David Hardin's POV
Two Harbors, Minnesota
Monday, October 4, 2021
I'm sure Talia wondered why I took her out in public like that. She isn't recognizable, but I was a minor celebrity on the North Shore. She'd been to my house several times, we were together for the press conference, and someone was going to start asking questions. If our only time together were her visiting my home? Eventually, the press would suspect something and dig deeper.
Our cover story was simple. Talia Devine was a Homicide detective following up on leads, so I had to give her some. That's one reason I helped her with the kids for the phone search today. I had to let people see us in a public manner. The friendly relationship not hidden raised fewer questions than the one you tried to hide.
I went home and got to bed early. After my morning workout, I went into my office and got to work. Tracy's murder told me my dreams weren't my own. I couldn't have stopped the murder, and I wasn't responsible. You can't imagine how much of a relief that was for me. I was free now, able to travel and live again, and I'd found a woman to love.
And then the reality of the situation hit me like a brick. Vanessa Miles' death was my fault.
I'd known it was her in my dreams, just like with Tracy in my first book. Vanessa was no longer the rookie officer in her early twenties when I dreamed of her. I couldn't mistake her voice or face. She was older, had put on a few pounds, and her hair was now a chestnut brown with long waves. It had been enough to convince me the events of my dream were far in the future.
I'd been so relieved that I wasn't the killer that I hadn't thought about the other dream victims. In my mind, I'd been their killer. If the first dream was wrong, so were the others.
Although the murder scenes came from my dreams, the rest of the books were my imagination. My books were successful because the Bureau of Criminal Apprehension investigators found enough little pieces of evidence to lead to the truth. My lead character, BCA Investigator Clarissa Donley, was relentless. The families always got justice in the end, as my lead character put the clues together to put them in jail or the morgue. A serial killer was not something I'd considered a possibility.
I'd never looked for Vanessa Miles, I never warned her, and now she was gone.
The guilt was crushing. All this time, I thought the dreams had been a warning to keep me in isolation. Now, I knew that they were prescient. I didn't know how or why, but something happened on that operating table when I died and came back to life. God had placed a burden of knowledge on my shoulders, but he didn't tell me what to do with it.
Two people were dead because I didn't warn them. Playing innocent wasn't the safe choice now; I had to stop the killer before he could harm the next two.
Would anyone listen to me? How could I make the 'I had a dream' thing believable without sounding like a crazy man? Would telling the police about my dreams get me arrested?
Yeah, it probably would. I called Gerald Costley's office, requesting the earliest appointment possible. His secretary moved things around, getting me in at ten AM for an hour. I called for an Uber and got ready to leave.
I had enough time to pick up coffee at the Northshore Coffee House for the driver and myself. At ten, I sat in Gerald's well-appointed office overlooking the harbor and laid it all out for the first time. "I don't know how or why, but my dreams are coming true. That means books three and four could happen as I wrote them. I know who the victims will be, but I don't know how to warn them without sounding crazy or guilty."
"Or both," Gerald replied. "Let me make this simple, David. You can't say anything about the next victims without handing them enough to convict. The only reason you're still walking free is because of reasonable doubt. No jury will believe your dreams are anything but two counts of premeditated murder."
"Then how do I warn them?"
"I don't see how you can," he replied. "You haven't done internet searches for them or attempted contact, have you?"
I shook my head no. "I figured law enforcement is either monitoring my communications or can get a warrant, so I'm careful about what I do on the internet."
"Good."
"I need to do something, Gerald. I'm already feeling guilty about Vanessa. What do I do about Doctor Ibanez and Connie? How do I help without incriminating myself?"
That was the question Gerald pondered for a minute. "We have to stick to open-source information, David. If it is a detail in your book, you can talk about it. If it is a person in your past who fits a pattern, we can talk about them as a group."
"What do you mean?"
