet cunt in his mind's eye. He threw Lili the dish rag and began mopping herself up. Gabriel sloshed the water bottle full of sperm around to help it heat more evenly. It was sort of an interesting and bizarre sensation, watching his own semen sticking to the edge of the clear bottle, and he wondered idly how many of the little flagellated cells had survived the freezing and reheating. The idea of his little sister, with his potent sperm swimming on her face and in her mouth and on the whites of her eyes, gave him goose pimples he'd much rather not think about.

"The goo's almost ready," Gabriel told his sister, blushing slightly. They always used childish words like goo or weenie when they talked about her photo shoots, it made the whole thing seem that much more innocent. "You looking forward to this?"

"Aren't I always?" Lili said, taking her fingers coated with juice from her cunt and consuming it all greedily.

"Hey, I didn't turn the camera back on yet!" Gabe complained. "There's no reason to be naughty right now." Lili shrugged. She was a little too embarrassed to tell her brother how much she was getting into it. Camera or no camera, she couldn't resist having a good time. Did that make her a slut? She tried to vanquish the thought. She reached out and flicked back on the camera with her sucked-clean hand and began toying with herself again. She was a terrible camerawoman, and she had to use her foot to move the view around, but she was having a hell of a time, and Gabe was right, it did feel a hell of a lot better and somehow more practical to masturbate while the camera was on.

"Hey, you're wasting film!" Gabriel protested, rushing to flick back off the camera, cum-filled water bottle in hand. "None of that footage is going to be any good." But he was smiling when he said it. Lili began to pout, her lower lip jutting out the same way it always did when she was a girl.

Gabriel reached out and unsnapped the first three clasps of her corset, so her nipples stuck out through the gap, and flicked back on the camera.

Lili giggled as the clasps came undone. It was unbelievably pleasant, having someone she trusted completely touch her so intimately and yet so casually. It made the skin, near where he was touching, ticklish and so overly sensitive. The feeling of cold air against her bare, hardening nipples drove her wild with lust and desire.

Gabriel untwisted the water bottle full of ejaculate and slowly began to pour it down his sister's face, while she held her eyes closed tightly. They both knew, from experience with previous shoots, that cum in the eyes could be really unpleasant.

The cum dribbled down off her hair and clung to the bridge of her nose, collected on her chin and dripped onto her newly bared nipples.

Her face was wet and shining with sperm, and Lili had to keep her eyes shut tight while she rubbed it around her face, gathering up great globs with her tongue and fingers and pushing it into her mouth.

Her brother's sperm wasn't quite as tasty as her own juices, but it was a very close second, and she played with it in her mouth, licking it off her teeth with her tongue the way she had seen real porn stars do. Then she swallowed the whole load in one big gulp and began shoveling in more to repeat the process.

Finally, she wiped her eyes clean and opened them up just a little to see what her brother was up to. He was focusing the camera with an impartial expression on his face, which made her over aroused body ache with a mixture of pain and flaming desire.

Gabriel handed her a life-size silicon dildo, carefully keeping his mouth a carefully sculpted granite slit.

Lili grabbed it greedily and began licking the head like a lollipop, swirling her tongue around the edge, as though she wanted to keep the candy she was consuming perfectly round. Her face was still glistening with cum and her eyes were turning just a little red.

Gabe began to moan but cut it off sharply. Lili smiled and pushed the toy between her lips, filling her mouth with as much of the silicon as she could take without gagging. She pulled the wet toy out and licked the underside thoroughly, teasing the place under the head that represented the sensitive nerve cluster. A great glob of cum rolled down her face and onto her left nipple. Her brother bit his hand and focused on the camera.

Spreading her legs wide apart again, Lili navigated the slippery phallus into her well-lubed cunt, pulling her inner lips apart with her free hand to keep the toy from snagging.

