AUTHOR'S FORWARD: THE PROLOGUE IS THE SAME AS EPILOGUE FROM DARLA'S GAMES CHAPTER 16 IF YOU WANT TO FAST FORWARD A BIT, I WILL THROW ONE OF THESE ****** IN THERE. READING DARLA'S GAMES IS PROBABLY PINNACLE TO READING AND UNDERSTANDING THE EARLY CHAPTERS OF JILL'S WORLD. IN FACT, THE VERY FIRST CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE EXTRAORDINARILY BORING FOR A NEW READER WHO WILL NO DOUBT BE EXHAUSTED AT THE TRANSITIONAL WORK. BUT, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE STUCK WITH ME THROUGH DARLA'S GAMES, GET YOUR 'AHA' AND 'I KNEW IT' READY. THERE WILL BE A GOOD DEAL OF FILLING IN THE BLANKS. THANK YOU FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT AND SUPPORT OVER THE YEARS, EVEN WHEN IT LIKELY SEEMED I HAD ABANDONED THIS WORK FOREVER. AND WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, WELCOME TO JILL'S WORLD.
ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+.
PROLOGUE: EPILOGUE
"So..." I started, not sure where to start actually. Julie was driving my car. I didn't even know how she got to Jill's house. That seemed a minor question at the time.
"Carrie," Julie took the reins from me, thank goodness. "I owe you an apology for so many things. I should have known.... Better."
"I pushed you away Jules. It wasn't ... I didn't want you to know." I answered.
"Well, we have a lot to talk about. I don't think your Dad is going to want me sleeping over again so soon. And maybe Jill is right about me and you putting our romantic adventure on the back burner for awhile."
It sucked. It was almost definitely for the best, but it still felt like it sucked at the time.
"Two big things we need to discuss right now before we get you home." Julie said as she drove up the highway towards my house.
"First is ... well Care Bare, you blew my boyfriend at the party."
"Shit!" I exclaimed. "I'm so sorry Jules, I was afraid something like that would happen. I mean Chad or ugh! Jill told you huh? That I was the slut at the party. You ... wait... you were there, how the hell did I blow him when he was with you?"
She bit her lip. I had the advantage here because I could look at her and she had to watch the road.
"Well, I was kind of there with him when you did." Julie said. "And no, Jill didn't tell me, I guessed it when I found out about the bet. She wasn't lying when she said she didn't give me many details about things you did, I guessed at a lot."
"Great boyfriend." I muttered. "Getting a blowjob from another girl when he's with you."
Julie laughed softly. "Well, he didn't really want to. I kind of pushed the issue. And that's what I am so sorry about Carrie. I never ever would have done that if I had known it was you... or even anyone who wasn't there because they wanted to be."
She stole a glance at me. "You kind of liked it? Some of it?"
I blushed. My mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water, gasping for oxygen like I was gasping for words.
"The umm... suit..." Julie blushed.
"Huh?" I asked, playing dumb. Of course I knew instantly what she was talking about.
"I'm not saying it excuses my actions at all. But, I do want you to really and truly understand the build up from Rebecca before that... attack." Julie frowned and a tear escaped her beautiful jade green eye. "And, well, you already ate my pussy Carrie. And it was great. And I know that when, or if we ever umm do something. Damn, this is harder than I thought."
"It will be very different Julie." I assured her with my croaking voice.
She squeezed my hand. "I know it will. And I hope it happens. And soon."
"But, you were so wet Carrie. We all could see it. You were dripping to the floor. I remember it quite vividly. So, I hope you understand, I was told before I got there that you got off on that... kind of treatment and all the signs continued to point in that direction."
I sighed. What could I say really? I really could not deny that something inside me loved some part of it.
"So..." She threw a so out there. I looked at her in anticipation of whatever was coming next.
"I'm thinking of joining you at Jill's." Julie said.
"No Julie. Absolutely not." I screamed though it came out as a whisper.
"Hush. Not like going through it with you. Just watching and learning what gets my best friend so worked up. I want to understand it. And I want to be there ... Jill said I could be there and she welcomed me to be there to make sure you are safe."
"I'm not sure I want you to." I replied quite honestly. What an odd turn of events.
Julie laughed softly. "Well, that's an expected response. Look, Jill says you won't really care and it might be the best thing for you to have someone who knows what you are going through to talk to. She made an awful lot of sense Carrie. She ... There is a lot of stuff you don't know about what happened behind the scenes. A lot of things that half the people involved didn't know. You kind of amazed them all. They just thought they would play with you for awhile and you would just go submissive and go along with it for the duration and then they would let you go and Farin would... umm damn, well it was really a stupid plan if you think about it."
"But, that is part of what we need to talk about between now and Monday after school. I would be late, I have cheerleading and I'm not giving that up for you this year, I gave it up for you the last three years after all." She laughed again and squeezed my hand when she saw me frown at that. "I'm not sure I can sit and watch you being experimented on or whatever it is they are doing. But, she said she wouldn't take my phone away or hinder me in any way and the three of us could sit down and talk about everything once a week. So, if I thought things were out of control, I could call someone, even the police if I thought it was bad enough and they would cart her ass off to jail most likely."
"I want to be there for you Carrie. If you don't want me to be after we talk this weekend, then I won't. But, I'm a little scared for you and I think more than anything, you need me ... well a friend that you don't have to lie to."
I squeezed her hand back. "We will talk about it. I have to think about it."
Julie giggled. "She invited Courtney too, FYI."
"What?" I croaked.
"I know. Sounds weird huh? She'd only get to watch, not interact at all. Jill liked her attitude she said."
"You fucking horn dog!" Julie shouted.
"Huh?" I looked at her puzzled.
"You are breathing faster thinking about Courtney watching. Jesus Carrie." Julie laughed.
"I ... no I'm not!" I replied indignantly.
"Yeah, you were." Julie sighed. "The question on my mind now is why it didn't happen when you thought about me being there. I know you've developed a crush on me since you ... well, since recently. And I'm kind of liking it in theory. But, then there is this. So, I'm intrigued. Do you like Courtney?"
I could feel myself blush. "This is really not fair Jules."
She squeezed my hand. "Who ever said life is fair? I'm not saying it to embarrass you or accuse you of anything, it's just an observation and a question."
"Yes, I like her. And I hate her at the same time. It's complicated." I answered.
Julie laughed, "That should definitely be your relationship status"
"Yeah." I laughed. "But, like Courtney is not a lesbian. She is just Courtney. Rich, spoiled, controlling Courtney. So, it's not like there could ever be a thing there and I don't think I could even handle a relationship that warped. She would ..." I shuddered thinking about the things she would do to me if I was her 'girlfriend'.