He looked at his notes. "The victim in Book Three is a doctor who owns a horse," he said. "You know it is Doctor Raul Ibanez, but we can't say that. What we CAN say is who fits the profile based on your life, as a group. We believe the killer is obsessed with the books by David Hardin. He is following the book murders as a sick kind of tribute. He's also going after people who wronged you in the past."
"A wife I divorced and a partner who crippled me," I replied.
"Exactly. What doctors did you wrong? Doctor Ibanez declared you unfit to return to duty, but he wasn't the only doctor involved in your case, right?"
I nodded. "There was a doctor with the city who was part of the decision."
"Add in the doctors the night you got shot, the surgeons who did the follow-up surgeries, and the doctor overseeing your rehabilitation. Go through your medical records and make a list. Let the police figure out who owns a damn horse and warn him. You're just helping the investigation."
That seemed reasonable. "What about Jennifer's friend?"
"Connie? Do you even know her last name?"
"Nope. I only recognized her when handing out the payments after they found the phone. I don't think I'd ever seen her before."
Gerald got on his computer. "Does Jennifer play any sports?"
"Women's ice hockey. I think Jennifer said they are on the junior varsity team, but their season hasn't started yet."
After a quick Google search, Gerald had a team photograph from last year. "Connie Cook, goalkeeper. That makes it simpler. Was there anything in the fourth book about the victim playing hockey?"
I thought about it. "In my description of the victim's bedroom, there were hockey medals and trophies. The victim was a goalie. The town was fictional, though."
"Is there anything to connect you to the Two Harbors women's hockey team?"
"My neighbor Jennifer did fundraising yearly, and I always donated a thousand to her boosters. I donated ten thousand to the Two Harbors Lake County Arena remodeling fund last year. The donation was in the paper."
He nodded. "Are any kids of your friends playing women's hockey?"
I chuckled. "I have two friends left, and neither one has kids."
"You need a life, David." I shrugged. "So we tell the cops that the victim in the fourth book might be a girl's hockey player here in town. They'll focus on Jennifer since she is your neighbor, but maybe they can get the entire team to be more careful?"
This shit sucked. I'd warn Jennifer's parents privately and let them pass the word to Connie Cook. I didn't care if it hurt me in court. I'd accept the risk in front of a jury if it saved a young kid's life. "That will have to do. How do we handle this?"
"Put together what you want to tell them and email it to me. I'll review it and make sure we aren't hurting ourselves."
"Email?"
"Privileged communications. If they intercept it, they can't use it." That worked. "I'll set up a conference call with Saint Paul and Lakeville Police tomorrow. We can do it from here."
"No," I said. "I need to do this in person. I want the press to see me actively helping in the investigation."
He hated that idea; I could tell by his look. "I don't think I can get away from here on such short notice, David."
"I'll bring you in by telephone. Figure out when you have time, then call Captain Cullen or Detective Maloney and set up the meeting."
"You sure about this, David?"
I nodded. "It's life and death for these people, Gerald. I have to do what I can."
He got the meeting set up for noon on Wednesday. The meeting was highly irregular, but I was insistent. The Captain would contact Lakeville Police, and we'd do it in his conference room. I went home to put together my notes
Writing
Construction Sight
was tough for me. The crime was horrific, and the dreams were so long and vivid. In them, I'd seen every moment of the victim's suffering over many a sleepless night. I brought the book up on my computer and started looking for clues. After all, if the killer followed my script, it would give the investigators ideas. I spent two hours going through the story with a legal pad next to the keypad, writing down ideas as I went.
I did the same with my third book,
Headless Horseman
. My work was interrupted by the return of my car on a flatbed, accompanied by a Lake County Deputy. "Done already?"
"Waste of our time," the Deputy replied as the tow truck driver lowered his flatbed ramp. "This car had 87 miles on the odometer, and it's 200 miles each way to Lakeville," he replied. "Our forensics guy didn't find the victim's fingerprints, and the fiber and hair evidence collected excluded the victim. We notified your lawyer, and the Sheriff ordered your car returned."
"I appreciate it, Deputy."
"I'm sorry about all the hassle, Mr. Hardin."