The first in a series of sexual recollections from my time at university during which I transformed from timid teenager into confident young woman.
When I left home and went to university I was a fairly timid 18 years old. While I'd had a few boyfriends and fooled around with them, I had only ever had sex with the guy who had been my boyfriend for about six months at that time. We had met on a night out, and after a couple of weeks of flirting and occasionally making out we became an item and for the first time I felt ready to go the whole way.
He went to university elsewhere, a couple of hours away from my university by train. Being away from him, but around all of the hormones that late-teenagers have running rampant at that age, I found myself almost constantly horny. I got a reasonable amount of attention from guys at my university, and I took this as a compliment, but I never acted on it. My boyfriend and I saw each other every two or three weeks, and split our time together between meeting each other's new friends and experimenting and exploring each other's bodies. This, and being out in the big wide world on my own, helped me to vastly increase my confidence and assertiveness over a period of just a few weeks.
As it got a bit closer to Christmas in our first year my boyfriend had to cancel a planned visit as he had got a place on one of the university sports teams, which had a big match on the weekend he was planning to come. That meant we weren't going to see each other until the holidays, back living in our parents' houses, and I got myself feeling adventurous. I didn't want to wait for the holidays to feel my boyfriend inside me again, so one day when I didn't have any lectures in the afternoon I sent off a casual text just asking him about his plans for the rest of the day. He replied quickly that he was planning to stay in and work on an assignment all evening, which was perfect.
I packed a large handbag with some toiletries and spare clothes, pulled on a long winter coat, and dashed to the train station, bought a ticket and took a seat on the train. All I could think about during the journey was how I hadn't felt my boyfriend's touch for weeks, and how excited I was that I would feel it soon. I could feel myself getting wetter imagining how it would feel and I was really tempted to use my fingers under my winter coat to pleasure myself. I forced myself to hold back, wanting to wait for him to provide what I craved.
When I arrived in his town I walked to my boyfriend's hall of residence and, noticing from outside that his light was on a couple of floors above, managed to get into the building when someone simply held a door open for me. I had planned a tale about forgetting my pass to trick someone into letting me in, but just a smile seemed to work; this was even easier than I expected. An idea had formed in my head while I was on the train that I knew would surprise my boyfriend even more than me just turning up at his door and having got this far unimpeded I decided I could follow it through. So rather than heading straight to his room I ducked into one of the shared bathrooms to get ready.
I was glad I had brought my large handbag and worn my long winter coat. In the bathroom I hung the coat on a hook and placed the bag in the sink before taking off everything I was wearing. My navy cable knit jumper, white t-shirt, black skinny jeans, black bra with white lace trim and matching knickers all went into the bag, while I put my black knee high boots and dark grey winter coat back on. While undressing it was all I could do to not start touching myself immediately, but I knew I wanted to wait. Making sure the coat was fastened well enough that I wasn't going to give anyone else a look at what was wrapped within I felt so exhilarated knowing that I had so little saving me from complete nakedness. It was the first time I'd ever done anything like that, which would, hopefully, only add to the surprise.
I text my boyfriend, "I've got a surprise for you! x"