Her head rolled back in rapture as the dildo pushed into her. There was no feeling in the world that compared with being entered, unless it was cumming with a big toy buried deep inside. Her whole body was so sensitive. Her belly ached pleasurably from the penetration. She moaned softly. She had completely forgotten about the camera or her brother watching, she was consumed entirely by her own little world of rapture.

She felt herself begin to come and ripped the toy from herself quickly. A splash of juice shot from between her legs. She pushed the toy back inside herself, rubbed her clit a couple of times with one of her hands while struggling to keep her balance, and ripped the phallus from herself again, sending out another tremendous stream of juices.

"Holy shit!" Gabriel exclaimed, taking his trembling hands off the camera to keep from shaking the picture. "I didn't know you could squirt! We'll have to try that again sometime."

Lili beamed, incredibly pleased by her brother's compliment.

"Do we have enough footage now? My pussy is a bit tender and the goo's getting all drippy."

Gabriel laughed and flicked off the camera. "Yeah, I think we got enough. Go use the bathroom in my room, I'll leave your clothes on the bed, and nuke up some leftovers for dinner."

Lili winced. "I don't think I can eat anything, my stomach hurts," she said, wiping the quickly liquefying cum away from her eyes.

"You still getting cramps a week before your period?" Gabriel asked, his voice all concern. "I thought these stopped when Dad put your on the pills in junior high."

Lili shrugged. "Well, I stopped taking them a month ago, when I moved here. I just couldn't see messing with my body chemistry when I'm not even interested in sex."

She wiped another stream of her brother's bottled cum from her eyes, as though it was completely irrelevant to the line of conversation. Irony had never been her strong suit.

"You know, sometime pretty soon you'll find the right guy and want to make love to him," Gabriel said, trying hard to sound big-brotherly and to ignore the raging hard-on in his jeans. "Don't you think it's better to be prepared?"

"That's why God made condoms," Lili retorted and shut her brother's bedroom door behind her. Her balled hands were trembling and she felt strangely cold and sensitive. Honestly, she had no idea why she was so flustered. She figured it was some residual effect of the horniness and the butterflies.

She pulled off the white corset top as quickly as her quaking fingers would manage, shoved it into a plastic bag and tied it. With any luck, Gabe would be able to sell it quickly for a lot of money and she'd be able to buy herself something she liked better with the proceeds. She was toying with the idea of buying herself a sports bike as a treat. Samantha had come home the other day with a big chrome thing with BMW written on it and got Lili's imagination started. Of course, she'd never consider something so heavy, it went against her sense of aesthetics.

Lili walked into the bathroom completely naked and turned on a blast of hot water. The stream felt so good against her back and body, she found herself moaning before she could stop herself. She had never been able to convince her brother to stock his shower with more than a simple two-in-one shampoo and conditioner and Irish Springs soap, which, to tell the truth, wasn't all that good for getting massive amounts of cum off her hair and body. What she wouldn't give for a gallon of the stuff the porn girls in the Valley used! But as usual, she made do with what was on hand without complaining. She had always been one to make lemons into lemonade.

She tugged at her sensitive pussy lips and made sure to clean herself out thoroughly. Her breasts and face were so covered in cum that it took three intense rinses to get enough of it off to make a difference. She would kill for some real moisturizer, unfortunately all Gabe had was some Vaseline, which he was using to train her body to do anal tricks for future movies, and that smelled like ass to her, but she could deal. Better that than to let her face dry out and look gross for her classes tomorrow.

Appearances still mattered to young modern women, and now that the adrenaline was leaking out of her body, her eyes were beginning to ache. She knew from experience that the whites of her eyes would be complete red from cum irritation by the time she stepped out of the shower. She dreaded having to go home that way. Marina, the brown-haired Russian girl who shared her room with her, was sure to notice and ask questions. It's not like she could get away with wearing sunglasses like she did during her weekend shoot. Sunny Los Angeles or not, no one walked around wearing sunglasses at night, unless one had some terrible Terminator fetish.