Chapter 3 : Part 1: Patience Is Tested
"I am sorry High Priestess if I offended you in the Tower," said the handsome Prince. This was some weeks since he had offended her, and was not the first time he had tried to apologise. "I meant only to show you honestly that you could be open with me, and to show you that I held some feelings towards you, even if they were not very noble. I like you, and I respect the calling you have as a High Priestess. I know I scared you away, and I should not have done that.
"It is only natural High Priestess to be curious about the opposite sex. Most men are curious because they have not been allowed by their peers and their parents to touch the bodies of the fairer sex. They must imagine, or admire the beauty of beautiful women from a distance. Some of us pluck up the courage to chase the beauties, others wait until our parents intervene to provoke us into action. Some of us are lucky enough to work alongside those we desire or study with them, or to socialise with them, and we may by degrees become able to reveal our feelings for them."
"I see Prince. I understand the difficulties you men must face. But women too face those difficulties, and are shy to talk to those who obsess them."
"The current teachings of your cult do not encourage the open expression of romantic or sexual interest," ventured the Prince. "Surely you are repressing the natural inclinations and interests of the young?"
"We seek to encourage the young to live their lives fully and marriage is encouraged by us," explained High Priestess Patience. "We do not wish to see the young inhibited or restricted. We cherish the family and marriage, which forms the basis of our society, the basis of partnership and reliance, stability and responsibility, and care for those around us."
"You dictate that marriage should be forever, or at least for the rest of the couple's lives. What if the marriage is limiting and becomes a prison for those within it? You would force the couple to remain together even when their paths no longer lie together."
"You are not being completely fair my Prince," declared the High Priestess. "Couples may divorce. We do not hold unsuitables together if that is their wish. Our allegiance is a higher one than marriage. Our lives works are for the greater good, rather than for the narrow interest of a married couple. If your husband or wife holds you back from serving the Goddess and her people then the individual should be free to obey the calling of the Goddess, even if it means the breaking of the marriage contract. That is why Priests and Priestesses largely remain celibate, so they can serve the Goddess, and their people without the entanglements of service merely to the individual's husband or wife and the family."
"It has come to my notice, and to the notice of most of the court, that you have been spending much time with the Lady Riala, who happens to be your father's favourite concubine. Do you not think this is inappropriate?" Patience had been meaning to ask the Prince about this and to give her advice. While they were talking about such sensitive issues it seemed the right moment to bring the subject up.
"Lady Riala is very beautiful," explained the Prince defensively. "I cannot resist her. I feared that my father would be offended, but he appears to understand and even to condone our affair, although I have to admit that neither of us have ever discussed my little affair. I do not know why I feel like discussing my little affair to a Priestess. Not just an ordinary Priestess, but a High Priestess, the leader of your Cult. But somehow I feel I can be honest with you. You are not too many years ahead of me in years, and because I find you attractive I feel able to bare my soul to you. You are like my confessor. I feel you will listen and understand, even if you do not condone. I feel you will not judge me harshly, that you represent the forgiveness and understanding of the Goddess. Surely the Goddess wishes us all to experience life to the full. She surely wishes us to feel and experience passion, just as she wishes us to feel the pain of others and to care for all who need care and understanding."
Secretly Jaspernon sensed that the High Priestess Patience was attracted to him. Something inside of him understood that she liked him. It drove him to be open with her, even though he should not be. The Prince had not been a believer in the Goddess previously, like many at court and in the wider population. It had been an older religion, once more prevalent, but never completely dominating Anachronar, which was always tolerant of faiths and beliefs. The Cult of the Goddess had however been the largest of the faiths in Anachronar and in the country of Pirion in the past. It played a large part in Anachronar's culture, history and memory. King Croesian had embraced it recently, without becoming devout, because he approved of its work and many of its teachings. And many at court felt the same way, and the young Prince was feeling the same. But they did not wish to be bound by its strictures.
"How can you assume that the King condones and accepts your affair? Surely it is very dangerous for you both. He is after all the King."