Half past three in the afternoon, she had wanted to be back in the comfort of her base by then, she had wanted to be curled up inside her sleeping bag again by then. Instead she was listening to the cries of her fellow soldiers, the Captain screaming orders over the radio before he was cut off mid-sentence as his last order dissolved into a gurgle. Crawling through the wet grass, seeking the cover of a cluster of boulders up ahead and knowing that at least half of her squadron were dead was a far cry from the rousing speech the Captain had given them that very morning.
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"Men," he began, he had never recognised the fact that she was not a man, and she had never made a point of it, she was just willing to get involved in the orders, to listen to his authority and to do as her country demanded of her. "Today we're doing something special, today we carry out the work of special operations. Today we will take a major step towards freeing these people from tyranny." He paused, moved his gaze across all of them. "Today we have a simple task, to eradicate the threat of just one man. And while you may think that a pointless mission, while you may desire something bigger, something deeper, something much larger, you would be wrong to think so. The effects of our mission today will be felt across this forsaken country. Our target has been picking off our troops for as long as we've been here. He's deadly, he's accurate and he has a heart of stone. He's merciless and he's been out there in those wilds so long that he's become a part of them.
"But I don't want you to feel fear. I tell you this not to discourage you, but to prepare you. Because when we return back to this camp victorious we will not only have taken out a major threat to security, but we will also have secured the lives of all our troops, all of our country's finest fighters who need to cross this barren wasteland to get aid to where it needs to be.
"Our intelligence tells us he is holed up in a cave somewhere. But he should make an appearance once we start making some noise. Let's make this a quick and clean job, soldiers. Let us be back here for lunch to toast our victory! For we will return victorious, as saviours of many, and you will be remembered as heroes! Take arms!"
She packed her bag carefully, knowing she needed to be travelling lightly, but at the same time, there were certain things she dared not leave behind in her tent. She was always extremely thankful that she had been afforded the privacy of her own tent, had she been forced to share with another of her squad she didn't know how she would have coped.
Digging around in the bottom of her sleeping bag her fingers closed around what she was looking for, metallic purple and very, very discreet. She smiled to herself as she pulled it out from its hiding place, remembering the lonely nights it had helped her through. It was nothing compared to reality, but when desperate times came a-calling her 2" bullet vibrator had been keeping her sane out here in the frozen wasteland.
Clasping it in her hand she could already imagine the feel of it against her, keeping it turned down low, sliding it down over the outside of her panties. She always liked to drag it out, tease herself, keep herself right there on the edge until she didn't think she could take it anymore. Slowly spinning the dial on the bottom, increasing the speed, making the sensations that much more intense. Gently stroking it up and down, brushing ever so softly, up and down before sneaking lifting the fabric aside and letting the shiny plastic tease against naked flesh, her ears always straining for the sounds of footsteps outside her tent, the last thing she ever wanted was to get caught.
Her breath was coming faster, her heart pounding in her chest just as she sat there, remembering, imagining. She tightened her grip around the hard piece of plastic, spinning the base and feeling it vibrate in the palm on her hand as she leant back onto her bedroll, glancing down at her watch before undoing the button on her trousers giving herself the access she needed to slip the toy down between her thighs. Quivering with the excitement she had already built before she felt her fingers pushing at her panties, knowing she didn't have long now, the plastic, warm from where she had been holding it so long, gently coming to rest against her now swollen clit.
Her back arching off the floor slightly as she circled the vibrator around her clit, feeling the rising swell of pleasure building deep inside her. Her free hand sliding up under her khaki shirt, coming up to cup her left breast, a finger nail circling her nipple, the functional cotton bra she was wearing offering little resistance. She felt her nipple harden under her practiced touch and she gently pinched it between thumb and forefinger, sending a bolt of pleasure straight through her. Her hand moved to the other breast, repeating the motions, cupping, squeezing and pinching. Biting her bottom lip she fought to suppress a moan as she spun the dial a little more, gasping as the pleasure increased as she writhed beneath her own teasing. She pressed the little piece of vibrating plastic harder against herself, writhing on her bedroll, desperately seeking release, craving the sweet bliss of letting go.
As it finally broke her orgasm could only be described as violent. It shook her whole body and left her breathless. She felt it roll like thunder though her whole body making her blood boil and her skin burn. Her toes curled as her back arched off the floor, her eyelids fluttering as she struggled to remember to breathe.
Her fingers and vibrator were soaked as she pulled them out of her panties while she regained her breath. Smiling contentedly to herself as she sat up and wiped her fingers on a corner of a discarded jumper and did the same with her little toy before burying it at the bottom of her pack, not willing to leave it behind to be discovered by anyone who decided to do any sort of tent inspection or change the bed.
A few other personal belongings followed into the bottom of her bag, her "lucky" bra, which she wasn't really sure was lucky at all, but it always made her feel good and it was so very inappropriate for her position that she daren't leave that to be discovered either. Her lipstick and nail polish followed afterwards without too much of a thought and then the essentials – her knife, her spare firearm, trail rations, recently filled water canteen, microfleece jacket and fire starting kit.
As she stood up, her head bowed down in the low tent she searched for her belt, quickly doing up her trousers once again, straightening her shirt and tucking it back in before putting her belt through the belt loops and doing it up. She clipped her radio onto the belt and picked up her thick field jacket. The nights here got bitterly cold, and even in the daytime the temperatures were at little above freezing. While the jacket completely swathed her, covering any shape she had what with it being designed for a male figure, it kept her perfectly warm whilst stopping her from getting too hot.